Increasing Pro-suicide sites on how to commit suicide
This is one of highest searched keywords in the recent times and instead of websites offering information and counselling for people on how to stop these practices there are websites which have dedicated information on how to suicide and in rarest cases recently some people have started to commit suicides having their online web camera on and showing this whole scene online.
These websites not only offer information but offer tips on how to commit suicide and there are hundreds of websites offering this information dedicately. In India around half a million people try to commit suicide and around a lakh are sucessful with the media instead of hiding this information is trying to teach people on how to find this information online.
If the above searches dont help them Dmoz the biggest web directory helps them out providing links for suicide methods and Wikipedia also leads in sharing different methods to die, no wonder how these two websites are useful to the society if they offer this kind of information.
There are many solutions for suicide attempts and you should consider reading some good books on how to overcome those temporary/short-term problems rather than thinking about killer ownself. You should also consider about your family/network who would get all the pain after your passing off, and if go through what they would have to feel, you will instantly change your plan of suicide. Here are some important phone numbers whom you can contact and get some great help to overcome your suicide ideas and problems in life.
United States: 1-800-273-TALK (National Suicide Prevention Hotline)
United States (Spanish): 1-888-628-9454
United Kingdom: 08457 90 90 90 (Samaritans)
Republic of Ireland: 1850 60 90 90 (Samaritans)
Note : We are totally against commiting suicide and if you any of these plans come up in your mind just call up the numbers listed above and get a solution for all your problems.
WTF eeeuuuu s**t… amit remove these images man…
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mike Reply:
May 8th, 2009 at 5:41 am
I’ve read several of these sites. they all talk like people kill themselves over a temp probalem. how long is temprary. 20 yrs? 25? 30? I know that people love. I suffer because i dont want them to hurt, but that part of my problem. i care about other people more than myself. But… if i cared about myself more than them, i wouldnt still be alive. Though, i am starting to think why do i have to suffer for them. I have tried to make things better, but th emore i try the worse it gets. the emptiness gets bigger, the emotional cuts get deeper. i have felt this for as long as i can remember. there have only been 2 period in my life where i was truely happy, but loosing that makes the me realize how big the emptiness is.
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... Reply:
May 16th, 2009 at 11:15 am
@mike, hey. arh this is fucked up bt every thing you said, well its like your in my head. if i didnt know any beta id say i wrote your comment. anyway year im not far off topping myslf but i duno. if ther was a way i could talk to you mayb sumthng myt change, mayb 4 both of us. i dunno i just know i gota talk to sum1
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Nookie Reply:
May 21st, 2009 at 12:44 am
@…, You should both talk to me! I also feel the same way. I think we have the same kind of problem. I have discovered the only two things that would fill my emptiness, but apparently I cannot have either of them, and there is nothing I can do about that. Such is life. Every day is a nightmare.
tim Reply:
June 4th, 2009 at 8:08 am
i almost killed my friend in a car accident tonight but i lucked out…. i totalled the car as well.. FML ya who gives a shit about ur lost love ima bout to hang myself cuz my nose has been bleedin for 4 hours and my arm is fractured with not health insurance! ya i win! hang’em high
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gray Reply:
June 13th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
@mike: I know exactly how you feel. This is not a temporary situation, but one I have endured for years and years, because of not wanting to hurt those I love. So I suffer instead a horrible existence, hoping something will happen to me. My biggest disappointment is to wake up each morning and see the light of day. My illness makes me feel as if all the joy has been sucked out of the world. If I were on death row, I’d look forward to it.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:34 am
gray, I couldn’t have said it any better. you described my pain exactly, but I’m not sure I’d call it my illness. I believe it’s my right and my choice, and nobody else’s business if it’s better for me.
Karen Reply:
October 20th, 2009 at 3:54 am
Amen. Wish I’d go to the doctor and be told that I have some incurable and terminal illness. THEN I’d be happy. My life has been utterly miserable for 30 years, and the future isn’t looking very bright, either. I am so damn sick of people telling me, “Oh, why are you depressed? Things will look better tomorrow!” Oh yeah? You wanna change places with me? Can you list a few things that are so fabulous in my life? No? I didn’t think so. I refuse to get on some “happy pills” so that those around me will feel better, while I’m doped up in the same situation I’ve always been in.
RJII Reply:
August 4th, 2009 at 2:14 pm
totally understand. I always said the heck with everyone else’s sorrow if I die. I can’t live in misery for others. If they really cared, they wouldn’t want me to either. However, I getting confused on this point lately.
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Tanya Reply:
August 14th, 2009 at 2:28 am
He Mike, are you there? I have a message for you.
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Tanya Reply:
August 19th, 2009 at 10:22 am
Hi all, I am pretty sure the comments from Mike are from my 16 years old son. He would have turn 17 coming Sunday. He would have, but 3 weeks ago he killed himself. Left us all here broken and devastated forever. His loving family, siblings, friends and girlfriend. So much rubish that you people put in here….Do you realize young people and kids are reading it? Do you feel better now that you know he is dead? You better get on with your lifes, get help and start to do some good things without forever analyzing your feelings and be so sorry for yourself…Don’t worry about yourself being happy, make other people happy and that will bring you what you are looking for, peace of mind and eventually happiness. Stop being just a bunch of selfish bastards and use meaningful the time you have.
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Keith Reply:
October 13th, 2009 at 5:49 am
Hi Girl keep up the good work and my sympathies to you as well.
Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:38 am
Tanya, you are so typical! You are the one that is self-pitying because you want your son no matter what he knew was better for himself! Just shows how little you respected him and his choices. Keith, whose hand is up your butt getting you to puppet the selfish Tanya?!
Leanna Reply:
September 13th, 2009 at 11:34 pm
I would like to say that I agree with you and most of the time nothing even comes close to making that not so. I wish I could make the pain go away but I can’t and the longer I’m here and alive, I want to do it and feel better. I’m sick all the time and in pain most of the time as well. And when I try to explain the way I feel, people say I’m weak or just looking for attention. I know I would hurt some people that care for me but what about my pain and hurt. Shouldn’t I be able to decide if that pain is real enough for death. I love other people hard but can’t find enough love for myself. I just wish I could but I can’t. I’m in Psychology and Sociology classes for my degree, so I know that this is something that shouldn’t be handled lightly and I haven’t. I’ve thought about it for a long time, many years. Enough ramblings, just thought I would let it out for someone to hear. Thanks.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:16 am
Leanna, thanks for another educated and lucid explanation. Well said!
Keith Reply:
October 13th, 2009 at 5:43 am
Hi Mike hope you still come here, emptiness is caused by many things but the only solution that I know is deep in our life. But it is very simple if you really want an answer to it in your life ?? That is the question..?? For some reason we don’t want the answer often because it shows up wrong doing in our lives and we need to confess it before a loving God who cares for us enough to have his own Son Crusified to pay the debt that we owed. It really is a matter pf crying out to God for forgiveness and inviting Jesus to be your Saviour as I did many years ago now. God does hear your prayer of repentance and your asking for forgiveness. I remember when I asked Jesus into my life I was in the back seat of the auditorium and wanted so much to hide and I remember I just really agreed with the prayer that was prayed and in a week I stood in the middle of a crowd saying that I needed help. Wow as I look back on that occasion it is truly amazing to me that I got born again at all. But that is what God did in my heart then. So you to are also able to commit your life to God who will do a lovely work in your life. If you want Him to, He will not seem miles away as probably He does right now but will be closer that your best friend. if you want more contact message me Keith
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:18 am
Keith, you’re an idiot who doesn’t understand anything at all about this topic. Go proselyte somewhere more appropriate!
Joe Reply:
October 17th, 2009 at 3:17 pm
I agree 100% I’m 61 and I’ve been “keeping others happy” since I was a young teen, even though I’ve lived in misery all those years. People should have the right to peacefully and painlessly end their own life at any time and age. I might agree with a 7 day waiting period like buying a gun, in case a person changes his mind, but after that nobody has the right to tell me what to do with my life, especially government!
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Joe Reply:
October 17th, 2009 at 3:25 pm
The person I agree with is Mike, not Keith. Sorry I left that out.
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Ana Reply:
May 22nd, 2009 at 6:13 pm
Ok.. I’ve been reading a lot of stuff on suicide lately… If someone comes to know what my life actually is, he/she would have committed suicide already. I have made suicide attempts a several times before too but they were very minor and not at all severe.. I’ve just considered sleeping pills and have gotten hospitalized sometimes. The thing is, I want to know ways to die easily..somewhat like taking pills.. I don’t know how I am living today.. Fear gets me weak otherwise I would have considered any suicidal attempt. I just need slow and easy death..
It is very important for me to end life now.. It’s not that I need to be wise or anything but nobody other than myself can understand the life I’m living, what has happened, and will happen. Therefore, it is mandatory for me to end my life now..
Please suggest an easy way for me..
Waiting.
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nb Reply:
June 15th, 2009 at 1:01 pm
@Ana,
I know exactly how you all feel. Wish i knew a way! Most drugs dont kill you, just leave you in a bad way. I wish as humans we could have the right to choose if we live or not!
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sareena Reply:
July 16th, 2009 at 12:22 pm
I understand ur pain Ana.. i also want to die a certain death.. not something that will leave my like a vegetable or will be hard or painful. I wish i knew the secrets of euthanasia.
umer Reply:
August 31st, 2009 at 6:34 am
hey ana
i think i can help u if u really wanna die
but i have some thing may be u changed ur mind
contect with me
theonlyonepomi@hotmail.com i can help any one contect me as soon as u can or may be i will die
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mirror Reply:
November 1st, 2009 at 11:00 pm
but none of you have to die there is so much hope! God loves you so incredibly much we can’t even comprehend it. He loves YOU so much that he sent his son to die for YOU! each and every one of you if you were the only preson on earth he still would’ve done it because he loves you. Someone died for you, why dont you give him a chance? “For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him will not preish but have eternal life” John 3:16
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leah Reply:
August 22nd, 2009 at 11:20 am
For the people that are even contemplating commiting suicide than you can say that you have nothing to loose right. Do yourself a favor and the people that know you and love you a favour, pray to god tonight before you go to sleepp and ask him for the conversion of your soul, ask him to heal you tell him you want to open your heart to him, I can assure you the next morning you wont feel the same again, lifes jst a passing moment as it is, y waste it. God will help you he loves you and has a purpose for you, turst me im no bible basher, my friend hung himslf 3weeks ago 2days after i set mydlf up to hang myslf had prepared everything had the rope around my neck but no matter how hard i tried my body would not push of the seat below my feet, i saw my life end when i was standing there, the pain i felt was not worth passing onto the many people that would be lef tbehinf having to morn me. I couldnt do it i have a life to live a son that needs me. im only 19 and i have 60more years to live. God love me and ive had a conversion im never going back. My friends up there waiting for me and he can see things clearly if he knew what he knew now in heaven i know he wouldnt have done it held be back here with his son and his family tyrna get them to change their ways so they could be in heaven not rotting in hell.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:49 am
leah, you are so full of self-righteous, conservative religious, bull crap it’s incredible…truly incredible (unbelievable). I doubt if you ever even considered ending your life, you probably are only using this blog to preach your crap sermon! Your “vision” of going to heaven and meeting all your friends there when you die is the same old traditional set of lies that the religious world always pukes out to win converts. BTW, consider composing your own made-up version of the Bible to prove your point! It’s been done before by others. Or get a good translation and read it! It doesn’t say what you say!
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Hey, please remove these images. Really Horrible!!
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:51 am
Which is why we should be able to end our own personal misery in a painless, peaceful way that is not messy!
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Just made the images too small which can be ignored generally
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ehh… i cannot stand it until want to voice out.. amit the image…really, i can’t eat my spaghetti anymore..
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:53 am
As I’ve already said, This is why we should be able to end our own personal misery in a painless, peaceful way that is not messy!
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thats very terrible to see amit.
how can those bloody people think this kind
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I look at it this way… If someone wants to kill themselves than they should have the rite. Fuck the law and thier “if u try to kill ur self we have to put u away.” thats bull shit! My only advice on suicde is to succed. But just remember that thier is atleast one person that loves u and will miss u. No one just wakes up one day if they are happy and says hummm i think ill commit suicde. If they do then they are morons. I know this because i have contemplated death for years. It is never easy to die. But it is always easy to blame others when u explain why u want to die. I blame noneother than myself for wishing my lifes flame to be extinguished.
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colby smith Reply:
May 11th, 2009 at 2:00 am
@Winter, you are fucked up person if u think its ok to for ppl to kill themselfs your the moron hhow do u nt kno that those ppl that wnt to kill themselfs arnt going through something or have mental issues im pretty sure if they did commit sucside then they would regret it. you need some help jesus can help u email me some time if u want to kno about “jesus”. campbellsoup1212@gmail.com thats my email (i can tell you are goin through something i can help
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jesuslovesacid Reply:
June 1st, 2009 at 12:47 am
there is no jesus
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Anonymous Reply:
June 11th, 2009 at 1:30 am
@jesuslovesacid, I almost hate to point this out, for fear of sounding stuck up, but no one denies that Jesus existed. There is historical proof he did.
slient scream Reply:
July 23rd, 2009 at 4:32 pm
the fact that you woke up is more then enough proof
mahendra Reply:
July 24th, 2009 at 10:08 am
don;t say their is no jesus he is but we are not looking at himok he is heis and he is the only saviour ok plz don;t say like that
leah Reply:
August 22nd, 2009 at 11:26 am
if there is no jesus then there is no god and if there is no god than there would be no you and if you were put on this earth by god just to kill yourslf then dont you think god would have saved himslf the effort and not botherd making you, he made you because theirs a reason for you if there wasnt you would have died by natural causes by now.
Roger Reply:
September 12th, 2009 at 8:47 am
for fuck sakes I can’t stand you fucks pushing religion on people there is a lot more proof of evolution than there is of some made up god so shut up leah if you want to believe in fairy tales than go ahead I’m against suicide but forcing religious beliefs isn’t the only way to save someone especially one in such vulnerable state, I hope no one commits suicide and if someone needs soeone to vent and talk to please reply to me I’ll be more than happy to help im not the only one there is many help phone numbers you can such as 1-800-273-TALK (8255) there is people who would love to talk to you and help even if you are convinced you are going to do it why not call that number for the hell of it you might be surprised how ou feel once you speak to someone who is there to help and better yet qualified
Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 3:57 am
Roger, you’re full of the worst kind of crap…the mis-informed religious-pushing kind!
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please tell the painless method to suicide
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andrew Reply:
May 10th, 2009 at 1:08 am
@ankit, the easiest way i am considering is taking 5 or so ambien pills then putting a bag over my head.
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Unknown Reply:
August 5th, 2009 at 6:46 am
i would suggest using prescription medicine. im thinking of doing that with my medication for bipolar and mixing in some of anti-depressants and anxiety pills as well. idk if this will kill me but im hoping it will.
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leah Reply:
August 22nd, 2009 at 11:28 am
if you really wanted to kill yourslef yould hang yourself because we all know that it works TRYING and HOPING that OD will work is jsut asking for help so y dotn you do yourslf a favour and skip the trying part and just get some help talkto the god
Carol Reply:
November 4th, 2009 at 4:25 pm
Think again. I took 60 ambien and drank 2 bottles of wine…..and I’m still here to tell you about it.
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Who are you to judge someone who wants to die? If they want to go away, better to show the best way.
I really hate shallow people…
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:00 am
I agree with No name absolutely! Why do we have to do something messy and/or painful, when death-row offenders are allowed to die peacefully and painfully?! Boy is our society screwed up. That’s part of our problem.
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I’m sure there are reasons for wanting to die, but actually killing yourself is a different story. If you can’t think of a way to stop your heart beating you probably aren’t old enough to have life experiences that would make you kill yourself, and if you are young just wait, life gets a lot worse
my advice is do what makes you happy untill you die. in this day and age that means you need money, so stop thinking about quitting life and start thinking about what makes this live worth living.
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Anu Reply:
May 4th, 2009 at 1:12 pm
i always wanted to have a happy life but never had it. my husband hates me and bullies me every day. he calls me that i am a fat pig and eat like pig.. he is the one who tortures me and says that i am the one who harrasses him. he knows that i am scared of evils and at nights he purposley leaves me in the room and goes but waits for my reaction.
he beats me…. i really want to die i have no where to go..
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Rahul Reply:
May 7th, 2009 at 7:02 am
@Anu,
Leave your Husband and search for some one who take care of you.
i think my friend is also in the same situation if you required pls tell me i will give his contact no.
he will suggest you more….
Rahul
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Mayank Reply:
May 8th, 2009 at 9:43 am
@Anu hey there is no problem in life which cannot be solved through love. so i would suggest that try to love ur husband for say 2 months. Drown urself in love with him….
Hopefully, he will become more polite and understanding.
Even if he does not change then
its better to leave him and search for seperate livelihood and another companiion.
world is full of people, there are more than 1 billion ppl in India alone..
so
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Aseem Kumar Reply:
May 16th, 2009 at 6:04 am
@Anu, Hi Anu,
If you aren’t dead yet, go to Youtube.com and search for the video “I want a fat babe” Being fat is not your problem–you are just with the wrong man, or else, he needs a bit of mental support just like you.
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sarina Reply:
July 16th, 2009 at 12:29 pm
The problem is that u have no where to go. There is no problem with u, the other problem is clearly ur husband. If u can, please leave him. The only people that are beautiful r those that believe they r beautiful. So become strong Anu and leave him, as someone who causes you so much pain is not worth the pain. I know, I’am 22 and divorced. Best thing i did was to leave him
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GW Reply:
July 27th, 2009 at 11:46 am
Hey. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Just walk out. The fear is the thought of doing it, not actually doing it. You’re looking for help, not suicide options. Tell anyone, forget pride and dignity – you have nothing to be ashamed of. Move on and get out. GWX
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D Reply:
October 15th, 2009 at 9:27 pm
to me it looks like your not suicidal you just want your husband gone you really need to leave if hes verbal with words beating you thats just not right, there are women clinics for that you could go to stay they would help you get on your feet with out him. that would be the best thing i could think of to help, with out going 6 feet under for a man… me i pretty much have what ever i want or get what ever i want and im tired of it its the samething every single day over and over and over tiss geting really old and old quick in my mind its not spose to be this way for at least going on 15 yrs been thinking about it but im pretty sure im getting really close to saying my good byes and going i have nothing to look forward to when i wake up to Damn wtf i would have already done it but family i really hate have them go through something like that…
any more im getting where i just dont care they can deal with it. i wonder if i havent got molested as a child if i would be diffrent now thinking of it just wants me to do it even more and more now i should have not wrote any thing i just wish i could quit thinking about it and everything else but todays not my day but its getting very close i can feel it i know it is
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cad Reply:
November 7th, 2009 at 4:42 am
Im so sorry your husband is treating you like this. Go to a womens shelter and get some help they are very compassionate. If you want to email me you can anytime. cad
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sarina Reply:
July 16th, 2009 at 12:32 pm
@Phil Gordon, Well i want to have sex, but i cant as it is a sin in my reilgion.. one thing i would love to do more than anything. So its a bit hard to do what u want, with suffering from a very guilty conscience
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:05 am
What a stupid comment from Phil Gordon, a person who obviously doesn’t have a clue about the life-long misery we are forced to endure by an ignorant society full of ignorant individuals like you!
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i think that people that want to commit suicide have not quite yet found true happiness but just by killing yourself it wont work either i mean we all go through rough times but we should kno that to everything there is always a way out and not neceserally suicide. live your life prblems will always be there but we have to be smart enough to fix them. God Bless!!
always:}? BABY CHIKANA
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:31 am
Obviously ambar, you don’t have the experience we’re talking about here, just your pathetic pre-formed, spoon-fed societal/religious pablum. It’s not mainly about finding happiness you moron, it’s mainly about not wanting to continue to live in misery through an entire life.
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Since there is no afterlife, are life is ours to do with as we please, that includes ending it.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:33 am
first half wrong, second half right.
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Oh that scar looks really great, my cuts never gets so deep. hot!
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:34 am
babygrrl—stupid moron!
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babygrrl i hope you were not seriously referring to some cut on your own body. Dont waste this life which is a gods gift!
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Sheesh people, the picture of the wrist was poached from a website about movie makeup i.e. no real suicide attempt, it’s fake blood! Don’t be so quick to jump to conclusions. The hanging man however is real but there’s no gore so it’s all good. Sometimes there is not even one person who really cares, trust me I know. Even then, you can care about yourself. But when even that gets impossibly hard and no-one gives a crap, you might as well do it. It’s selfish for people to not want you to die, but never visit or call or have time to see you in more than a year when they only live ten minutes away.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:37 am
Amen, Jazwazza. Every member of my family would condemn me for ending my life, but 2 or 3 years or longer are common intervals of them even trying to communicate with me in any way!
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i cut myslef many times & now i wont stop bleeding even at scoolim only 13 & im very scared
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slient scream Reply:
July 23rd, 2009 at 4:45 pm
hi just me alone….
my angel , no one really knows what is haapening inside of your heart even myself that have been a loner all my life i am 25 years old this year and ya the loneness do come often , i used to cut myself as well it seemed to easwe the sadness aND LONENESS But it never cured the brokenness inside my soul it sounds like i am preaching to you , but believe it only leaves scares that you need to hie one day .. ask me i know i cant wear swimwear becuase of that .. My advice tou you if you wanna take it or not , you are still young and you can sort yourself out before you grow up , Go and see sameone that knows the pain of brokeness or what has happen to you , talk to them and be honest if you are a religous person go and see sameone in your church it depends on what or in who you believe i suggest you go and see a pastor or reverend but it’s your choice …
ALL OF THE BEST MY ANGEL
SLIENT SCREAM
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:41 am
silent scream, except for you name here, you don’t know what you’re talking about.
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if somone want to make you live like he want and marry who he want if someone want control you’r life inspite of you’r will
if you have not a choice your own choice to choose what you want if the life you are living is not your’s you want to live you’r own life you see that iam wrong and you are wright it makes me happy to be wrong same if iam wrong you can’t push somones against his will you see it white i see it black if i am not free what i have to do with these life
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:43 am
jhon, speak English!!! Is your name even spelled correctly? Ignorance doesn’t help our cause.
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If you think it’s stupid and stuff, why did you put this on this site:
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If here come people who wants to kill them self, you are helping them with these words >..<
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Suicide..Is the solution
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i tried killing myself many times, i have scars on my arms and neck. i now relised tht life is worth living and if u have a bad day, just put it behind you and be happy. i still have times where i get really pissed off and i have skitzophrenic moments where i hear a litte voice inside my head telling me 2 kill myself. i usually can ignor it but i have been put in hospital for knocking myself out by punching myself in the face, i woke up in hospital with a roken nose and jaw nd a fractured eye socket. i wish i had never done it now.
let this be a warning to yas, LIFE IS THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:48 am
Anchor, you don’t get it at all! LIFE IS THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU…to YOU maybe. But not ME !!! And you don’t have a say in what’s the best thing for ME! Typical sermonizing, pontificating horse shit!
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Better add some more horror pictures so that one who see those will not try to commit suicide.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:50 am
dafodyls, stupid donkey! More gruesome pictures would only prove the point further…I should be able to end my own life peacefully, painlessly, and in a way that’s not messy.
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that is crazy i use to cut i still do but i am getting help to all yu people how just need someone to talk to i am always willing to talk yes there are lots of people if is yur parents are even a close friend yu trust talk to someone.
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Ok i am a self harmer and i do love to see my blood pour but i wouldnt suggest it to anyone else.
What i do with my life and my body does not affect anyone else.
So just because people love me thats not going to stop me from what im planning.
And people who are considering suicide can be happy with some aspects of their lives but may also feel that their life is incomplete.
So all that crap about people who commit suicide have never experienced true happiness its just a load of shit.
Yours truly suicidal maniac
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:52 am
Suicidal maniac, I AGREE ! And I’m not a maniac at all.
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Suicide is a form of art…if u cant take the pain no more…try it…i will do it soon..
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this website is f***ing terrible! I lost my husband a month ago unfortunately he hung himself due to some ass hole giving him drugs. My young daughter found him in my house. There are some real scum bags in this world who ask people to contemplate this, i now absolutely fume over websites like these, i am telling you all now it is seriously not a way to go. Dont consider anything like this just think of the people who you will leave behind. As i have personally felt the pain and immortal grief that i have to live with for the rest of my life. My sense of pain reveales that it is not helping at all. So for gods sake please please i am begging you people that if you are cruel on yourselves you will be cruel on others.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:55 am
Z, what happened to your husband was murder, not suicide. Get clear on the difference and don’t pretend to know what’s best for me. You’ll never walk in my shoes. You’re suffering too much personal and selfish grief to understand me.
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this is absolute bullshit, you going on about ’short term’ problems? what about the people who have suffered with depression for as long as they can remember and don’t have the will to keep fighting? fuck you, suicide isnt considered to be a solution to ’short term’ problems, its a release for those who are past despair.
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Joe Reply:
October 19th, 2009 at 4:55 am
100% CORRECT Mike!
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Another linkbait ?
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thank you for this pick i can now saw kill my self…iwas search a reason to kill me so now i have the solution thank for the master of this site and sorry for my english my true language is french im juste a suicide man and not a real man im just a coward…sorry if i talk about this so i had need this for kill me :’( sorry guys
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I think that if you want to commit suicide then you should be able to do what you want. Do you people seriously believe that “God” gives a shit that you ended your own life? What the fuck does he care? He might have put you here but who takes you out of this world? He doesn’t go around and tell you no you can’t do that. Thats free will people and “God” can’t mess with free will. So if you want to kill yourself just remember the poor bastard who has to clean up after you and just hang your stupid ass.
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lately i do not feel like living today is my birthday and my mother told me that i am her biggest disappointment that i am her worst nightmare, today was suppose to be a day of happiness but it is a day of grief i feal desperate i do not want to be here i want to start a new life where no one knows me, i was three weeks pregnant and my boyfriend walked out on me my body rejected the baby and i lost it , i feel like there is no purpose to life i feel like i need to get out i want to be sent free and is is disappointing , i have spent my day pretty much all day by my self i got up left the house and have been by myself today is the day that i was suppose to be getting engaged, but instead i am home alone eating like allways feeling miserable and lonely
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johnnyboy Reply:
May 7th, 2009 at 6:20 pm
@angie, come on …i have kinda gone thru a similiar kind of pain….but m a guy…but the pain felt is same….even i have been illtreated by mom…
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Wtf.. why are you here then for fun .. FYI? Grow some balls or be weqker than the people that have actually pulled this off in.. desperate situations.. dont try to understand.. you wouldent.. if you did.. youd say nothing and let it go.
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lol.. I made two long paged on my thoughts…(twice) somehow i fucked them both up.. Basically.. i don’t wanna see this get fuct.. make your own choices.. your life and no one else would care.. if they did they would of showed it… not gonna write another 2 pager in fear, i will get erased again by my dumb-ass..Well shit .. if you need a procrastinating partner contact me… I’m interested in other views… ill leave a alt e-mail.. Don’t be afraid to contact.You dont feel the way you do for no reason.. its up to you, you own yourself and your free will as a thinking creature to end it.. or change it..no god, government, or some dick-head husband, wife, criminal, asshole, bitch youv’e hated been abused by can take that ultimate choice, we all deal with this burden differently, but in common, we don’t feel we should be here…. need to stop before i fuct this paragraph..Need to talk before you depart? mail.. me id like to talk..heres a alt accnt to contact :
Love and Hate,
P.s. I don’t help in departs, just talk.
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if someone wants to die help them how to commit suicide
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Perhaps a reservation of judgement is appropriate. After suicide perhaps? What does anyone know anyhow? I would love to assist others in self extermination. If only they aren’t usually the type of people that actually deserve to live. Irony. Ain’t it a bitch.
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Tell me the most painfull way to kill myself, plz. thx…
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This is terrific
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I cut, I still do I tried to kill myself but my “b/f” called me and talked me out of it:( Now Idk what to do anymore i’m going to try again next monday and i no longer have him to stop me..I’d show you my scar but i can not. I have no camera:( but its about 2 1/2 inches long and it dose go down my arm not across like all the poser emos!
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OK people. I just read somethings and it really bothers me that anybody would be so hateful or careless about life. Life is only given to you once and it isn’t for you to waste it. Every year babies, children, and even adults pass on from illnesses or other tragedies. If you ask their families they’d do anything for another moment with their loved ones. I cannot think of one thing that could be so horrible it would cause you to end your life. Yeah, we fight, we hurt, we get hurt…But life goes on. There’s a solution to everything. Maybe before you give suggestions on how to commit suicide, you could stop and rethink about your situation. Sit down, calm down, and find a better way to cope with your anger or hurt. There are many people who would love to help those who think they have a problem that cannot be solved. There IS help out there for the mentally ill. Basically, I’m trying to remind you all that you won’t just be over and done with in a short while because after you’re gone, there will always be at least one person hurting for you. Try not being so selfish as to extinguishing your problems by causing others more pain. THANKS, bye!
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well if someone is contemplating suicide, i think you should let him/her carry on. its their life. all the docters and psychitrices that try to help you, its all bull shit.
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hi to all ,I tought of suicide so damn many times in my life and i commited suicide many times too,but my way to doing that was not right and also i did not want to get much pain and time.2 times i did that with so many medicins(all the medicines wich I could find at home) and the other time cuttin myself ,but every time finnaly i woke up after awhile and saw life was going on and going on and alwaysI was looking for painless and fast suicide,because if i got pain in all my life, I don’t want to die with pain atleast.finally i tought maybe i should live becaz 3 times suicide withouth any result was so stranege for me! I’m an artist so after 5-6 years beeing depressed at home and don’t doing any thing, i started drawing again,after 6 years my hands got so dry,I could not do it well,but after awhile i was doing every hting with the paper and the pencil or any damn thing else,i was crashing the paper with pencil by drawing so wild and relieve all my energy on the paper ,i do every hting even spiting on my drawing and… you know some thing,it’s such e greate way to get relax.after that u would fall to a pleasant sleep and u get refresh.you can be alone in one room and do every thing you like over there with so many colors,with writhing any thing you like and…and then after you get relaxed,you feel you are very powerfull person,so when you are so powerfull,why you let other shitty things and shitty ppl put influence on you?
now some times i htink of suicide so badly,some times i planed for it too, but after doing what i wrote in top, my mind gets refresh and starts thinkin of other things automatically,that’s very good expirience, you do that too,I promiss you that you will feel fine after doing that.
I love all of you becaz i understand you,becaz in this damn cruel black world,just honest,good and innocent ppl would commit suicide and others are limiting them,kill them,abuse them and finally eating them bodies meat as they are eating such a tasty food!!!!!!!!
I hope the best things for ull.
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renee Reply:
August 9th, 2009 at 8:27 am
i wish i was dead – ive thought about it so many times but im a coward. im too scared to jump or cut myself cos im a gutless arsehole. I have collected tablets over the years, and am so tempted to take them – but I am scared they wont do the job. Does anyone know what type of medication would help me – i do not want to vomit it up and end up like a vegetable, or end up in hospital with every arsehole fgeeling sorry for me. i want to escape my nightmare of a life
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Ive been thinking of killing myself few years ago.I was feeling so sad..I cant describe it, I just wanted to end it and that noone remember me NEVER!!.And this year I tried to cut myself 2 times but I couldnt die!!I was very annoying for this. In my 2nd chance I didnt stop bleeding but just in that moment my mom got into my room, I just told her that I had to see a friend, I called her and went to her house.Now I got 2 scars and noone in my house have seen it..jajaja
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Yes, there is something very sweet in the idea of death, something temptingly easy in just giving up. Death is the cessation of pain, an end to loneliness, a refuge from any problem that one has created for oneself. I have been battling drug addiction for many many years and have contemplated and attempted suicide myself but have come to realize that I am the one and only person to blame for my unhappiness. Basically what I trying to say is I corrupted my life so I must be able to purify it in one way or another. I truly believe that suicide is the greatest form of weakness one could possess and sure as hell is no solution any problem. Think..Think..Think.. Many things in life cannot be fixed but many things can. Oh yeah.. It really boggles my mind why none of you can type a simple paragraph that can be understood. Either go back to school and learn some grammar or learn how to type. -[SDMF]-
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basically if someone wishes to end their life, they shod have the right o do it. i mean many people actually commit suicide but it goes unnoticed. i mean look at all the people who drink alcohol???? evetually they get liver damage and die, even people who die from a heart attack, for example, many a times it is their own fault because they didnot have a balance diet and the same goes for hypertension and many other self-inflicted diseases, just that people dont look at that as suicide doesnot mean that it is not a form of suicide.
i think people should be allowed to commi suicide and anyone who wants to can join me because i am thinking of mass-suicide. im not forcing anyone to do so but if you want to then e-mail me on foreverhope@rocketmail.com and we will all commit suicide together.
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Re:sadistic
If your going to go kill yourself fucking do it then. Or is it some sick inmature way of drawing attention to youself?
su-i-cide 1 The act of killing oneself “INTENTIONALLY”. As for the people who die from liver damage, heart attack’s, hypetension and many other other self-inflicted diseases, it’s not a form of suicide. They had no intention of killing themselves they were just weak minded people that lacked the will to live a healthy life. Grow the hell up and think before you post. I find people like you sick. I have a few friends that ended their own life but not because they thought it was some recreational thing to do. They had major problems in their lives a thought there was no better way to fix them so they killed themselves. You sound like a damn fool. Go ahead and do it I could care less.
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id jst like 2 say, i dont think people who think about suicide are pathetic or selfish. everyone thinks about it at some point in their lives. i hate myself cause im not the happy normal person my family and friends deserve. i’ve taken an overdose, i’ll admitt it. i have mental problems that are being delt with. now of course i feel much better about myself and think i was stupid to do such a thing to my family. at the point when i was at my lowest, people thought i was going through a ‘phase’! i hated that and felt i had to do something drastic to get help. yes stupid idea. my point is if your teenager is depressed it might be more serious than just a phase. talk to them. they might tell you whats going through their heads and take action before the situation resorts to suicide. please listen to me! i know what im talking about.
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people who think in suicide is consider weak, selfish or a coward??but I really consider that someone who make this, need to have some courage to do it!No many people can finish their lifes just cause they want to, many of us just are in the middle of the way. People wont stop!! some day we are going to finish what we started,Im sure of that. in fact, i think that we are doing something good for everyone else because in the world only should stay people who really want to be in this damn world!!
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when you know that everybody hates you for no reason at all,
just for existing ,and everybody who dont know anything about you just hate you and cant tell you why ,they just hate you ,then nothing anybody says will be helpfull.
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Hello, sry for my bad English, I’m German.
ankit, you wrote on April 21th 2008 that you want to know a painless way of commiting suicide.
I’ve got a painless methode.
You only had to put an elastic band around your upper arm and wait 10 minutes. If you can see your cores, you take a injection fulled with air and inject it into one of the cores.
You don’t suffer and only die after a few moments without any pain.
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hmm ok lemme get this straight you people are all against suicide ok..
so how come you on here lookin at it then???
nuff said!
suicide is someones way of gettin out easy..its not always the best but we cannot tell what goes through peoples minds
we may think we do but its much more complex than that.
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i absalutly hate my life pleas sum1 tell me how to kill myself using hydrogen sulfide. how do u make hydrogen sulfide?? what do u mix with toilet cleaner pleas relply fast i cannot wait any longer i hate my life and just want to end it!!!!!!!!!!
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some of us don’t have bad days…just bad lives…some of us are rejected on every level a person can be rejected. You know you don’t have a place in life, when eventually your tears run out from thinking about suicide. You realize you just want out of this nightmarish “gift” from god.
yes, life is actually a beautiful thing, that is sometimes. it is the times that destroy your appreciation for this life that are the cruelest that all of us have to face. that is the thing that makes life not worth living.
some of us were created different. some of us were born into horrible odds with life. i do believe there is a god, and I believe he is an asshole for creating us. for all the pain we have to endure. me, personally, am just bored by life. i generally dislike and hate everything and everyone and am just curious to what lays behind the curtain of death.
a few things people say when you talk about ending yourself….
think about how your loved ones would feel…well, they obviously didn’t care enough to make you happy when you were around.
or you will burn in hell for eternity….but by my calculations, hell is overtaking the earth anyway and we all seemed to be stuck in nightmarish situations. thanks a lot free masons and the nwo! lol….like I really give a shit..hehe
or think about everything you will be missing….yeah, I have been there…done that…nothing new…life is just a cycle of events that come and go just like the seasons…seen one, seen them all.
what about love? love is the most awesome thing in the world…until it shows you how imperfect and impure it really is. how heart breaking and viscious is can be. behind every rose is some thorns…
so, yeah…i wouldnt say suicide is a cowards way out. I would simply say it is something that smart and intelligent people who are actually seeing things in full would do…
…I mean, come on…for crying out loud…is this thing we call “life” actually worth it?
think about it…
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thinking and knowing you can kill yourself and make this whole wide world go away is actually a good thing….it keeps you in control of your universe…
it gives you the power to be god over yourself…to take and leave it when you please…
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thats good thing of you end this life..!
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Why are a lot of people on here even looking at this website if they’re against suicide? You can’t really say ‘You shouldn’t kill yourself because your depression will go away’ or whatever to someone until you actually know how they feel. Theres no point judging people because they want to end their lives. You don’t know how they feel and don’t you think it makes them even more.. distressed (?) when you’re having a go at them? The best thing you can do is be nice and care.. use your common sense – fools.
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im15 and i think about suicide everyday. people call me fat and ugly all the time. i have no true friends. a abusive dad. a mom that ignores me. ive never had a girlfriend. never hugged, kissed, or held hands with a girl. my so called friends always tells girls that i like them when i dont and the girls always call me fat or ugly. i like a girl but i know that she will just reject me. so why even bother with this life. im thinking of just ending it. i always try to hold my breath and hope that i suffocate.
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tired of life Reply:
June 8th, 2009 at 11:35 pm
@slip1160,
hey now dnt think looks are everything because there not find what u love about urself before wanting otheres to love you i hate my life and im pretty skinny and i dnt have a guy to coem home to the guy i love cheats on me and treats me bad soooo dnt think what others say is true ur probable amazing and i wish i could be ur friend because id never let anyone talk bad to you!
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Suicide is our right, whether it would be for emotional reasons or physical. NO ONE, i mean NO ONE has any right to stop someone from killing themselves. Society does not care for the happiness of the drones, it only wants them to stay and work their ass off so the rich can get richer.
Others use the famous “selfish, think about your loved ones”. Well i can spin that around and say :”is it selfish to let that person suffer just you can be happy?” Believe me…when you do it, there is no other way.
Those that use the religion card, i won’t even bother…fairy tales are for the delusioned. Depression opens your eyes, it sees how pointless life is and the suffering with it. Cure for depression? LIE to YOURSELF and HOPE..which is the denial of relity. Some can pull it off, and others can’t.
Those that say, stay to find happiness (love?),..well no offence, happiness is fleeting and doesn’t really exist, like i said before…Lying to yourself is a tricky business.
Well i’m out of here.
peace!
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sarina Reply:
July 16th, 2009 at 12:37 pm
@Thanos, Thank you for your comment, one of the best things i have read here.
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two words for you….ATTENTION SEEKERS!!!!!!!!
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Hey amit….thanx for these ways man…..can u help me with more ways….i want to commit suicide…
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hey amit….can u help with the more ways….??
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I recommend getting some kind of anasthetic like ketamine
generally if you consume enough of those you might feel
less of the asphixiciation pain that I think exists.
I am no expert, the real problem with suicide is that
satan doesnt like people to leave this earth before he
caused them enough sickness and misery.
So he makes it bad for them. I also recommend getting a
dying body, a body which has done a lot of exercise
and is used to oxygen debt. Also this will stimulate the
endorphin center and increase the amount released.
In any case it wont be fun
however it is better to live free or die than to remain
in a slavish state. Hopefully God will get you out of
satan clutches soon enough. Pain really is satans
cause so the more you believe pain is an illusion
the less you feel it, but also the harder it is to
kill yourself.
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A person can only handle so much stress. If they think the best thing for them is to die, then you can’t hold it against them. They have to draw the line somewhere.
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you are all in need of some form of life!!! if going to do it then do it…..im guessing u wont be missed 4 long…sick sick sick website
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life is a sick joke played on us by a bored god….
an ahole that wants all the glory for everything…
we ALL are better off dead…
life is a game that you will lose anyway…
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by all. life is never going to get better for me. it has been this way for as long as i can remember. im so tiered
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u aint seen nothin yet
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“we ALL are better off dead
life is a game that you will lose anyway…”
Lose, yes, if ones fate looks shallow; you may predict this on yourself. for instance, a lost of hope.
everyone has their own destiny, finanicals are the most common, but i wont get into that discussion.
so many things are played out.
WORLDS COMMING TO AN END!
or just your world is.
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i know people want to die. i’m one of them. i hate the idea of me dieing but its hard. the top image is bad. it reminds me of me…. yeah. i know someone who lost a friend because they commited suicide. think about all the people that will suffer.
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really??? seems to me that the economy is on a state of declining emergency…inflation is getting the best of everyone…the housing market is collapsing…war never seems to end…weather patterns are getting more unpredictable…
so…the world may not be coming to an end…but does the word “hell on earth” mean anything to you?
if you were smart, you would put an end to your miserable existence too…
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hate to be the bringer of bad news…but if I have to be the one to tell you…then obviously you are not living on this planet at the moment…lol
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I’m a grl…but I don’t know why…even when I try to show some emotions… I’ve rarely cried fo any situation…& sumtyms I feel lyk I had no one… I wish I was not alive…nd den it reminds me “padh likh kar kya karna hai..marke wapas hi jeena hai..”…no end of life!!!…dammit..itz Shit!! Shit!..
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Why should you have the right to take your own life, just because you are mentally unstable and cant cope with the pressure of reality doesnt mean that you can then go on and spoil the lifes of your loved ones and friends leaving your mother and/or father contemplating suicide out of the pure fact that they dont know where they went wrong and are confussed about how there lifes started to unfold. so yes suicide is a very selfish act because you act on impluse and thinking of only your self in the process not taking into consideration the destroyed lifes you leave behind.
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chris Reply:
August 18th, 2009 at 6:39 pm
Dear “the truth,”
Individuals should have the right to do anything they want to their body. A more poignant question is, why should you have the right to tell others what to do? In your unfettered quest to control the actions of others, it appears that you are the one “who is mentally unstable and can’t cope with the pressure of reality.” In addition, you assume that those who engage in self deliverance “spoil the lives” of their “loved ones.” Why do you assume there are loved ones to begin with? Many people don’t have anyone, no family, no friends, no partner.. nothing. I personally was disowned from my family, and never saw my parents again. I didn’t even go to their funerals. Your assumption indicates that you are lucky to have loved ones, but please do not judge others who are not as lucky as you. Lastly, suicide IS NOT A SELFISH ACT! It is an overwhelming desire to end the pain created by the environment in which one lives. In essence, the situation mediates the behavior. Please read Durkheim’s Theories of Suicide regarding this topic, and educate yourself. Also realize suicide is not selfish because it is performed on an impulse. If you give money to a homeless person on an “impulse” is that a selfish act? Your logic needs re-thinking here. Regardless, suicide is rarely if ever done on an impulse. Rather it is calculated, planned, and thought out often for years. Moreover, for those who are successful, there are often multiple attempts. Interestingly, for males it is eight attempts before the act is completed. So please “the truth,” think before you speak, educate yourself about the facts, and don’t judge others. When you do, your version of the truth is really nothing more than a bunch of lies.
-Best,
Chris
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learn to type you stupid douche
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Read this. Look, im not going to go on about logical terms or use words you wont understand but many of you don’t have a clue what your on about, i tried to kill myself and often self harmed so i have some idea. Suicide is weak, there is a solution to every problem. Please it is frustrating to watch you throw your lives away and to people being harsh about the subject it doesn’t help. i’ts such a selfish act, think about what you do have in life and even if theres nothing there, theres nothing stopping you from doing something about it. Think of the people you will be leaving behind, think how bad it would hurt if you loved ones killed themselves. I have the up most respect african people and others in there situation. So hungry it literally kills you, dieses that feel like you have a knife lunged in your head, they don’t complain. Nothing is what they have often one child left alone with no family and you know what they get on with life depsite having nothing to gain out of living other than hardship, thats what strength is, not having the bottle to kill yourself. Please think about this, because you only have one life and okay if it means your life is going to be hell for a year or two theres something worth living for after that.
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chris Reply:
August 18th, 2009 at 6:54 pm
Dear Nelle,
I’m not sure where you are receiving your information, but suicide has nothing to do with individual “weakness.” In fact, suicide is mediated from the situation in which one resides. Moreover, the term “weak” is subjective. What is perceived as weak to some is actually a strength to others. In addition, the concept that “there is a solution to every problem,” is naive pollyanna. Tell me, what is the “solution” for incurable and inoperable cancer? Your response is, living a life with a disease “that feels like you have a knife lunged in your head,” and not complaining. Really? What kind of quality of life is that? My goodness, we treat dogs better than that. I an assure you, I would rather die than live out the kind of life scenario you want to thwart upon me. Unless you have walked in the shoes who have engaged in self deliverance, you really don’t know now do you?
You also assume that those who commit suicide leave people behind. Wrong again. Many people have no one. No family, no friends, no partner, nothing. Rejected by society, the abject loneliness and subsequent isolation resulting from the lack of social integration mediates behavior, literally compelling individuals into suicide. This is not a personal flaw, or some primordial biological trait, but rather a social phenomenon. I sincerely hope that you please think about your comments in the future, for they are rather misguided. Such comments are so flawed, that they metaphorically kill me,
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no there’s not…you should kill yourself too……right now….douche
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chris Reply:
October 9th, 2009 at 8:18 pm
No “there’s not?” Real smart.
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In all the replies/ comments none of you is telling how to commit suicide and which over-the-counter drugs could help me do it. I do not want to live and it is my life so I do what ever I want with it.
Can some body give some suggestions? No lectures please.
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i think if a person wants to kill themselves their the only idiots…no one should tell them not to…its population control and their stupidity will get them nothing but a short life. I have been through many bad experiences but nothing has made me think of death upon myself, i value my life and what i have than what i do not have. Noone should be the judge of whom should live and whom should die. A person makes their own decisions and if they decide to kill themselves they should seek psycological help before any drastic desision is made.
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go out with a bang…get some firearms…and blow up a government building…that is the way a rockstar would do it…
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3 sleeping pills and a swim in the ocean pleasant but not for who ever finds your Bloated corpse
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The best way to commit suicide is to join the U.S. Army! Even if you didnt want to before, you will soon after (and check any statistics if you don’t believe it).
And to you fuckers who might say “support the troops”, STICK IT UP YOUR ASS AND SEE WHAT LIFE IS LIKE IN FUCKING IRAQ ASSHOLE. WE DONT NEED SUPPORT WE NEED A TRIP HOME.
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What I really love is how you have the US National Suicide Prevention Hotline’s number at the bottom.
Hello, you just put together an entire article listing /ways to commit suicide./ Maybe you should focus, like the rest of the sane world, on trying to actually stop the numbers of suicides rising instead of giving people ways to do it.
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The book Final Exit offers wonderful examples on how to engage in self deliverence. I too wish to die, for reasons that are to lengthly and complicated to get into. Although I’m happy for those that “value their life,” that is not the case for everyone. Accordingly, no one has the right to judge another, for you do not know the situation that those who wish to die are in. This decision is not taken lightly, nor are my problems “temporary.” Also, please do not assume that those “loved ones” left behind will be devestated. For many, there simply are no loved ones. No family, no friends, no network, not even a pet. No, I do not believe in a fictitious supernatural power like “god” (small g), becuase it does not exist.
Now back the question. What I did was drink hyrogen peroxide. At first, nothing happened. Then, I became so exhausted I could not move. Within a day, I began bleeding profusely. I did not have a bowel movement, but rather buckets of blood poured from me. I was happy. Unfortunately, someone found me in this unconscious state, called the ambulence, and I awoke three days later with ulcerated colitis. I never told the hospital what I did, for fear of retribution. In fact, I never tell anyone about my desire to finally relieve myself of this pain.
After a year passed, and any connection between the hydrogen peroxide and my true ambitions were put to rest, I tried carbon minoxide. I live in a tiny studio apartment in Manhattan’s theater district. It is a newish building, and has over 500 apartments. First I cleaned the apartment, showered and shaved, and put on nice clothes. I placed a “Do Not Revive” note my table, along with a note to the only person I ever loved (who by the way despises me, which is part of the reason why I’m doing this). Then I sealed the door frame with masking tape to prevent the gas from leaking in the hall, and double locked it. Then I took a sedative along with sleeping pills (Ambien is my preference), turned on the oven and layed down on my futon where I fell aslepp. Again, I was happy. Unfortunately, after sufficient time the gas did leak into the hallyway. Security forced open my double locked door, and I was sadly rushed to the hospital. I can’t begin to tell you how devestated I was when I awkoe. “No,No, No” I screamed over and over. When I returned home, I informed the building that I was “cleaining my oven, and simply fell asleep.” Ironically, the building was sold not one month later, and the new managment team (which is as cold and impesonal as the last), were never informed of this event.
Needless to say, some time has elapsed, and it is time to try it again. When, where, how? I’m not sure, but I think I will travel perhaps to San Francisco, my favorite city, and do the classic jump from the Golden Gate. I’ve been told that more people commit suicide there than anywhere else.
I am writing to tell all those who try to prevent people from engaging in self deliverence that we don’t need “psychological help, medications, or to be concerned with family and loved ones.” There aren’t any anyway.
Medications have proven to be ineffective along with all forms of psycho therapy and psychiatry. If you are unsure,
please read the chapter on suicide in Peter Gray’s text book entitled “Psychology.” These conventions simply do not work. My life has been plagued with the desire to end it since I was a child. No one should have to suffer for over thirty years. We treat animals better than people, so please don’t tell me to go find someone to talk to, or be worried about those left behind. No one cares, not now, not ever.
Death is a part of life. Indeed, birth is the greatest cause of death. Whether I die thirty years from now by natural causes or now by my own hand is no one’s business but my own. My life is insignificant, and time will not alter that fact. Moreover, I can not tolerate the physical pain which I have had to endure, nor the even more crippling emotional pain. Unless you have walked in my shoes, don’t judge me. If someone wants to die, take it at face value. Help them die with dignity and grace. Don’t let them wake up in an emergency room screaming “No, No,No.”
For all those in pain tonight, I understand. I empathize. There is no reason to go on if you so choose. No reason to make church going do gooders feel better about themselves, or the witch doctor psychologist richer, or the pharmacutical companies stock increase. They want you alive to perpetuate their economy, or to give them a sense of helping someone in need. I know better. My painful friends, you are not in need of them. You are in need of a solution to permanently end the misery.
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cries alot Reply:
April 27th, 2009 at 11:53 pm
i was told at thirteen when i was put in the hospital. I agree with your comment,i have wanted the pain to end for 21 years now. I have also woke up the hospital screamind no,no,no! I am tired of all the doctors and the hrrible side effect from all the stupid pills. I am done, when i was younger I had some kind of desire to live. The desire to live left me seven years ago, I realize now that the feeling will never return, I want to go I am ready to go.
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sarina Reply:
July 16th, 2009 at 12:47 pm
@chris, Thank you soo much for your story. I also have tried suicide three times. I have much suffering which the outside world does not know about and nor do i want anyone to know. I have taken medications etc. and now iam also thinking of jumping off a cliff or drowning in the ocean. I believe i deserve better than to live this miserable life of mine. I wish you all peace whether it is in life or death.
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I agree, and what is most ashame about the whole thing is that most of those people you mentioned are the causes of making life so shitty to begin with. The big one is religion. Unless your buying their ‘god’, you are going to their ‘hell’. The doctors only talk ‘at’ you, not ‘to’ you. Mankind has made the last and final beast on this world. Their very structure has created something that they fear most, themselves. The ‘better’ they get, the more they need someone else to blame. You are right, only ‘we’ own our lives and don’t you forget it. I would never think of suicide if I knew there was something good in this life to look forward to, but I sure as hell won’t sit around in this life just to endure some other morons bullcrap while the pain is dished out on me for thin and broken reasons. Their ‘god’ can kiss my ass. This life will be my way or the highway, and I sure as hell do NOT have to be afraid of taking the highway. Quite frankily, I love a good Sunday cruise…
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…oh wow… thanx for the help (: ….
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is there no other way to die in peaceful and painless way?
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i don’t think these images should be removed. They are real life and this is what happens when people kill themselves. If you do not want to know the reality of death and pain then why are you here. Really, this is how people kill themselves. Get over your own sense of death.
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my grandma commited suicide.. =/ its too bad that the people who commit suicide are so self absorbed that they dont give a damn about anyone elses feelings.. its also too bad that she’s probably frying in hell..
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I personally think suicide is a sign of weakness, not a sin.
Then again, I’m an atheist, eh. But the point is, suicide is a long term solution, to a short term problem. Your boyfriend broke up with you? Ok, shit happens, thats no need to slice your wrists like ribbons, it just shows your fucking hopeless.
They think they’re be remembered for life because they “had the balls” to kill themself. But in reality, they’re just pussies, if they truely had brass balls, they’d survive through the daily grind, instead of just calling quits early.
No mother should have to hear someone else telling them that their offspring’s life was cut short, much less by their own hand.
So my advice, suck up the pain, and don’t be a fucking quitter. Life gives you lemons, then fucking eat them with a smile on your face.
Then again, go ahead and kill yourself, because it just proves the theory of Darwinism. Just make sure you put across a message, except that you were too easy to push around.
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Great, an atheist. Material is the solution to everything hé? Work,work,work,spend,spend,spend… You are a pussy if you can’t see how great life is. Get the fuck out of here, why are you here atheist? To becky, she is even worse hoping her grandma is in hell instead of peace. Bah, i’m not gonna miss the stupidity of life like those two.
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lol to harold.
I didn’t say life wasn’t worth living, or can you not read?
Are you to quick to judge that you don’t bother reading someone’s full paragraph?
I clearly stated that I was against suicide, i.e. I like life.
Connect the dots before you go off on a tangent. And material isn’t everything to atheists, we just lack faith. We lack a God, and understandings of why you guys follow one, like you don’t understand why we don’t follow a religion.
The difference is, us atheits are predominantly aren’t known for shoving our beliefs down others throats. I could lecture and tell you why your religion is false, and cite examples, but I don’t.
Harold, you’re egotistical, close minded, and have problems with writing out a complete sentence. And the irony is, you call me stupid.
You Fail.
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And also, as a side note, for all the uneducated people who think atheists are people who hate life, and whatnot.
Atheists are just people who don’t call the traditional God, well, God. Chances are, we have the same morals as, aka- Don’t kill another person, don’t cheat, don’t steal, etc.
We love life like Christians, Islams, Jewish, etc.
We respect others, we treat others the way we want to be treated, in other words, just like you. Minus the deity.
So before you go ripping on another atheist, then please keep that in mind.
If not, then enjoy being a bigot, like Harold.
Wtf kind of name is Harold anyways?
Did your Mom/Sister give it to you?
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Also, I want to make an edit on my first reply comment.
I meant to say that atheist AREN’T predominantly known for shoving their beliefs down other’s throats.
My bad.
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Keep your opinions to yourself, All this arguing is pathetic.
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more things should be included like how to make hydrogen sulphide, how to make posion
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suicide y honestly wud u want to commit suicide
i lost my brother last year found him hangin in his apartment at 19 becuz he cudnt make it in soccer his fiance is so unhappy and upset still 3 more of his friends followed him suicide isnt a game u die and ur family are lost without u
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fuck the suicide
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..ok.. my reason is little poetic.. I am 33.. and fell in love for the first time in my life… I believe she is the only one and no other woman will touch me unless she is her.. it began well.. but ended up simply bad… I have survived many losses in my life… but I don`t wanna survive anymore… I want to live with love… and If I don`t have her love… anyway… thats it.. not to bother you all… I am just looking for a cocktail of pills that wouldnt leave me disabled and finish the job with a bottle of vodka… dont worry I have only two brothers who will understand me at the end…
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“it’s too bad that the people who commit suicide are so self absorbed that they dont give a damn about anyone elses feelings.. its also too bad that she’s probably frying in hell..”
People who want to commit suicide are not”self absorbed.” They simply want the pain to end. Furthermore, it has nothing to do with “anyone else’s feelings.” For many of us, there simply isn’t “anyone else.” Please do not be presume facts in which you know nothing about. And in terms of “frying in hell,” I personally don’t believe in such
a place. In fact, I believe people who willingly cede their agency to organized religion, which is nothing more than a hoax which perpetuates mind control, are delusional to believe in a fictitious supernatural power.
Indeed, it’s to bad that people like you condescendingly pass judgment on others.
Best,
-chris
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alan Reply:
September 9th, 2009 at 8:30 pm
I really couldn’t agree more with your comments but i’m really only on this site so i can find out how to top myself efficiently!
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“Great, an atheist. Material is the solution to everything hé? Work,work,work,spend,spend,spend… You are a pussy if you can’t see how great life is.’
What an ignorant comment about atheists. In fact, it was George Bush, a “god-fearing christian,” who told America to go out shopping immediately after 9/11. Indeed, it is the Christians who solicit money to fill their coffers. Moreover,
Christianity was not always in place. Paegens preceded modern day faiths. Furthermore, Secular Humanists, a.k.a. Atheists, do not believe in the spend, spend, spend mantra.
What you are referring to is capitalism, which was instituted and perpetuated by white christian males.
Please don’t insult us Atheist’s with your Christian spend, spend, spend, emphasis on material goods, “values.”
Best,
-chris
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I think that this website is horrible!
people do commit suicide… but thats not funny you shouldn`t make a website showing kids how to kill themselves thats not cool. if you think about it you have made so many kids kill themselves.. hope your happy…
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well, yeah..like you are doing your kids any good…what a wonderful world you have given them…
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“You shouldn`t make a website showing kids how to kill themselves thats not cool.”
I think you’ve missed the point of what the website is about. And yes, I’ve thought about it, and NO I don’t think anyone has made “so many kids kill themselves.”
Your comments are unfortunately misguided, and represent a true lack of knowledge regarding suicide as well as social behavior. Please don’t speak about things you know nothing about, and please stop judging others. There is enough of that already in the world, and that is what cause people to engage in self deliverence.
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there is a lot of problems going in my life,,,,startin wid am nt gud at studies,,my health is really in a bad condition,,,am obese ,,,am not gud at sports,,,i have relation problem,,,,and most importantly am a gay,,,,thats y i wan 2 cummit suicide …….
coz of havin so much of tension n being depressed ol da tym….
i wud rather die~
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I was googling for methods to do the deed 10 months ago. I thought I had to put an end to my problems by running away from them. Needless to say I am one of the 9/10 people who think about doing this because of a girl. Now I see many things that I didnt back then. Its stupid to do it. But, I wasnt in a state to listen to other posts like this before. TIME IS THE BEST HEALER…believe in this and you will thank yourself for not doing it a few months from now. As for this website with this list…its a shame. Instead run a website on why not to commit suicide. But, who am I to tell you? You need to realize if you can either be a person who nudge people to either take or give likes by the content of it.
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or you might slip with a knife and cut off your prostate legs
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“TIME IS THE BEST HEALER…believe in this and you will thank yourself for not doing it a few months from now.”
I’m so glad time “healed” you, however that is not the case for everyone, believe me. For example, time only extends and augments pain for those with terminal diseases. Furthermore, people with severe mental disorders never do recover, and in fact worsen with time.
“As for this website with this list…its a shame. Instead run a website on why not to commit suicide.”
Wrong again. This website is refreshing. If you ignore the realities of suicide, then you are ignoring a reality of life. In essence, you are not authentic. There are a plethora of websites, hotlines, and crisis centers that
purport the kind of mentality you are refering to. It’s about time that an alternate view be represented.
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For me, have seen suicide and been through the feeling of it when someone close did it. I understand now that people who commit suicide isn’t self absorbed totally. Some of them may think that death is a better option for the horrible things they did. it’s a feeling of guilt and shame that drives them to the corner of it. Most of you only speak on the point of view that life is valuable based only on your experinced without seeing or going through the pain they have. Some of them had done terrible things and knows that whats done can’t be taken back. Some have failed on something which they hope for so much but never seem to achieve. Some even done it with the pain of heartbroken that they feel so depresed. The point is that most of them feel incomplete and think that to achieve that completeness is impossible for them. It’s true that I think no one in his world can be perfect but my advise for those who wants to end it, “Look yourself in the mirror and ask a question, ‘Will it be better after i am gone?’.
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It’s simple if your suicidle and ppl say oooh dont kill yourself there are other soulutons, thats bullshit if you dont kill yourself then you will still feel pain of watever happens in life theres no garuntee if you choose to live everything will be sweet and nothing can hurt you whereas if you kill youself it’s over no pain left to feel just nothing therefore i think the best option if your really seriouse bout suicide is just go for it, i just wish i had the balls (and rope) to hang myself.
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“Look yourself in the mirror and ask a question, ‘Will it be better after i am gone?”
For many, especially that have committed suicide, the answer is yes.
This whole argument boils down to what rights one has over one’s own body. If one opts to live, there appears to be no social conflict. However, if one opts to die, the converse is
true. The attempt of government, hospitals, churches, schools, prisons, and a plethora of other institutions are in the business of exerting control. Their aim is to manipulate the docile body. To dissect it, to control it. Any deviation is labeled a pathology. Of course, this is nonsense, but based on anti-suicide sentiments seen in this blog, it is apparent that people more than willingly ceded
their agency to such institutions. Their minds have been etched with the “ethics” of those who exert social control.
In essence, they are not free thinkers, but mindless followers.
Those who openly and proudly expose pro-suicide views are accordingly deemed as anti-social. In reality, those who wish to engage in self deliverance are mentally strong, for they have resisted the rhetoric of those who wish to control their body and mind. There is nothing wrong in wanting to end one’s life for a plethora of reasons. Because people do not willingly cede their agency, does not make them pathological. Accordingly, they should not be judged, told what to do, or be asked to look in the mirror to reflect upon a rhetorical question. Such introspection has already
taken place. Therefore, when I look in the mirror and ask will I better of after I am gone, the answer is a resounding yes.
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So what’s up fellas? you’re getting kicked?
have you felt like a state of depression, you cant go out too many time but you enjoy it? hahaha. come on, reply
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umm…obregon? who the hell are you talking to? and what the hell are yoy trying to say? I didn’t even understand the lot of what you were trying to communicate. Next time, speak English ya tit p!ss.
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honestly i think suicide is your choice no im not for it but thats because ive lost amazing friends who have done it in the last 4 years ive lost 6 friends one even hung himself befor he got to 7th grade he was an amazing guy with so much life to live but he thought that no one cared and everyone had given up on him no matter what you think and how you feel i can honestly say there is at least one person out in the world somewhere that does love you or will love you not only for you acomplishments and the life you bring and live but also for your faults and maybe right now life doesnt feel like its worth living i know the feeling i got raped when i was 13 and i became pregnant evryone called me whore and said i lied i was so depressed i didnt hang out with friends i didnt go anywhere i spent all my time in my room after a while friends started to come by all the time cause i was normally a fun loving and bubbly person and they were worried my family also started taking a notice and started doing anything to make me feel better now im 15 im a sophmore in high school and im a mother to the most amazing little boy yes his conception was from a horrible event but i couldnt love him any more even if the guy i got pregnant by was the love of my life i no longer hide like a hermit im back to my normal self so believe it not someone loves you and cares about you and someone will miss you when your gone
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and i also think if you are against suicide you shouldnt be on this site no im not suicidal no i dont support it but i do think its your choice so quit with the bitchy comments you just make people feel worse and if your posting comments about being suicidal for attention quit some people are actually suicidal and need some one to talk to or even be there in spirit so they can ultimatley do what they decide in the end and i dont believe no one can stop you im proof my friends and family and MY SON stopped me
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i tried 2 end ma life so many times but it juss wont work……if sum 1 wants 2 kill their self than who can tell them no? its our choice 2 end our lives or not so fuck it if they tell u no juss do what eva u want its up 2 u. 4 realz yo
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Camden14—–I highly suggest going back to school to learn some grammar because your’s suck’s. I don’t understand why you along with so many other people try to abbreviate words but still use the same amount of letter’s but wrong letter’s. It only makes what your trying to say sound so uneducated. The purpose of abbreviation is to cut back on the amount of letter’s being used. This may sound petty but I am so tired of people who can’t type or spell correctly. My advice,,if your going to use the same amount of letter’s use the correct one’s. “4 realz yo”
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greenfuckinghell this isnt a site to be complaining about peoples grammar if they want to type all fucked up let them ist not your place to complain
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but what if you have tried almost every option to make your life happy.. starting with trying to love your self … but you cant seem to make anything work.. doesnt that mean you are completely useless and all you are is one big blob to the world. then what.. whats the point.. and then you keep thinking about suicide. but then you are way to affraid too.. .so then you get stuck in this stupid world and there is no way to escape.. so the pain gets worse and worse. until one day you do it. when does that day come? i hope soon.
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OMG THE PIC WITH A HUGE CUT ON THE ARM IS REALLY HORRIBLE!! I CUT MY HAND MANY TIMES BUT IT DIDN’T BLEED ALOT AS I THOUGHT :/
EVERY DAY I SPEND IN MY LIFE ISN’T WORTHY, I FEEL LIKE I’M A PROBLEM IN THIS LIFE.. ALTHOUGH I HAVE A GOOD REPUTATION AMONG MY PEOPLE, I STILL HATE MYSELF.. I’M 21YRS OLD AND I’VE BEEN THINKING COMMITTING SUICIDE SINCE I WAS 11 YRS OLD.. THE REASON THAT MADE A LIVE IS MY FAITH IN GOD… BUT IT WON’T STILL FOR SO LONG..
I’M SICK OF GETTING ADVISED BY MY CLOSE FRIENDS WHEN I TELL THEM ABOUT MY DEEP DEPRESSION AND I WANNA SUICIDE.. THEY ALWAYS DON’T GET MY IDEA!! I’M NOT IMMORTAL STUPIDS! I’LL DIE SOONER OR LATER BUT I FEEL GUILTY BEING IN THIS WORLD
I LOVE U MOM & DAD
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here`s the deal of life.
You whom do not have a reason to commit suicide in your wonderfull little protected life ,protected and cared by all your surroundings ,stop making this world a place for some of us to want to commit suicide. and we`ll stop wanting to commit suicide.
Suicide is the result of all uncaring unfeeling colds selfish self centered protected by everyone type people .
One of the kids has actually said exactly what it was all about before he blew all those kids (Teasing ,cold hearted) away and then himself.
GET THE MESSAGE!!!
lets see if the teasers can cope with it for a week ,let alone their entire life.
You NORMAL (BARF) people are the CAUSE of these actions.
IS IT REALLY NEEDED TO BULLY OR PESTER.
How long before anyone you know blows up for a little thing such as a fucking wedding cake in the wrong color ,or some other meaningless crap. weigh that against a life long of shit.
I guarantee that those people will consider suicide at the slightest hint of a drawback in business or relation or not winning a competetion etc etc etc.
I have seen all you humans do this in all the world.
rich and poor.
It is the people that have taken crap from you BILLIONS OF SMUCKS that are the strongest beings on the planet.
not the rich or poor but the uncaring cold hearted (Need to make a joke out of someones missery) type people who created this never ending stream of shit in the world.
and then they have the fucking nerve to point the finger at us?!
well who the fuck made us this way!!!!!
Now the time has come to reap what you have sown.
A word to my fellow suicidal (Maniacs), God will accept you into her/his world just as wlecoming as anybody else who has never done anything wrong.
FACT=NICE PEOPLE GET SHAT ON
FACT=BITCHES & SOB`s GET RESPECT
FACT=our mothers taught us the opposite
FACT=ALL HUMAN LIFE IS A LIE.
Now for those who want to commit suicide, there is a way to do it without any more pain
Why die in pain when you have lived in Pain (Forget the Normal people to ever comprehend this)
They only know how to deal out the pain but they are so weak that they have to do that in order to stay out of the victims point of view for they could not take even a fraction of what you are going through
Back to GOD.
You are ALL equal in my eyes.
you are NOT at SIN to want to end it.
I say Welcome home kids.
the rest you will find out when you either are HOME or Meditate with me (PRAY)=(TALK) to me in all sincerety.
You talk and I`ll Listen.
Take another look at OH GOD and OH GOD BOOK TWO.
GOD HAS INSPIRED THE PEOPLE to make a movie about HER/HIM
GOD LOVES ALL LIFE (THIS MEANS YOU!!!)
ALL OF YOU.
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So many ways to end Life; problems we have in life are hard to deal with especially when the one you love does not want to understand how bi-polar effects moods when arguements about simple things in life occur; Especially when your Wife says that they Love you and are needed in there Life .Words are misleading and confusing. My honesty is not enough it seems.I have been depressed most of my Life . Sometimes I don’t how I made it to 49 yrs. old. As I am getting older suicide is more probable since my pain has drained me mentally and physically.I know suicides hurt Loved ones; lessons in Life suck. Feel free to write if you should have any negative or positive views on thoughts of suicide
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I am ugly and wish I was dead. Is there any suicide methods that look like they were accidental? See, my dad killed himself and it wrecked my mom. She felt like a failure. I don’t want her to feel like a failure again. She’ll be sad I am dead but she won’t feel like it was her fault if it wasn’t suicide…
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@ Ashley,
well, if you have the chance to take a car, take it, and drive with a high miles pro hours over a street, onwith stands trees at the edge.
Than drive straight against a tree.
The people would say, that you you lost the control over the car, and they would say that that suicide was an accident.
Sry for my bad English, I hope you understand me…
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“”"”John Jacob Jingle Hymer Smidt (About Me) Says:
August 3rd, 2008 at 8:00 pm
Perhaps a reservation of judgement is appropriate. After suicide perhaps? What does anyone know anyhow? I would love to assist others in self extermination. If only they aren’t usually the type of people that actually deserve to live. Irony. Ain’t it a bitch.”"”
ok come help me comit suicide i live at 80 north main street saint albains vermont… life is a bitch so bring a bomb so i can take a few asshole with me
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All I can say is that I had enough. I am 45, single, no children, without a job for 1 1/2 years, with a mortgage to pay and another bank loan, no friends where I live (most people I know are all greedy and superficial). I am just extremely tired of everything because nothing in my life improves, no matter how hard I try. Life in this f****ng planet is nothing than Hell – thanks to whatever “God” who created it (who is just a big COWARD). I have been researching on painless suicide methods, and everything indicates that asphyxiation by using an inert gas (nitrogen or helium) is the best way to go. I might give this a try quite soon. After all, we are all going to die one day, and for me it does not matter if it was today. What is the point of living in nothing than frustration and irritation? As years go by, I will not become more attractive to find a lover or a job, and as years go by, I might get all kind of health problems, and die a slow death – like many old people do. For those who think that suicide is a coward act, read this site: http://www.suicide.org.
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@fallenangel, I don’t have a license… won’t work. Besides, that won’t guarantee death. I could end up being alive but paralyzed or something… that would be worse.
@Andy… yeah I am in the same situation, though I rent. Just got laid off from my job. There are no job prospects in this area and I don’t have a license. I just moved three weeks ago, so moving isn’t an option because it was expensive to move in the first place. It sucked, my boss knew I was moving and then lays me off two weeks later. I have no friends at all, people don’t want anything to do with me because I am ugly. They make fun of me everyday for it. My sister tells me I am ugly and then tells me to get over it if I get angry with her. She is beautiful, we have different fathers. My mother sure chose right for her…
I’ve never had a boyfriend. I spend every single day completely alone with no one to talk to except friends on the internet. It really isn’t the same, I need friends I can do stuff with. Whenever I go to the coffee shop, they purposely make my coffee gross. I know this because the people who work there don’t like me. They always whip my change at me from across the counter.
I’m 22, people tell me things can better but I doubt it. All I can see is another twenty years of being treated like shit just because of the way I look. I bend over backwards for people and they don’t give a damn. My facebook has 160 friends and only one person is a true friend, and she lives in the city. The rest added me to boost their friend list. I leave messages saying, hey how is it going or something and they ignore it. People from school days see me but walk right on by as if they don’t know me.
I like doing the same things people my age do, I talk about the same things but they don’t want anything to do with me just because I am ugly.
Reading your post just tells me that I am likely going to end up 45 years old and in the exact position you are in. I just need to find a way to do it that looks like an accident. My mom and sister don’t need to go through another suicide. It wrecked our lives when my dad did it.
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Woah. ha. good ideas. way to show us how. but wheres the druggie?
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anyone wants to commit suicide together?email me.punkcherry.x@Hotmail.com
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we are getting our life according to our deeds we did in the past lives. We get the family, environment, friends, social circle etc. to gain from the past lives good deeds and also get pain and difficult times according to past lives bad deeds we did. If we are passing through difficult times now we should understand that we are clearing our account and if we suicide, it means we are carry forwarding the bad deeds in the next life we are going to get, and may be, we get more tougher times there. As We all are souls, apart from this body, and soul never dies, it only changes the body.
So before you think of suiciding, first think, can this settles my account.
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Jesus, these pics are real…Quit being such a pussy. Believe it there are worse and will be. Still shouldn’t comment another peoples feelings even though you think you “feel” them or know.. you really don’t.. So let them go on to another alt. world of nothingness. If there was some other ” Purpose” for them ,it’ll come to them. or they’ll just die.. simple.
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Another tid-bit, would it better for me to stay here in this world and increase my hate and disgust for others.. probably dwell another life’s worth of shit..and one day snap and turn on others rather than myself?…Is it selfish to end your own before you know you go completely sour.?
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And when you think about it, those who want you to stay are selfish as well. People say it’s selfish for someone to commit suicide because it will hurt those who they leave behind. Well, a person who wants to commit suicide is in a lot of pain. Is it not selfish to want to keep someone in that pain? Say a person has been depressed for years, they’ve taken antidepressants, they’ve been to therapy but they are still in a lot of emotional pain. They would just be happier to end it all. But they stay because their family wants them to stay, yet their family ignores them half the time. Who is being selfish?
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You are absolutely right about the selfishness of those who want to keep people alive, and in pain, for their own self interests. For example, doctors, pharmacutical companies, and hospitals exploit the chronically and terminally ill in order to bilk insurance companies, as well as deflate the bank accounts of patients and their families. They do so out of capitalistic greed, not for humanitarian purposes. Keeping a brain dead patient alive via life support, especially when a living will is in place which explicitly stating “do not resuscitate,” serves no purpose other than to line the coffers of the medcial community. Truly shameful.
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Its a cool site. Suicide is always an option that I have in my mind.
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I was suicidel and its not the answer. It’s a selfish and cruel way to die. It not only hurts you but everyone you leave behind. It’s stupid don’t do it. There are meds im on meds for mine and its been 6 years and im doing great.
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I tried to kill myselg 10 years ago and I perfectly understand why it seems like the best and only option at times, bu now I have a beautiful child and life that I adore. Life is not any easier– probably much harder. It is all about perspective and how deeply into our egos we allow ouselves to go. Four months ago my gorgeous boyfriend shot himself in the head. He survived– but not so gorgous any more. He blew his entire face off. What a mess! Trust me I had to fish out all of the important stuff out of the blood and flesh that was splattered everyshere. Not too mention the legal, emotional, and financial mess it created. How do you explain the deformation to a four year old. I don’t love him any less for his weakness, but it is oh so hard! Please think of all of the alternatives. What about taking all of the money you have even just five hundred bucks– driving to the beach and seeing what could happen next! Life is full of surprises– create good ones!!!!
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i have tried to kill my self but every time i get close i think of all the good things in my life but then i think about all the bad stuff like when i was little i got beat by my sister. and then after thinking about all that i say fuck it and try it again and this time i succeed and my mom found me laying on the floor with blood on the floor and a pill bottle next to me but she took me to the hospital so i told her fuck life what is the point of living.
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“I was suicidel and its not the answer.”
-Interesting, if not beaten to death point, but why?
“It’s a selfish and cruel way to die.”
-Again, how is it selfish, and how is it cruel? Your simple minded conjectures have been discussed and reputiated in the above posts.
“It not only hurts you but everyone you leave behind.”
-How do you know it hurts me? Indeed, how do you know anything about me? Furthermore, you assume that I am hurting those I leave behind. How do you know that I have anyone to leave behind? And, if I did, how do you know they would be hurt. As confirmed in Durkheim’s book entitled “Suicide,” most people who engage in self deliverence don’t have anyone. They are not integrated into a social system, whether it be family, school, or even something as fictitous as a religous body.
“There are meds im on meds for mine and its been 6 years and im doing great.”
-I’m thrilled that you are doing “great” on meds. What type of condition do you have? Are you bi-polar, uni-polar? Do you display syptoms of flat affect? Regardless, MAOI’s and SSRI’s have been proven ineffective for most people. In fact, in Gray’s book entitled “Psychology,” long recognized as the superior word on the topic and therefore taught in major universities, double blind scientific studies confirm that medications which stimulate neuro-transmission does not work. Any perceived benefit has been correlated with psychological beliefs that medications work, and/or with the passage of time. Moreover, long term effects of medications are currently unknown. Indded, you may be poising yourself, which will have the opposite effect of your intent.
Regardless, people who seriously wish to die have already contemplated and utilized a plethora of pharmacology. Simply put, It hasn’t worked, which only leads to futher depression. The same can be said for psychology, I.e. “talk therapy.” Similarly, for many time has only augmented pain, not diminished it. However, the core of your “arguement” needs investigation. You suggest that depression is casual in suicide. Although depression, whether caused from a physiological disposition, or from something as devestating as social rejection, may play a role, but may not be causal. In many people who commit suicide, deteriorating health is the primary indepentant variable.
Suicide is a complex phenomenon that has yet to be fully understood by the medical community, let alone by you. When you offer simplistic and sophmoric platitudes as if they were a panacia, you not only belittle those contemplating their life, you belittle yourself.
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“This whole argument boils down to what rights one has over one’s own body. If one opts to live, there appears to be no social conflict. However, if one opts to die, the converse is
true. The attempt of government, hospitals, churches, schools, prisons, and a plethora of other institutions are in the business of exerting control. Their aim is to manipulate the docile body. To dissect it, to control it. Any deviation is labeled a pathology. Of course, this is nonsense, but based on anti-suicide sentiments seen in this blog, it is apparent that people more than willingly ceded
their agency to such institutions. Their minds have been etched with the “ethics” of those who exert social control.
In essence, they are not free thinkers, but mindless followers.”
This seems sort of hypocritical, in the fact that you seem to be biased against people, who are against suicide.
Being against suicide doesn’t mean you’re “siding with the man.” Its just the person’s overall morals, and its an opinion. Your personal opinion is that suicide is a valid thing to do, when you encounter enough pain that you don’t want to have to deal with it, because of fear of prolonged pain. But you’ve stated that you were suicidal, but yet here you are, still talking about the choice.
Depression is indeed a serious case, I’m not knocking that. But usually it seems the people who type here, promoting suicide seem to not have a valid reason for doing so.
Everyday, life presents itself with new challenges, sometimes life fucks you in the ass, royally I might add.
But suicide is never the answer, emotional pain is slightly worse than physical pain, because usually, it takes longer to heal. But to make a comparision of physical pain, to emotional pain to promote suicide is the wrong thing to do.
To kill yourself over anyone is sad, and I don’t mean that in a deragatory way either. But emotional pain can usually be cured through being social, and finding new people to talk to. Or just relieving stress through a medium, blogging, writing music, writing poetry, all of those are the most famous ways of expressing discord and discontent.
I say try these methods fully, before trying to off yourself.
Most kids who try to decide whether or not to kill themself, are in Middle School, or High School, people who don’t understand the world enough, who think they’re experiencing the most pain in the world.
When what they’re experiencing is just a part of life, sadly enough.
Yeah, its shitty, yeah, it sucks, and yeah, it really fucking hurts.
But thats life, with every good thing, there’s usually a bad one right around the corner.
Its better to live in the now, than in the past, although I understand that that’s harder for some, than for others.
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chris Reply:
August 18th, 2009 at 7:22 pm
Dear Edification,
No one is being hypocritical here, for there is no bias against people, who are against suicide. What the bias is against is misinformation and those who negate verifiable scientific data. In addition, you falsely claim hypocrisy because “you’ve stated that you were suicidal, but yet here you are, still talking about the choice.” That does not mean I will not be engage in self deliverance in the future. Indeed, research has verified that in males, there are approximately eight attempts before the act comes to fruition. Furthermore, you are correct in denoting that “depression is indeed a serious case.” While no one here is “promoting” suicide (don’t know where you got that from), people who resonate with the topic do so not because of the challenges of “everyday life,” as you so eloquently stated. Indeed, challenges for the suicidal are not mundane or common, but extraordinary. Moreover, they are the result of the social context in which one resides. Inescapable and implacable, it is the social structure that mediates the behavior, not the converse. Our inability to exercise free will, antithetical to what most people realize, is astonishing. Furthermore, you are likewise to correct to notate that “to kill yourself over anyone is sad.” Sad but true. People who are rejected and isolated are more likely to engage with suicide. But it is a far more complex issue that one may think. Integrating oneself into a social network (which indeed mitigates suicide), is not an easy task. The more one is rejected, the less likely one integrates. This cycle of rejection and failed attempts at social integration increases in velocity, further augmenting the uncontrollable desire to end one’s life. Moreover emotional pain is never “cured” through blogging or writing music. Such methods may provide temporary outlets, and are analogous to placing band aid on a wound created by a torpedo. Lastly, you are intent to focus your comments on “kids.” As we age, and our bodies deteriorate, our family dies off, and we become isolated and alone, we are far more like to commit suicide. Single adult males who live in urban centers who are isolated are the most likely to engage in suicide. Interestingly, coronary studies show that such individuals are most likely to end their life in the month of April. Regardless, your empathy, and subsequent understanding of the topic, should be placed with those which you would perceive at highest risk, rather than with children who are experiencing life’s growing pains. There is a great disparity between a man dying of cancer, alone, rejected by his family, financially ruined, isolated, and unable to tend for himself than there is between a boy who was unable to obtain a date for a party. Indeed life sucks, and “it really fucking hurts,” but there are degrees, and a one size fits all mentality regarding suicide necessitates edification.
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chris Reply:
August 18th, 2009 at 7:27 pm
Forgot to mention, that those who wish to impose their beliefs that all suicide is wrong for everyone at all times (similar to the anti-choice people), are the ones that are “siding with the man.” Please read my comments, which I stand behind, again for edification.
“This whole argument boils down to what rights one has over one’s own body. If one opts to live, there appears to be no social conflict. However, if one opts to die, the converse is
true. The attempt of government, hospitals, churches, schools, prisons, and a plethora of other institutions are in the business of exerting control. Their aim is to manipulate the docile body. To dissect it, to control it. Any deviation is labeled a pathology. Of course, this is nonsense, but based on anti-suicide sentiments seen in this blog, it is apparent that people more than willingly ceded their agency to such institutions. Their minds have been etched with the “ethics” of those who exert social control. In essence, they are not free thinkers, but mindless followers.”
Best,
Chris
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“There are meds im on meds for mine and its been 6 years and im doing great.”
Not saying all of them do, but a lot of med’s increase suicidal thoughts. And the med’s I was on made me gain weight. So I went off of them. I was already depressed about my appearance, that just made it worse.
“Depression is indeed a serious case, I’m not knocking that. But usually it seems the people who type here, promoting suicide seem to not have a valid reason for doing so.”
Everyone I meet wants nothing to do with me because of the way I look. I’ve tried making friends, I go out and I’m friendly. People will look at me with disgust, whisper behind their hands that I am ugly. People bark at me on the streets. My own sister wants nothing to do with me because of it. She won in the looks department because we have different fathers.
The only reason why I haven’t done it yet is because when my dad killed himself it put the family through hell. Even though my mom and sister ignore me I know they would go through hell if I did it. That’s why I am still here. I hope all the time that something will kill me naturally.
I’m being shunned by society just because of my face. I think that’s a good reason to do it. So no therapist or pill can help me because I am this way because people won’t stop treating me like shit. I can talk to a therapist about my feelings but I will still be barked at. I am 22 years old, I’ve been in hell since I was 14. Life is not going to improve for me.
My dad’s reasons for killing himself were selfish and so he shouldn’t have done it. He had a wife and a little girl, well two if he counted my sister he had a reason to live. I have no one. I will never be in a relationship because of it. I just lost a whole bunch of weight hoping that would help me but I am doomed to be fugly for ever. I’m only going to get older and uglier.
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Kevin Reply:
May 30th, 2009 at 2:43 pm
@Ashley,
It’s been almost a year since you last posted here, so you’ll probably never see this, but if you do, I just want to tell you that I’m in the same situation as you and I want to talk to you. If you’re still on facebook, my account is “Kevin Winnipeg”.
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KevinInWinnipeg Reply:
May 30th, 2009 at 3:39 pm
@Ashley,
It’s not hopeless. I know for a fact that there’s at least one guy out there who is in the same situation as you and who wants to reach out to you. Find him, and use him to turn your life around!
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You do realize that by putting up suicide suggestions (as some may take it), this could be harmful to people who are browsing the internet to look for the easiest suicide.
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You are right Sara, those methods are kinda “old”. There are some cocktails out there that would do the trick in one day..sleep and you are gone(DC AC cocktail). See? EASIEST methods out there, oh no not really..nembutal beats all.
Enjoy!
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that cut looks twice as deep as mine
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Want to know how to kill yourself by accident? Drink a lot of water. Just keep drink as much as you can throughout the day. Don’t believe that can kill you? Google it. You could also try to see how much water you can chug under a hour. I believe that’s called water poisoning. What happens is you take in too much water and your stomach can burst or else you can flood your kidneys.
I read a couple articles about this stuff. However, if you want to make it like a true accident I would just drink as much water as you possibly could in a day. I’ll see if I can look up the link that explains. But I am sure if you really want to do it you could just google it!
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“This seems sort of hypocritical, in the fact that you seem to be biased against people, who are against suicide.”
-WRONG. If people wish to engage, or not engage, in suicide, I support either choice. Such determinations are based on the personal judgements of individuals. It is not appropriate for me, or anyone, to infer personal bias or interpret morality regarding suicide, or to invoke a false understanding of the situation and context in which others unwillingly find themselves. Accordingly, you have no basis to qualify me as being “hypocritical,” for I have neither state or implied your false accusations.
“You stated that you were suicidal, but yet here you are, still talking about the choice.”
-Your statement unintendly validates my point, as well as my belief system. As stated above, I support “choice,” regardless of what that choice is. If I determine that my life has run its course, and should therefore end, then I am the creator and proprietor of that choice. Death, and specifically suicide, is one of the only things in life in which we can exercise some control. My decisions are not reflective of your situation or your choices, of which I am equally supportive of.
“It seems the people who type here, promoting suicide seem to not have a valid reason for doing so.”
-You don’t seem to understand that validty of reason is determined solely by individuals contemplating life or death. It is not for anyone else to contemplate.
Again, the point is control over one’s body. If you do not like what someone does with their body, then do not do the same with yours. When we judge others who wish to die, we impose our morals, values, and biases, which only tirivializes and demeans.
“Everyday, life presents itself with new challenges, sometimes life fucks you in the ass, royally I might add.”
-Indeed you are correct. Challenges abound for all. However, what “fucks YOU in the ass” is very different that what fucks someone else.
“But suicide is never the answer, emotional pain is slightly worse than physical pain, because usually, it takes longer to heal”
-Again, this is your “opinion.” Indeed, suicide is, and has been the answer since civilization began. As far as you analysis of “emotional” versus “physical” pain, such comments are constructed on a frame of personal reference, rather than scientific knowledge. Indeed, physical pain can be deleterious beyond repair, and it can percipitate emotional pain. The converse is also true. Fortunatley, medical journals containing scientific data regarding this matter are available. I would summize that such information may prove to be a more valid source of information than well intentioned conjecture.
“emotional pain can usually be cured through being social, and finding new people to talk to.”
Correct, but not completely. Durkheim’s theory of suicide validates your that those who opt out of life do so because they are not socially integrated. However, Durkheim also evidences that integration must be coupled with regulation, which deals with rules. This concept is unfortunately to complex to get into in this post, but your comment does bear some truth. Regardless, the reason why people don’t integrate is because they can’t integrate. Such attempts have been greeted with rejections, hence isolation and suicidal thought. The process is cyclical. Take homosexuals, for example. Gays, are rejected by family, churches, government, schools, and society in general. THey are even isolated in prisons. Accordingly, they are socially constructed and subsequently labeled as pathological and deviant. As a result, people who are Gay, especially males, commit suicide at statistically higher rates because they are isolated, and can not fully integrated into society. Mind you, this is but one example, and a simplistic one at that, and not intende to be a critique of homosexuality, which I personally do not believe is pathological. Of further note, the elderly are likewise statistically more likely to engage in suicide than youth. Rendered to inferior old age homes, they suffer the same isolating inflictions which subsequenlty lead to suicice.
You also claim that people can become less suicidal if they relieve “stress through a medium, blogging, writing music, writing poetry, all of those are the most famous ways of expressing discord and discontent.
-I wish so much this were true, but the historical legacy of the arts points in the opposite direction. Great painters have dismembered their bodies before committing suicide. Similarly, composers and authors, who are equally misunderstood, shunned, and isolated by society, have done the same. Interestingly, the vary nature of artistic pursuits necessitates a process which is isolating unto itself. Painting, composing, and writing are performed inj solitaire. I don’t necessarily think that working on artistic projects percipitates suicide, however. Instead, people who tend to be creative are drawn to the arts in order to develop and hone their natural tendencies.
There is much genetic data regarding creativity, isolation, and suicide, as there is between homosexuality and suicide, and disabling diseases and self deliverence. It is not creativity or homosexuality that specifically leads to suicide, but how society views people who are creative and/or gay. Interestingly, many people who are gay are also creative, and therefore at greater risk. All one needs to do is look at how society, both present and historically, has viewed such people to understand how they become isolated which, as you noted, can lead to suicide.
Interestingly, the geneticist who discovered the double helix believes that the “creative/depressive gene” can be isolated and therefore detected in a fetus. Accordingly, if parents know beforehand that their child has the potential for creativity and corresponding depression, they would have the option to abort. Ditto for homosexuality and certain disabling and painful diseases. Of course this is a highly charged debate, and I am not taking sides. Simplistically speaking, and if one accepts the theory, wouldn’t that be a sad commentary on society to have only happy un-creative people who will never paint great works of art, compose sympohnies, or write poetry of unrequited undying love. Conversely, wouldn’t it be a relief to never experience the depths of emotional pain, or pain from a disabling disease. Or on another level, to never be rejected from society becuase you are different from the majority, because society would be homogenous, at least sexually. I honestly don’t know. Perhaps pain and suicide have a purpose after all. Perhaps it is simply a yet determined way in which biology and nature helps perpetuate humanity.
“Most kids who try to decide whether or not to kill themself, are in Middle School, or High School, people who don’t understand the world enough, who think they’re experiencing the most pain in the world.”
-I would agree with you on this point. Children do not have an understanding of the world which surrounds them. They have not developed cognitively. However, most people who commit suicide are not kids. People who do understand the world enough, or maybe to much, have substantially higher rates of suicide. Much attention and resources are focused on youth, yet our elderly remain at augmented levels of risk. Perhaps this is because we live in a youth centered society, and a suicide commited by a single youth commands greater attention than a multitude of suicides committed by adults. Regardless, it is sad that so many people are not cognizant of this fact, and unfortunately buy into the myth that suicide primarily aflicts the young.
Lastly, for Sara, who stated, “You do realize that by putting up suicide suggestions (as some may take it), this could be harmful to people who are browsing the internet to look for the easiest suicide.”
-Do you realize how harmful it is to keep a terminally ill person alive only to face unbearable and hellish pain for the remainder of their days, for no other reason than to line the coffers of greedy pharmaceutical and insurance compaines? Do you realize how harmful it is to keep a brain dead person alive, who has no control of his legs, arms, and bowels, who has written a living will delineating his will not to be kept alive, but is artifically recesitated to sustain the flow of money to selfish doctors and hospitals? Do you know how harmful it is when government officals impose their morality regarding end of life choices, taking those choices out of the hand of you and me, and placing them in the hand of people who will gain financially without thought to our wishes and desires? Do you know how harmful and dangerous that is Sara? Until you understand the overwhelming complexities of situations in which people find themselves, as well as the complexities of society in general, please refrain from your misinformed, myopic, and misguigded comments. Alghough they may be well intentioned, and may even give you the false impression that you are doing some kind of “good,” such your shallow statements are deeply offensive,
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how lovely.
i think ill go with the rope hanging.
or maybe drowning.
both very good ideas.
thanks!
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well idk but all these have passed through my mind, however i like to taunt myself, and attempt suicide every couple years, i dont want to die, but i do want to feel pain and suffering of my consiquences and of my actions. i like to play games with my body, and hopefully ruin all internall organs in the process, i love to think about all the posibilities of death, its like a hobby but not quite. i love to put my loved ones in scare, and make them suffer, but not to the extreme of completely killing myself. i like doing that so that when i do snap completely it wont be much of a suprise. i probably sound completely nuts, but oh well fuck it lol i am. my grandfather is a minister, ive thought about ending my life so he can do the funeral, but why give him the satisfaction? these ideas are for the boring ones, i want to be way more creative. thought about making a statement, but thats old too. idk ill figure something out ha. they say seeing death really seeing it changes minds about dieing ha it makes me even more interested! however my sis thinks that ppl who want to die or kill themselves is pathetic, i say sure why not go with it, so im pathetic like thats going to change my mind ha. killing yourself is a choice you make, and a destiny u create. love or hate life up to you, as for me ill play still..
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honestly people who wanna kill themselves are straight up fucked.. baby girl ur just a loser who cant go out and find friends like a normal person.. people who wanna commit suicide should shut their selfish mouths and live their life like its intended to be .. stop encouraging people to kill themselves fuckin retards
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“killing yourself is a choice you make, and a destiny u create”
-Unfortunately, that is a completely incorrect, and inappropriate, comment. The reality is social structures mediate our behavior. This has been proven through scientific research, such as in Durkheim’s correlative book entitle “Suicide,” Another good scientific book that delineates this phenomenon is Milgram’s “Obedience to Authority.”
Unfortunately, uninformed people like “K” are allowed to post false statements, because they don’t know better.
Furthermore, “K” talks about all the family members he has, and all the pain he supposedly will cause should he pursue suicide. The reality is most people who engage in suicide do not have social (I.e. family) structures. Indeed, K’s “ideas” are not only “old and boring,” but they are misguided because they are false.
My unsolicited suggestion to K is to read about the topic through credible (scientific) means. Books on Sociology and Psychology would provide a good access point.
Finally, I’m sorry to hear that K’s sister “thinks that people who want to die or kill themselves is pathetic.” Again, nothing could be further from the truth. When you make such statements like that, K, you are the only one who is pathetic.
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thanx i didnt know it only takes a second with a gun im really sick and tired of the pain and suffering
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yeah every1 wants2 say sumthng 2 show th@ they know what this thing is about,sure,y not,go ahead,nothing’s stopping u right?
U r all pro’s,u want 2 seem lyk u have more experience right?Hooray 4 u then,y r u still around?
I was thinking of ending it myself,still am but,I don’t know what’s stopping me.Itried by starving myself,overdosing pills,holding a knife against my chest,guess I didn’t succeed.
Wana help me out?C’mon now,where r all the pro’s that claim 2 be the best,with experience?Speechless?
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YOu better just make sure you do it right the first time. Whats one less person in the world going to hurt?
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Hi everyone,i just wanted to say hold on a little while longer the king will return soon.Everyone feels pain ,sadness ,and sorrow in life,just as Christ did as he walked the earth,and just as he did when he died on the cross.I know that there are some who will read this and think here we go again with this BS,but i just wanted to say that organized religion or organized anything for that matter usually has a agenda that caters to its own purpose and or goals,the wonderful thing about Christ is that you need no other assistance from anything or anyone,you need only to suspend your disbelief for only a few seconds and that is all the time that is needed for him to enter into your heart.
The whole function of the world is to distract you from the fact that above all else you have someone in heaven that not only would, but did give his life for you as well as me,someone who stands for all the things that we should stand for but don’t because of the way the world has conditioned generations to be selfish,abrasive and uncompassionate to the needs and feeling of others.
I mean think about it why do you think the world is always in a constant state of rushing and fast movement,that because the faster something goes the less chance you have of seeing all of the BS that its composed of.There are forces of wickedness and evil at work everyday and that is where suicide comes in , its okay to be fearful, its ok to get weary,but do not bow down to these evil forces stay in there and keep swinging if for no other reasons than to spite these forces that seek to keep you from your happiness.
Christ has overcome the world and i see it everyday because if he had not than this crap(the world)would have went up in smoke along time ago ,we would have destroyed one another a long time ago.The Son has prepared a place for all of us a place where pain,suffering,fear,anger, hatred ,and depression will cease to exsist.For those who may feel like they have no one that loves them, no one that cares, i want to say that I love you and that i care,but even more important than me ,is that Christ loves you and Christ cares.
Hold on people we are almost home, i know things are bad but just try for one second to Forget the world ,forget your finances ,forget your material possesions,forget your job or lack of a job,forget any physical or earthly imperfections you may be concerned with,forget them for just a few seconds and when you are quiet and still and all by yourself ask Christ into your heart do this and the size of the whole world will shrink and so shall all of its problems along with it.
I love you all
Joseph
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Tom Reply:
May 8th, 2009 at 2:30 am
Joseph,
Your message has been truly uplifting and inspiring to me. Especially the quote, “There are forces of wickedness and evil at work everyday and that is where suicide comes in , its okay to be fearful, its ok to get weary,but do not bow down to these evil forces stay in there and keep swinging if for no other reasons than to spite these forces that seek to keep you from your happiness.” Everyone on this post keep saying that suicide is the answer to dealing with pain and all of life’s conflicts. Just those words you wrote have convinced me otherwise. I’ve been contemplating suicide on and off for about 4 years, ever since my parents were going through a divorce. Just these past two years I’ve lost two of my closest friends and mentors; Zoli and Dr. Patterson.
I’ve also my mother, just this January. She ailed not only from the BS from the divorce, but from the advanced stages of Parkinson’s Disease. So, I’ve definitely gone through my share of loss. Zoli and I were both interested in Renewable energy, and I made a promise to Zoli after he died that I would fulfill my dreams for both of us. Every time I think of suicide I think of that promise I made. That is what always held me back. Lately I’ve found it difficult to make good on that promise, as I’m living with my dad, the cause of the divorce (cheated with another woman). Since I have no job, I’m forced to live with him as he is the only one that can financially support me. I’ve had to put up with so much BS lately that I reached my breaking point and that’s what led me to this site.
This time I was really serious about wanting to kill myself; I even started apologizing to Zoli, telling him I would go back on my word and simply end my pain. As I read through countless posts on this blog, your post was the only one that actually struck a cord with me. As I read your words and your talk of not bowing down to evil forces that prevent me from happiness and letting them win, I started to cry, and still am as I type this. I feel so much shame for giving up so easily. God put us on this earth to pursue happiness and to help each other in times of crisis; to give and receive love and to pursue our passions. The measure success in someone’s life does not have to do with financial statis or social standing, it has to do with how many people live better from your existence, and if you live better because of other people. Life is about pursuing these relationships.
I can say for a fact that now I truly live better because of your existence, or should I say, because of your existence, I no longer longer wish to simply give up on life and my pursuit of happiness. You are such a wonderful person for showing me that. Some of the people below might think what you said was preaching or just religious BS, but those people are just assholes that talk faster than they can read! If they had taken more time to read your comment, they might’ve actually realized that what you said had meaning. I believe in angels on earth, and you’re one of them. I would love to talk to you again sometime!
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@ Joseph,
We are a little too old for fairy tales. All nice but it doesn’t change shit about our situations. Christ this, christ that, maybe you can keep lying to yourself, but some of us can’t. Even watch the Matrix? You are the guy who saw the truth but will betray everything just so he can go back to his Safe little happy God World eating Steak. We..no, we see the world how it is (POV?), we see the bullshit,the pointless suffering and we just don’t want any part of it.
I hope you can accept that in your heart,
@ Patty: Please kil yourself.
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f*** off joseph with your preaching no one wants to hear it unless they are religious go find some religious community and preach there
THERE IS NO GOD! If there was, he wouldn’t have let the world get so fucked up
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I believe the decision to live or die depends on that person and their relationship with GOD. We all have ups and downs but if you cant find faith, hope or reason to live more than you can find reasons not to exist, then what advise can you give?
I have a chronic illness and I havent reached 35 yet. First things were allright. I felt like I could handle it but when it started messing with my brain (which may also explain why I’m suicidal), It took a different toll on me.
As far as selfishness is concerned. We live life alone. It would be good to have a personal (see, feel, and touch) relationship with GOD but he I believe in GOD but as I look more at the world, it’s getting worse and so are people.
I live for the people I know cherish me and love me but they arent there when things are hard and I know that soon, they’ll go on with their lives and I encourage them to.
When I pass, remember, I never loved or liked life anyway and the best times I remember is blackness or being in Mom’s womb. Not saying suicide is good but it depends on the person and what they’re living for.
Bless you all and I hope those of you that can be saved, will be. Including myself.
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” I have you fast in my fortress, and will not let you depart,But put you down into the dungeon ,In the round-tower of my heart. And there I will keep you forever,Yes,forever and a day, Till the walls shall crumble to ruin, And moulder in dust away”. from “The Children’s Hour” by Longfellow. I only hope that there is one person whose life I have made enough of a difference in that they may hear those words and feel that way about me. As long as I’ve left a good feeling in others, and done no harm to anyone…I’m done, I’m just tired of living’
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i want to die but i’m afraid
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Depression Mental Illness is a disease like cancer but there is an end to the suffering of cancer DEATH. Those who suffer from depression, there is no end, sure meds, therapy, positive thinking sure Ive done it all for years it helped for a while then it creps up on you again you suffer you become ashamed a burden on your family. I am tired of my 7 yr old son seeing mommy cry when everything in live is perfect. I never know when my depresion is going to hit I begged my husband to help me end this suffering. Please Ive not read if putting yourself in a garage with the car on really works I want to end this suffering for all who has watched me suffer. MJ
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In the past, before air-quality regulations and catalytic converters, suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning would often be achieved by running a car’s engine in a closed space such as a garage, or by redirecting a running car’s exhaust back inside the cabin with a hose. Motor car exhaust may have contained up to 25% carbon monoxide. However, catalytic converters can eliminate over 99% of carbon monoxide produced.
Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_methods
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PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ TELL THE PAINLESS METHOD TO SUICIDE
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Breathing an inert gas, eg. nitrogen, helium, carbon monoxide or nitrous oxide.
My research indicates suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning through burning charcoal, such as a barbecue in a sealed room is simple and painless. Popular in Japan, often in cars. The gas from the coals will displace the air in the room with carbon monoxide which is odorless, colorless and tasteless.
Btw, catalytic converters became mandatory on US cars in 1975 and UK cars in 1993.
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Charcoal-burning suicide.
Sources:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charcoal-burning_suicide
http://www.bookrags.com/wiki/Charcoal-burning_suicide
http://www.wikidoc.org/index.php/Charcoal-burning_suicide
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No offense to any of you but I actually think what this person did wasn’t as bad as everyone thinks I mean come on if your suicidal you know all this shit and chances are you’ve tried half of it the ppl that don’t know this shit are the ppl that do need to know it and also if you read it the person states the severe consequences to living any of these methods and also lists help lines at the bottom of the page so maybe you all shouldn’t be so grossed out and just be more aware that that’s the reality we all live in almost every teen goes through it and a huge percentage of them take their own lives so take a look around you and help the ones that are hurting but getting educated on this shit
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and Jenna just keep holding on no matter what you believe or don’t believe in anymore things will get better and I know everyone hears it but it will in time
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I am always thinking of committing suicide, why? Because I’m coward. You can say whatever you wanted to say because you’re not in my shoes. You don’t feel what I’m feeling right now. You don’t feel the pain and sufferings. I really have to make a choice, to continue living my life or to end this shit. I know I will hurt my family and loved ones if I commit suicide, it is also one of the things that I’m considering. But sometimes when I feel so deppressed and desperate, I only think of myself. I am not selfish because if I am, I won’t be here writing this comment. I always consider what my family would feel if I commit suicide. But this is a big black damn world. Even the very first person who should understand me, rejects me. Why can’t he understand that I’m fighting my own evil? Why can’t he understand that I am suffering so much? It is really hard to express my true emotions to him because he cannot understand. He thought that I am just making up, inventing things, rationalizing things. He thought that I only believe what is right for me and i didn’t see the whole picture. It’s like him telling me that I’m selfish and inconsiderate. He really doesn’t know the true person in me, my urge to change for the best. Ye, I am not perfect, I always freak out. I am paranoid. But there’s a reason and why can’t he understand the reason? I want to go to the psychiatrist but I don’t have money to spend for that. I pray always for guidance. But still there’s this suicide thought in my mind. Can’t help it. I want to die!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT PEACEFULNESS!
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Thanks Peter, Im feeling better today. The thoughts are still there but Im going to keep on living for now for other people in my life one day at a time god bless all of you. I know how you feel. To you Keila your man will never understand know matter how much you try and cry you need a support system there are many free groups that meet look in your local paper or call that shrinks office and they should have resources that are FREE for you to attend. These are groups of people who feel the same way you do you wont be alone there. The suicidal thoughts may never go away I know that but get out of bed take a shower and find a group help yourself your man doesnt know what or how to deal with this good luck MJ You are not selfish
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I think that dieing is a gift that we should all be able to face… Sometimes you get to the point when you know life is no longer a gift but a curse your being forced to endure. Believe in what you need to believe……
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I’ve been sitting here reading all of these other messages and none of you ‘positive people’ have one goddamned thing to say that would make any type of since to some one wanting to die. Thank you all for the input but I think this was a site made to not have to talk to people like you.
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we are all afraid of death – i think its just some that get lucky and are able to end it all. I think the trick is to invent a paranoid delusion and pretend that you are a hero or something by doing this. Otherwise the brain kicks in and fear stops you from doing it. Drink doesnt help if you feel fear. Also being with others who have the same intent in mind is beneficial if you feel fear. A suicide cult probably is the way to go.
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keila I have been in your shoes for 6 years of my life I cut up my wrists I’ve been in the hospital too many times to count for trying to take my own life believe me I know every situation is different but I have been there
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As a treatment for severe major depression, I receive and recommend electroconvulsive therapy (ECT), also known as electroshock, a treatment in which seizures are electrically induced in anesthetized patients.
I have fortnightly treatments, with most patients having treatments every few months. Sometimes I gain no benefit, but at the other end of the spectrum, it sometimes results in a feeling of euphoria lasting 1-2 weeks; fyi, I also take 2 types of antidepressants and a large daily dose of Omega 3 EPA.
I had an ECT treatment this morning (I’m in Australia), and I’m feeling much better. I have seen ECT induce mania in depressed bipolar patients.
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the one way to commit suicide painlessly is to learn to meditate and reach that level of awareness where you decide to not come back (check out all the out of body experiences) until your organic body dies ,you will probably have to help it a bit if you have people around trying to revive you.
also if you know how Inspiration works you could inspire those around you to give up.
But i have to warn you ,automatically it seems all meaning of life will become part of your knowledge and that will usually make you decide to come back.
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To Pete thanks for the info on ETC. I have heard of this but it all seemed so drastic, but at this point I may need drastic measures. Do you seem to hve less episodes of depression, my episodes seem to cycle but Im not bipolar usually the MD ups my doasage of meds (yes more then 1 too) I see my M.D. in the am so I will bring up the subject. Thanks again for your input MJ
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you all cry to damn much if your going to kill yourself do it dont cry about it to some damn website do it hang yourself, shot yourself, take pills, cut yourself veins open, walk into traffic, jump off a boat into frenzing sharks, fight a bear, do something because all of you coming to this website whinning is to mainstream stop calling out for help and end it all
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Way to go Ginger, your so right its funny isnt it how all these weak self lothing people need help from some bullshit website to deal with suicide, dont make me laugh your all weak and you should kill yourselves for thinking this would help
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Joseph, Hatepreaches,Peter,Jenna,Livingishope,Keila you should kill yourselves first and just shut the fuck up with your mindless propaganda you are all too damn pethetic to kill yourselves just keep crying about it and for any of you who want to go painlessly you have no reason to die because a true suicidal person would want to go out the way that they lived. so to peter you especially stop giving people easy ways out let them suffer those bastards deserve it
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You know how I found this site? By searching suicide… I’m sure that’s how other people that posted here as well. So I am curious Jesse, how did you find this site? You’re calling everyone on this site pathetic for needing a site to help them kill themselves, well why were you even here then?
You’re probably another person feeling down on life except your only outlet is to insult people on the internet which is pathetic. Get a fucking life you hypocrite.
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jesse wheeler I have a question for you, if that is how you feel with what you see, then why are you even here? I mean seriously tell me you haven’t ever thought of what it would be like to die? hmm you can’t say no no matter how much you try and convince us everyone thinks about it at one time or another but for some the feeling the urge the need lingers and besides who the hell are you to judge us?
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and also it may not even be suicidal or by your own hands your thoughts on it everyone has being on a roller coster that’s scary you think omg what if I die will ppl cry? will I be missed. and if this site pisses you off so much then leave you have a choice to stay here it’s free country so if this site bothers you so much then choose to leave it behind you.
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Just dont do it ok life gets better every new day is a chance to do something spectacular who in the world knows….you might be really sad but u could discover the cure for cancer and that could have been you reason god put u on this eath dont do it!!!!!!!!
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Hey.. this is fucking stupid if someone wants to die they have the right to i have tryed to do it plenty of times nut i didnt know happieness. i had trouble accepting i was going to leave the world but nou i regret what i did. just wait it out and pull through it
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I think that suicide is dumb, but I sometimes wish I had the guts to do it. The scary part is that I know all the reasons why not to commit suicide, and yet I still want to. The only thing stopping me now is fear, will I go to hell for eternity? I believe it’s unfair (what isn’t) why cant I have an easy ticket out of the pain and go the heaven? This wanting to die is recurring more often and just gets stronger every time, I hope it ends soon!
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i really dont even know what to say.. i tried to kill myself October last year.. i made myself go to a crisis stablitation unti && everything to get better.. ive been on && off bipolar meds since. && yet i find myself feeling worse && thinking more && more about how i want to do it right this time. it’s hard waking up everyday angry at the world bc for some reason u just cant be happy like everyone.. feels like there 200 lbs sitting on my checst bc i constantly feel the guilt && hopelessness waying me down.. i want to be able to tell ppl its not the way to handle ur life.. but i dont like the whole hypocrite thing.. i know it’s not the right thing to do, i have two kids, am married, && only 22 years old.. but all i can think about is i want to get better.. but there’s really no guarentee that the meds will ever work or if if they do that they always will.. but it is a good thing if ur thinking about it to talk to someone about it.. or if someone u know mentions theyre thinkig about killing themselves, dont ignore them.. they wouldnt say it if they wrent thinking about it as a serious alternative to being miserable
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in reading through a lot of these comments, i’m prety shell shocked!! i dont understand how a person could come on here && tell ppl to “go ahead && do it, what’s one less person in the world” it’s cruel and kinda pathetic. yes, i have suicidal thoughts && its been really hard for me not to act on them! i know what it’s like to not wanna feel the pain anymore, && for it to hurt to smile, but to try && force it for the people around u. it’s a struggle for me everyday. so i can see how ppl truly cannot deal with the constant thoughts && the feeling like a burden to loved ones((friends and and family)).
There is no way i could mock someone who feels that way && tell them to just off themselves and quit whining.. what kind of coward does that?? i could care less about the offering of ideas of different ways to kill urself. but it’s really disgusting to just laugh in their faces to make urself feel better.. it’s heartless and ppl like u are what make people like me believe that no one cares. all ur doing is picking on their weaknesses bc u hate ur life and wanna make someone else feel worse than u. hell, i do it all the time.
I always want ppl to feel the way i do… BUT it’s the “normal” happy ppl that i want to feel that way && i lash out b4 i even realize what i’m doing ((but i am truly working on this, maybe not getting anywhere, but i know it’s hurtful to my loved ones n aquaticences..)) but what’s the point in making someone who is already miserable feel worse.. maybe the last thing they need b4 they actually do commit suicide is feel like they had one connection, someone who understood their pain, && maybe not feel completely alone anymore.. u might even safe a life in the process.
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@ jamie – you are spot on and are one of the beautiful people in life
@ jess & likeminded ignorant people – do something productive with your life instead of being such a vile human being.
This site is to help people who want to go, go as painlessly as possible or to help people overcome their wish to die by support from people who have been through it.
So next time you want to be openly critical and nasty to someone without even understanding how they feel and what they are going through (which you plainly don’t!) go and do it phyically instead of cowardly doing it on line. i feel sorry for people like you – the ignorant poisonous people. look up karma and think how your’s will eventually come around, because it will.
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[...] this topic with myriads of schools of thought for the past few years. For many years now assisted suicide has been a deliberated topic from the points of view of all the measures to keep your knowledge as [...]
MJ: Do you seem to have less episodes of depression, my episodes seem to cycle?
I’m not bipolar either. My depression currently seems to cycle over a 7-10 day period with 3-4 days of severe depression and 3-4 days with a feeling of normality. Within each day the severity always peaks at night. Since I started ECT I have had some very favourable cycles which I attribute to ECT. With many medications and therapies it’s often difficult to be sure which is helping, but ECT benefits are immediately evident within 1-4 hours.
MJ: I see my M.D. in the am so I will bring up the subject.
Please let me know what your MD had to say.
RE: jesse wheeler and the other fools
Please ignore them. Their intent is simply to invoke a response.
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well said chris,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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wow… that’s freaky… but i myself am 16 and my life has been going downhill for over 18 months… and i’m realy thinking of comiting suicide lately… i’m hurting myself phisicaly and mentaly! i know that i don’t like the pain but still… i can’t see a reason to live anymore… i would of done it yesterday or today if i didint want to make someone as unhappy as me… (aka my friends & family…) =(
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wow.. jamie i read your comment after i posted mine.. that’s soo true… i know what you meen… if you know that someone will realy be hurt if you went then you’ll try to fight against it… that’s the only reason why i’m still her… it’s because i don’t want to make anyone sad… i just hate it that all the kind people don’t get any credit in this life and the good looking people get everything they want..
hell it’s even my birthday soon and i don’t care… i just don’t want to live on without anything or any purpose… but i don’t want to hurt people so i’m just hurting myself the whole time mentaly…
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Thank you faith. I appreciate your comment.
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The only reason I stay is for my cat… I am so scared of what will happen to him if I am not there… pathetic huh? I love him more than my own life.
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Tired, that isn’t pathetic at least you’ve got a reason to stay, most ppl don’t… be thankful to that little kitty of yours and hang in there
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@ShyFM: i have had problems with depression and thoughts of not wantig to not be here and feel the pain anymore since i was about ur age.. it’s hard dealing with the problems in the world especially in high school sometimes.. you may not have to worry about kids or a wife or keeping most of ur bills up, but u have people at school who will say anything to make u hurt so they feel better about themselves.. i went through the same thing in high school.. i always kept to myself bc i was there for school, not a popularity contest. if u have one true friend through school, cherish it.. bc that’s what got me through it.. you gotta stay strong bc u have so much in life u havent experienced yet. make ur parents listen to you and try and get help from a pshyciatrist. and just bc u have to see what i like to call my crazy doctor
) doesnt mean u are crazy!! i promise.. only people who think they know all about life bc daddy gives them whatever the want whenever they want would try and judge you. but the truth is reality (for most of them) is going to kick them in the ass after high school. but YOU will be able to handle urself in situations pretty well once u realize it’s ok to have the suicidal thoughts, just try ur best not to act on them. talk to someone u trust about what’s going on. dont be afriad to be vunerable. ok? and i am always around here somewhere and for some reason i’m better at helping other people and giving advice than i am for myself 
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@ Tired : my mother is a double amputee and stuck in a wheelchair and i truly believe her cat is what keeps her going.. and i myself have two cats.. cats are sensitive to ur feelings and really there to comfort you (unless they get in one of there moods)
) you shouldnt feel like ur pathetic.. cats are good companions.
and finally @ LC: thank you so much for the comment, it’s so nice to know that someone out there thinks i’m not completely loopy and appreciates what i have to say. truly means a lot. thank you
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oh yea, i ran across a comment the other day that really hit home for me “suicide is not chosen, but when pain excedes ur coping for pain” (it was something like that, u get the jist) u shouldnt feel ashamed or weak bc u have these thoughts bc life is rough especially at these times… but we all have to hold on bc if we really due follow through with our suicide attempt, it could cause our parents, kids, or friends to blame themselves for not being able to be there for us, not being able to see how much we were hurting.. and they could end up not able to deal with their grief… and in return kill themselves. i dont want anyone in my life feeling the guilt that i feel everyday.. so if nothing else stick around for them and give them the chance to help you!
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my fried doing chemistry study. he wants to know about cyanide, its other chemical names, its effect on human body,
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Hydrogen cyanide: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hydrogen_cyanide
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once you dead.. how long you think the people around you gonna sit back and think about you and gonna cry? hardly a year or 2 years? well, the only thing i worry when i think about killing myself is, who will be there around my loved ones when they need some one, if i am not there? in life i dont find anything like useful/meaningful/purposeful, other than helping/ being there for some one[can be any living beings] when they need you the most.
fuck religion! god and religion are just a drug to ur head to keep you going in a controlled way. an atheist can also live a better life than the so called believers.
i even wonder why people wanna give birth to kids and bring them in to this hell damn shit life. before you born you were nothing , after you are dead again you are nothing. if you feel like you don’t wanna take this life anymore and if you find no one who needs you then if you choose to end your life soon, then i don’t think people can talk sick about that. he/she died cause you dick head not there when he/she needs some one. so please shut your fucking mouth talking bad about suiciders.
great! one fucking grand kid is longing her/his grandma to burn in hell, no wonder she committed suicide.
my cousin sista hanged herself, i saw all fucking people crying after she is dead, but when she was alive no one bothered about her cause she ran away with a guy. and one fucking pastor is crying for her cause he said she wont be in heaven. i felt like killing that fucking bastard!
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you guys are fucking sick as shit. telling people how to kill themselves. come on. grow up get a life and maybe make something out of yourselves. if you think this is so cool then take your own advice
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[...] Whenever you think of your friend or family member who considers suicide you may be afraid to bring up this subject and have a discussion. But you should openly indulge in talking to the person concerned in the aim of curbing such tendencies without losing track of their future progression in his or her life. Professionally you should give a lot of help by reinforcing the qualities of reassurance, support, empathy, as well as understanding or concern which may make your loved one to refrain from the thoughts of committing suicide. [...]
I am one of the people who want to end their own life i think Suicide is a powerful thing it’s better for me the dying a normal death because everyone who knew me would understand that i was unhappy with my life what bigger way to do that than commit suicide i do not wan’t to die unless it’s by me ending my own life that puts a statement out there anyways getting through every day is a struggle for me i’m trying to remind myself why life is fun but it never works nothing at this point in my life could make me want to live any longer everything that i used to enjoy isn’t enjoyable anymore is that life? if it is i don’t want to be any part of it i just want to go away with out having to deal with everything in my life my life has no meaning anymore and i wan’t to die. if im lucky it’l happen i only hope that some people that have had a bad life get another shot or a second chance to live to get the life they never had
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[...] suicidal tendency usually has a history of long-term unsolved problems and increasing isolation. Often medication and [...]
Every single morning my alarm clock goes off, I lie there for about 20 minutes wondering if I should actually go to work or just walk in front of a bus. Life is SHIT. I don’t enjoy anything at all anymore! I have almost no motivation to move. If my mother wasn’t alive, I’d be dead, for I know it’d ruin her life if I died. It’s the only reason why I haven’t done it. Sometimes when I’m really angry, I wish she’d die soon so I could do it too without anyone caring.
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“Professionally you should give a lot of help by reinforcing the qualities of reassurance, support, empathy, as well as understanding or concern which may make your loved one to refrain from the thoughts of committing suicide.”
People who often commit suicide DON’T HAVE A LOVED ONE!!!!!!! They don’t have a special friend, or any form of family to indulge their thoughts with. It is this isolation from others, society, and self, that percipitates suicide.
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I feel soo upset,,crying and lonely im only 14 and i see no furture for me all my friends have fell out with me for no reason and i jus want them back but i dnt see a way possible….and all i think off is dying bt im to scared to do anything so painfull and i cnt gas myself ina garage cause im only 14 and cnt get hold and do stuff lyk that….i cut myself acrosss my hand it wernt deep at all bt it hurt…and i poured ink into a bottle and drunk abit but it never did anything….i jus want my life to end….i thought sometimes that sometym soon some mad man myt jus do it for me but it hasnt happened yet….my life is over which ever way you see it….
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Peter, are you there? Ive been feeling better. I did see where the FDA approved a new less invasive electro shock therapy. It is call TMS the web sit is neurometic.com I am looking into it Im so tired of taking all these meds what are they really doing to my body and brain. I hope your hanging in there MJ To you Chelsea, you are young an need to tell someone how you feel. talk to someone you trust life is difficult at any age. I remember being that age and feeling hopeless like know one cares well there is someone out there that does care you just being on this site shows that you have reached out for support you are not alone. by the way are you on any antidepressants???
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Peter, sorry the wb site I have given to all of you is incorrect just search TMS and you wil find the info you need
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MJ, I have also been feeling better (the new meds seem to be helping), so I’m taking a break from ECT; I was having fortnightly ECT treatments. rTMS looks promising; I’ll discuss it with my psychiatrist next week, thanks.
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this kinda helps but was thinking… how can i kill myself with no chances of getting it wrong or surviving?
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I know lots of people have asked this already, but I havent been able to find a suitable answer yet.
Can someone please tell me a way to commit suicide that will make it look like an accident?
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My my..so many jobless people and so many 500 words advises. You all deserve to die as you have so much time to fill out this site with suggestions. All the best dieing. I am going to live all the days i have left from here.. Have sex, drink, laugh, cry, live every emotion, watch movies, eat everything i always wanted to eat ever, try all weird things before death comes to me. You have shown me the way to life. Thanks a ton. Live like there is no tomorrow.
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i had tried once and cut my hand deeply like all my vains were damaged but i still want to kill myself cuz just don’t wanna live the 1st picture which shown the hand which s cut badly it wa the excact situation with me
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Dear kka,
Thank you for educating me! I didn’t know that you had to by “jobless” to feel such depths of pain and suffering that one would want to engage in self deliverance. I am relieved to know that the reason someone would want to die is simply because they have nothing better to do than sit around and make “suggestions” on this site.
Perhaps you should contemplate becoming a Psychologist, unless of course you already are one, which you could very well be based on your insightful diagnosis. Moreover, I’m really glad you are not here wasting any time by making comments on this site, because then-according to your diagnosis-would be suicidal too! What a shame it would be to have a world without kka.
Additionally, I’m so glad you are living life to the fullest, and trying “all the weird things before death comes to” you. Perhaps telling people who are suffering from indescribable anguish, profound despair and overwhelming grief to the point where life is joyless, is one of those “weird things” you were referring to. Regardless, I’m glad you can diagnose and provide a curative for all of us suicidal types! How silly of me to think that suicide was in any way predicated upon a physiological response corresponding to one’s social context.
Indeed, the real and true pathological reason is that we all have too much time on one’s hands, which subsequently leads us to make suggestions on this site. Thank you Dr. kka for showing us the way. Lastly, I want to express my deepest gratitude for telling us to that we should be just like you, and “live like there is no tomorrow.” This is an especially good diagnosis, for indeed there is no tomorrow for some of us.
Best,
Chris
p.s. where do I make payment for your services.
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hey no one knows the reason why one is commiting suicide, so u can’t advice them to commit suicide or not.
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Dear “The best Aggarwal”
Sometimes we do indeed know the reason why someone wants to commit suicide. Below is an interesting article written by a doctor about a woman who delineates why she wishes to end her life. Problems arise when she seeks the assistance of the physician, which raises the moral question of physician assisted suicide.
“So Tired Of Life”
An elderly patient asks a doctor for help he cannot provide.
by Neils Calman
The standard for my work as a physician has been to treat patients
as I would wish to be treated in their circumstances. But I would never want to be treated the way I treated Sarah Brownstein. Sarah (whose first and last names are fictitious) lived on the eleventh floor of an assisted living facility on Manhattan’s West End Avenue. Her large apartment was flooded with sunlight.
The furnishings were sparse, and there were no collections of mementos or other tchotchkes one might expect from more than ninety-two years of living—merely some paintings whose artists she identified, readily telling a story about each one. The place was spotless with not one item out of order. I was there at the
request of Sarah’s nephew, a friend and longtime colleague.
At our first meeting the diminutive Sarah was as poised as a debutante at her coming-out party. She was meticulously dressed, with just the right amount of makeup to look like she had been sunning in Florida, although I later found out that she rarely left her apartment. She wore no glasses, but a strained squint revealed
her deteriorated eyesight. Hearing aids were barely covered by her scant and wispy hair. She greeted me like a rescue worker coming to take her from her burning home. Yet she was uncomfortable about something in the other room, where a brief rustling of papers could be heard. Sarah put a finger to her lips as if to warn me of a hidden danger. Moments before, a visiting nurse had arrived.
Normally a welcome visitor, right now the nurse intruded into Sarah’s plans to talk with me in private. Sarah asked the nurse to take the medications she was documenting to the lobby because she “needed some privacy” with her doctor.
Soon we were alone. Sarah ushered me to the couch that occupied one wall of her living room. She sat down next to me, her shoulder against mine, and grabbed my arm with both her hands. For a minute we both sat silently as she held my arm firmly but gently,
as if to make sure I was real or to make some physical connection between us. “Dear Doctor,” she began. “I hope you can help me. I am so tired. So very, very tired. I have lived a wonderful and full life, and now I am just no good. No good to myself and no good to anybody else. I have become a burden to everyone, and I
have nothing left to live for. I hope youwill help me. I justwant to die. I amso very, very tired of living.” Her eyes welled up with tears. “Tell me about yourself,” I suggested politely, postponing any response to Sarah’s direct request until I could construct a fuller picture of the circumstances surrounding her bold request. “I want to know more about you.” A Life Once Lived
Sarah briefly outlined her life in perfect chronological order. “I was married to a most wonderful man,” she started. “Together we shared a full and exciting life.We loved art and supported many local artists in our time, some of whom have become quite famous.” She rose to pull an art book off the shelf, one of only two books visible in her apartment. She turned to a well-worn page and told the story of an abstract artist whose work she pointed to. It was
clear from the oil smudge on the page that she had done this countless times before. “My husband and I sat on the board of directors of music and art associations in our time, and we helped to start a new museum that is still there today.” Then
her eyes turned down. “But my darling Richard passed away more than thirty years ago, and I have been alone for such a long, long time.”
Her storytelling was impeccable except for her inability to recall names, which would cause her to raise her fist at the ceiling as if to curse the higher power that brought mental dysfunction into her life. “I am no good,” she whined. “I can’t hear, I can’t read, I can’t even think.” A tearwould then come to her eye, and I
would reassure her that she could take her time to tell the story. This was not altruistic on my part; I was mesmerized. One could not help notice the juxtaposition in her stories of the younger Sarah—an intellectual and social powerhouse—and today’s slight and failing Sarah, alone in her New York City apartment and ready to end her life. Next she spoke of her sons. “The worst thing a mother can do is outlive her son—no, to watch her son’s health deteriorate,” she said. “My younger son lives out west, and he is slowly dying of Parkinson’s disease. I can’t bear to think about
this, and it is on my mind constantly. My older son is a famous scientist, and I do notwant to be a burden on him. You see, I amno use to anyone. Not even tomyself. My medicines and my home nurse are using up the little money I have saved for my sons. I am so very, very tired. I want to die.”
Sarah had nothing to look forward to. She wanted desperately to die. She wanted me to help her, to prescribe some medication that would put her to sleep so she wouldn’t have to wake up anymore. She was ready. She would do it now, or tomorrow, orwhenever I could accommodate her request. Thiswas uncharted territory for me, and we both knew it. I wanted just to be her doctor and take care of
“Sarah wanted desperately to die. She wanted me to prescribe some medication that would put her to sleep so she wouldn’t have to
wake up anymore.” her as a doctor would. But Sarah didn’t want a doctor to treat her malady; she wanted a doctor to end her misery.
Nonetheless, unsure of what else to do, I fell into the role I knew best. I asked her to produce the tray of medications she had been taking. She laid out before me yellow bottle after yellow bottle of pills. There were medications for heart failure, hypertension, depression, seizures, and elevated lipids. Therewere platelet inhibitors,diuretics, and a potassium replacement. They totaled fifteen different medications—twenty-four pills a day—all designed to keep Sarah alive months after she had decided she wanted to die.
Some things about Sarah’s request to die didn’t fit. She lacked most signs of depression. She was eating and sleeping well, and she dressed up and put on makeup every morning. Even her affect was not depressed except when she talked about her physical condition or her ill son. She obediently took her medications laid out weekly by the visiting nurse while repeatedly asking me if all of the medications were necessary. Sarah’s medical condition was stable, and I was loath to change her regimen. Even so, after relating to me her desire to reduce the most costly drugs for fear that their cost would erode her sons’ inheritance, I stopped six of the
drugs on the first visit. Her condition remained unchanged.
A Request Denied. A Week after week i visited sarah. While trying to assess and respond to her changing needs, I desperately avoided the subject of my helping her to die. Sometimes we both pretended this issue was off the table; sometimes shewould askmewhat I had decided to do to help her end her life. One Wednesday, on my way to the office, I double-parked in front of Sarah’s building as usual and nodded to the doorman in a gesture we both knew meant
that he would watch my car. My double-parked visits were usually short, but today Sarah had other ideas. “Damn it!” she said when I walked in. “When are you going to do what I asked? Don’t you see how I’m living? I can’t hear, I can barely see to read, my life is useless. You promised to help me.” I hadn’t promised anything, but I knew there was no longer any escape. “Mrs. Brownstein,” I started, making up my response as I went. “I cannot give you medication to kill yourself. You are asking me to do something that is against the law. I run the risk of losing my medical license and even being put in jail. I have discussed thiswithmywife,who beggedme to help you in anyway I could—without putting my own professional life in jeopardy. My colleagues advised the same. I
know what I want to do, I know what you want me to do, and I believe it is your right to end your life if you so choose. But I cannot do it for you or even give you medication to do it yourself. I know this was not your expectation when I first came to see you.”
She remained silent and looked at me scornfully. The charade was over. I could not do the job she had hired me to do. I waited for some cue from her as to what to do next. There was none. Then, spontaneously, I went on. “I do have a few ideas that may help you.” She continued her stare. “You could stop taking all of your
medications. That is completely within your control. I cannot predict what will happen, but if you should become uncomfortable or filled with fluid from heart failure, I can prescribe a pain medication to take away the sensation of being out of breath, without treating your heart failure. I promise to come to see you, any time day or night, if you should become uncomfortable at the end. You are of sound mind, Sarah, and you still have control over the treatments you accept and those you reject.” We both stared at each other. “OK,” she said. “Butwhat happens when the visiting
nurse who counts out my medications sees that I am not taking them? ”Without waiting for an answer, she continued. “I will ask her to stop coming. I will tell her that a relative is counting out my medications and that you are monitoring my blood pressure.” The planwas hatched, and the visiting nurse came no more. Sarah
stopped taking all her pills except aspirin, the drug to prevent a recurrent stroke (at my suggestion), and the nightly sleeping pill. For months she had no change in symptoms or mental status. This infuriated her even more, as she recounted the huge expenses she had incurred for her medicines.
Psychic Pain
Then, one morning, everything changed. My cell phone rang about
6 a.m. with Sarah’s home health aide on the line. “Mrs. Brownstein is very bad,” she said. “I can’t understand what she’s saying—she’s screaming, hitting me, and wandering around the apartment completely confused.” “Don’t call 911,” I retorted, remembering Sarah’s Do Not Resuscitate order lying prominently on her dining room table and her living will stating that she did not
want to be brought to a hospital under any circumstances.
I quickly dressed and rushed off to her apartment. Sarah had experienced another stroke. She had had many before, and although
they were possibly responsible for some of her mental deterioration, they had not left her physically disabled. She was fighting with her home health aide as I entered the bedroom. She appeared uncomfortable in her own skin, pulling on her clothes, struggling to walk around but clearly aimless in her intent. The sight of me seemed to agitate her even more. I retreated to the living room, out of her sight. I called her older son with whom I had spoken many times before and explained his mother’s condition. Together we decided to treat her with a low-dose
“At the mere sight of me
Sarah would turn away. I had failed her, and now she
was suffering.” antipsychotic medication known to help in these agitated states. Sarah improved but remained miserable, combative, and in psychic pain. For the next month I visitedweekly. As confused as Sarahwas, her angerwith mewas obvious. At the mere
sight of me she would turn away and become increasingly agitated. I had failed her, and now she was suffering. I felt deep remorse for my prior inability to have helped her. Months later her son transferred her to a nursing home near him in Boston. She died shortly thereafter—a boutwith pneumonia and a family decision
to honor her request for no more treatment finally took her life. A year later I cannot get over Sarah’s pain and misery in her final months and my own inability to intervene on behalf of this fragile woman who sought my help. I was not the cause of her suffering, but I surely was not the merciful helper she sought.
Hands Tied
As doctors we are restricted from helping those in pain at the
end of their lives to end their own suffering. We are restricted from using marijuana to help those suffering from the nausea of chemotherapy. We run riskswhen using drugs “off label” for conditions that have proved to be remediable but for which the drug maker has neither sought nor received permission to list as a “use.” And we are asked to balance our moral position on these issues—and many others—against the possible legal consequences of acting in what we consider to be our patients’ best interests. The laws that govern medical practice are not created by physicians or ethicists but by governments. Like most laws, they lack the ability to distinguish subtleties in the human experience that might require
extraordinary interventions. Yet as physicianswe must consider the needs of each person and individualize our actions in our patients’ best interest. In 1997 the Supreme Court upheld states’ rights to legislate the legality of physician-assisted suicide in deciding on matters brought before it by advocates of the practice fromWashington and New York States. To date, Oregon is the only state to legalize physician-assisted suicide. Between 1998 and 2002 only 129 deaths in Oregon resulted from doctor-written prescriptions; four-fifths of these deaths were cancer patients.Would Mrs. Brownstein’s end have been more humane if she
had been treated by a physician in Oregon? Even if physician-assisted suicide had been legal in New York, would she have fit into an allowable category? Would I have felt differently about assisting in her death? I do not know. I do not think any of us can predict howwewould feel in Mrs. Brownstein’s situation. But if I should find myself aged and failing physically and mentally and if I
sought relief from the “pain” my life was causing me, I would hope that the physician I turn to for help has a good understanding of palliative care and end-of-life options, has the courage to act onmy behalf, and has more merciful laws to protect the decisions we may make together about my end-of-life care.
NeilCalman (ncalman@institute2000.org) is a practicing family physician and president of the Institute for
Urban FamilyHealth inNewYorkCity
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i think this is a good site, however methods discussed are not sufficient and easier methods should be followed, i think it is logical to feel suicidal after assessing that your life is over, one should definitely get the option to an easy way out, however a proper assesment is required, do u know of a website which helps asses as it will help people if they should commit suicide or should they try for some more time
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@ Guarav : Discussing methods on a blog is a pain in the ass. Plus some “suicide sites” are being hunted down in whichever country you are. Newsgroups not.
Some great newsgroups (18 age required)
http://groups.google.com/group/alt.suicide.methods/
This is for methods and if you aren’t fucking around with the “should i bullshit?” If you are sure and you need information to do the deed ,you can ask around. Preparation is important, could take months.
http://groups.google.com/group/alt.suicide.holiday/topics
This is discussion about suicide and a great place for those who are in “limbo”. These newsgroups are NOT pro-suicide but pro-CHOICE.
I’m giving these links because these groups give you the liberty to express yourself where on suicide forums ANY “pro-suicide” arguments are immediately edited or deleted.
So goodluck, the choice is yours.
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RE: jesse wheeler
I found this site whilst searching for painless suicide methods. Why are you here ???
Did your parents and partner abandon you? Maybe you’re a closet homosexual or paedophile? You should ask yourself why you have no friends.
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WHY DID YOU POST THESE IMAGES
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Peter that wasnt very nice. Hope your doing well MJ
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Sean this is life there a people like most of us depressed and hopeless and want to in fact commit suicide this is the reality of it all. Why did you look at this site? MJ
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Yeah I always wonder why people get upset about someone posting this. You had to have been looking up Suicide in order to get here in the first place. I found this site from stumbling suicidal sites.
And to those who say stupid stuff to the people who do want to kill themselves, don’t read this site then. Why are you on here if you feel that way? The only way you’d be here is if you were looking up suicide.
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I also read through all material looking for a quick way for suicide. I have found one. Thanks. I believe that if life is this hard death must be harder. However now I believe that life is only this hard due to all the people like me overpopulating the world and taking food from potential thinkers that will change the world in someway I see that I am not that brain.
For the young kids on here no, don’t do it you are capable of great things no one under 30 who isn’t suffering from a painful disability should be here. Our youth is our future if you all want to end it what does our future hold. I am not a doctor, lawyer or anyone respectable by any means honestly I am just a bum that has been leaching off the system due to a disability. I believe that if I’m out of here there’s one more opening for sSDI so you can make a difference. SO instead of scrolling on here to find a way to die, look for a way to live brighten someone else’s day. Tell a joke! laugh out loud and remember for the boy a month ago who said he was too fat to find a girl or anyone to love. Money talks go earn some and you can buy the ass you want! Off topic I also believe in prostitution because women marry wealthy guys just for what they can provide to them sexually. People don’t marry for love anymore because love won’t pay the rent. Peace to you all.
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Is there any other way that has no option of living?? please let me know as soon as possible. thanks
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I am not sure what I want to do. If I die I want to make sure my family is taken care of and doesn’t feel guilty or self-hating because of something I chose to do. Suicide is an option and I am not worried about pain, just want to make sure it looks like an accident. That’s what brought me to this website.
I love my family but I am not sure I continue to cope anymore. I am taking my meds and doing my therapy sessions. I was undiagnosed depressed for at least five years that I can be sure of. It took everything I had to reach out to the doctor, then the therapist, and lastly my spouse. But he said he was tired of us and didn’t love me the way a husband should anymore. Hard to blame him since I was the one who withdrew for so long. And it has made me so wounded inside to know that now I was trying to change things, it was too little, too late. We have a beautiful son who is about to turn ten and this impending separation is hurting him. I don’t want to add to it by spiralling back into the depression which is what I feel I am doing. I read some people’s comments that are so mean and thoughtless. No one knows what is in anyone elses head. No one knows what someone elses limits are. I know I am reaching my limit of what I can endure. I don’t want to go back to the sleep-walking life I had and if the meds and therapy stop working, then I want this as an option and I need the help to plan it. So I am glad there are web-sites and people who won’t condemn you for looking at this as an option. I do belief that life is worth living but it hits a point when you’ve tried everything to make that life worthwhile. Why should someone else condemn you if you make the decision to end it after the other options are exhausted?
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i m doing this only for u…….?
i m very heartly soory to disturbe your life…….
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flantrex@hotmail.com
The best death to life .. “Death Corps”
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This life is not worth the coffin .. t all smiled .. I remember crying tears … … .. pain blood .. All one does not cry smile all crying for several reasons .. Love them .. Treason .. Parents .. And a number of reasons Akhara …
(Please help me) E-mail : flantrex@hotmail.com
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c’mon ppl…i dnt think dat suicide is any solution 2 our prblmz….gawd has given us just 1 lyf 2 live…so njoy it ppl…go out..have fun….y do u damn care abt ny1…LIVE UR LIFE 2 D FULLEST PPL..MAKE FRENZ….BECUM SOCIAL..ND U’LL C UR LYF SMILIN AT U/….TAKE MAH WRDZZ….BE HAPPY:):):)JUS LYK I M..NJOY..LUV YA ALL..
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Look we may all think different things about this. I personally have too many scars to count, and too many people take the piss out of and bully me i’ve been cutting just to take away the hurt and pain everyday living for over 4 years…I’m 15. My parents have tried sending me to see a shrink, it didn’t work. The truth of the matter is that not everyone can be prevented from feeling depressed there are just too many things that can cause depression, but some of those images are abit fucked up, still it’s not up to me what you do with your webpage
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I’m so sick of you people thinking that depression is an easy thing to get over. It’s not! You can’t just wake up one day and everything will be magically better. I’ve been unsuccessfully trying to get past mine for five years. The idea of someone just deciding they want to feel better is pointless, it won’t work. So stop thinking those remarks such as ‘ live life’ or ’suicide is not the answer’ are gonna change anyone’s mind
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i know dat this is d formailty 2 say hi to all
bt i want to tell one thing.suicide is not the way to resolve yours problems may be it could be solve your misdemanour or your personal issues but your suicide will be harsh for your family or dear and near ones.they all miss you very much.nobody will b here 4 their help.they will b helpless and condition even more bad for them who love you.i am just 23 year old guy may be i am not capable to help you financially at present but i will support you emotionally and i will be fortunate if somehow i could help you …………………
so give me a chance really please dont do ever this and if anybody want mail me den my mail address is sonurajiv_007@yahoo.co.in
n my no is anyone want 2 get my name then mail me i’ll definately give you my number…………………..
i’m praying to god for all of you plz solve their all problems because he is only almighty power who can give us power to drift through our rough patch in entire life
bbbyyyyyyyyyyyye n god bless you all.
your well wisher n true friend.
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when somone has suffered a stroke severe enough to have the person bed ridden for years, or little hope of really walking or using ones limbs, then it is not up to anyone to say whether they want to die.
It is that persons right, and only that persons right to mae that choice, and no dam amout of some proclamied god is going to have some mythical dicision in it. ANyone who thinks that life is worth living like that should have a stroke, and no I wish it upon them to have one so they can stop the self rightoues, self severing myth of god and hell, and anything else religion can offer to not make you people live in reality.
to see someone like that day in and day out, is not only wrong for that person, for for everyone that has to go through it.
you people are morons!
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I’m just staying for my cat. I have no friends because people don’t want to my friend because I am ugly. They all make fun of for it. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I am twenty-two.
There is just no point to my life.
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please provide more detailed and good methods of suicide
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to sad – the people that make fun of you are not worthy to be your friends. remember real beauty comes from inside. you have a lot more to try before you seriously try this way. because it hurt physically and mentally you and others especailly if you are found and bought back. keep trying girl, you never know
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antha bhayakaranga emi levu,inkaa terrific ga undali.. na lover tho naku chavu ki vasthundi
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Hey the world is just getting smaller and there is little or no adventure left other than wondering or pondering whats on the otherside. Could it be better or just harder? Is it right to take our own life when so many other people starve and sacrifice just to live? What about the people who have seen so many horrors of war and keep on going? Who can really make up your mind when you want to die and you are alone just looking for answers, you.
Even people with debilitating, degenerative diseases have a choice but sometimes emotional choices aren’t the right ones. To the girl who only has her cats to live for no thats just not true we are all here for a reason, to be strong and try to survive. World wide catastrophies happen in the blink of an eye and to many of you who are contemplating death just be patient it is coming for us all. The one selfless act you can do is just being, you can live long enough to save someone else or help someone else who is hurting.
You can live long enough to write those words on paper to politicians so they can fucking do their jobs. You can use that emotion on the phone to insurance companies so they can pay for pain killers for people with cancer and take that power you want to keep trapped inside you and make your world bigger. Living in such tiny living spaces going back and forth to dead end jobs sucks, I go to work and still need food stamps, I still need section eight and I can’t even afford presents for my son I was really considering just doing it. Seeing that I have very little, but if I quit now what if my son sees my way as the only solution.
So every day I fucking deal with the pain, fight with insurance companies and try to go on. If you have the time please read my words and know that I care, post an ad on craigslist if you need a friend its just that simple. If you need to get laid get out there and try if your questioning your sexuality save up all your birthday and christmas bonuses and hire someone to do it. Everyone has a purpose even if its failing at suicide and realizing that your glad your not dead because believe it or not some people really need you.
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my name is aja im i just turned 15 yrs old i think about suicide everyday i alwayz think tht if i jus kill myself everything would b so much better i feel tht i dnt deserve 2 liv & im jus fed up w/ my life ive had da most fuked up life since i waz born my moms on drugs my dad is broke as hell & he never finished skool he doesnt hav a job the first tyme i tried 2 commit suicide i waz so young like pro 8 or 9 & from then on as my life got worse its something i feel i have 2 do im so scared 2 but i want 2 so bad im so fukin depressed i dnt kno if i want help or not im miserable and i jus wanna die kan someone email me asiadt25@yahoo.com plz
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one more thing for all the other comments i read it waz so sad b;c i kan relate 2 a lot of yu its so fuked up how we feel we hav 2 kill ourselves and im so sick of ppl tellin me it will get better thats bullshit ive heard tht shit so many tymes & it gets worse but suicide iz tha way out 4 me i jus need 2 find the rite way 2 do it
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Okay its because I have little left to do today online, if you actually read everyones responses from the very beggining you would see a least three ways to kill yourself. I can’t even get to posting unless I read all of your remarks. As for the 15 year old with the fucked up life, go to the nine line website you are so young to be on here with a bunch of adults who already dealt with their fucked up drug addict alcoholic parents.
No one has a good childhood its how you control your emotions that makes a difference. People out there that contact you may not be right in the head either so its like a blind man taking a splinter out of another blind man. There should be some people on here that have education and not just loads of people who want to kill themselves.
I feel bad that my comments aren’t really going to help you because I am not educated and I had a fucked up childhood. The greatest thing I learned is that I know nothing and everyday I have to learn something new. Most of the country is feeling pain, job loss divorces, drugs, addiction so what this site is here for is to get a bunch of people at there lowest points to join and if you do commit suicide and try to make it look like an accident the insurance companies won’t pay because of course its against the law.
The creator of this site might just be getting a commission from the insurance companies and its a great side job for him. Or this just might be someones project for school when they are getting there MBA in Psychology and they want to know if humanity still exists and how many people will just not help anyone else. You dumb asses that post how life sucks and you want to fucking kill yourself aren’t really going to do any good for anyone else if you do have an insurance policy.
There was one comment on the board that I read which said if your serious about dying join the Army, or Marines. True lots of our men and women do die from (ff). Or you could just starve yourself and make a statement from a hunger strike to try and make a difference in the lives of the homeless and hungry children/ elderly. There are so many elderly in nursing homes that scream out they want to die and they can’t they have to be force fed even when they refuse to eat the doctors put in iv’s so they can stay alive.
WTF, people on life support with thousands of fucking dollars poured in from insurance companies and families because they forgot to sign a health care proxy or even the right to pull the plug forms. And people have to fucking sue the city because welfare won’t help out when people loose their jobs there is so much to fight but think about it if you don’t fight for something whats going on? FIGHT with me and create a plan to fix this place. Tell a fucking joke when your depressed if more of you give up …
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How can u people say that this isn’t an option?!?!? How would you know? Some people don’t have a choice, some people live in a complete hell, that maybe they can’t escape, unless they die! Im not saying its the best choice, but sometimes its the only choice!!!
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Oh boy… Opinions, advise and criticism to those who probably had enough of that already, blabalabla It seems everyone has something to say about it. Suicide is personal has nothing to do with God or JC, heaven or hell, you or me, it comes from within, from life itself. Usually a long journey through hell and back, so. … If someone wants to take their life because he or she -empirically- feels that it can’t go on like this, it is the right of life itself and very personal, most importantly: it is their own choice. Stupid or wise, THEIRS.
I think it should also be said that one must really think it over, and over … and then again: think it over. before tying the knot. There’s reasons and reasons my friends …. Disease, serious mental disease, excruciating chronic pains etc. : YES. Girlfriend / boyfriend, money problems, addiction and what not, little shit like that: NOP, LIVE ! (… this, in my opinion.) Hence I say: think it over, wait a day. Talk to yourself and try to listen. Try to listen closely, listen to your soul. You could even become your own best friend, living another day in this rathole, you know ? Just remember that it is your life and you may do with it as you please. Kill yourself and be free from whatever you so desperately want to be free of, or wait and try to see it trough another day somehow and gather some beautiful moments along the way. Both options remain, free and honest. YOU decide, after all. And all in good right.
So, since no-one dares to put a ‘painless’ way of suicide here, I will ……. one, ve-ry effective, proven and ab-so-lute-ly painless, except for your goodbyes and writing your so long note and realizing that when it is over there’s no way back, gone is gone. Here goes….
The answer is: nicotine. About 50 to 60 mg’s will do the trick in a matter of hours. 100 to 150 in matter of minutes. Soak 150 to 200 grams of pure tobacco, like cigars or dark shag in a big pot of hand warm water for a few days. Avoid filter cigarettes, simply because they are too weak and you might not get the dose right. Eating a couple of boxes of nicotine gum will definitely NOT work. This will also leave you some time to re-consider or just to prepare your will and yourself for the ride. When soaked after a few days, 2 to 3 should do it. Strain well and gently boil down until you’re left with approximately 2 tablespoons of the thick brown sirup. You can’t go and swallow this whole, you’ll throw up in a bad way. Try to fit it ALL in to one, two or three chocolate bonbons, with a syringe or anyway you see fit. Seal the bonbons up. Then, take a serious dose of sleepers. 25 to 50 oxazepam/ diazepam. 15 mg’s and up will do.
The higher the dose the better, as long as you will get to sleep reasonably fast and seriously sound, this to make sure the coma sets in naturaly. Have a bottle of hard alcohol ready. Then. Swallow the sleepers, eat the bonbons of relief without chewing, swallow whole ! Have yourself a couple of stiff drinks. Don’t mix ! The whole bottle would be perfect but you will not make it that far. Besides too much liquid in your stomach might weaken the overdose of nicotine and leave you alive somehow. The sleepers will start to do their work. Lay down and fall asleep, you might even begin to dream your last ever dream. After an hour or two you will go into coma and shortly after that Kansas goes bye bye…. rip.
Please, think, before taking the final trip. Make sure you are at ease with the decision. In some cases you’ll leave a lot of people heartbroken in ways you can’t imagine. Be kind to yourself and grateful for the greatest gift in the Universe, no matter how rotten your life was or is. But if there’s no other way, so be it, hasta la huega.
Sebastian
Still on the brink of, but holding on …
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I really want to die, please help me to do it fast. What u think about a shoot in the head ?? The problem is the blood in the ground… Hey !! I could do it in a far away forest !!!!!!!!!
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Dear me …
(… and that wouldn’t be one in the head !)
The blood on the floor and the walls will not be your problem once you’ve shot yourself, but for the ones finding your
brains spattered on the wall. If you miss … you havn’t got an idea … Going to the forrest far away would be a good idea anyway. Breath of fresh air, no arseholes around for miles, only lots of trees and the sound of birds. Just to sit and meditate for a bit. Nothing special, just sit and cry. Or laugh about the whole thing, or just do nothing … just walk around. You’ll feel better for sure mate.
I’m terribly suicidal myself, I have a huge tumor on the windpipe … la di da. And things don’t look too good. But everytime I want to tie the knot, I muster all i have and think about my beautiful wife and kids , and how they are gonna feel when I deprive them of another day or even hour with me because I’m too fucking scared for the pain which will eventually come … and It gives me the strength to hold out another day.
I hope this helps my fellow suicidal … give it a shot,
Art.
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“me” do not dwet taht Life does not deserve this .. Drugs or drinking will help you
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With all the pain and bitching in the world, as you can see just from this one page, is it any fucking wonder people wanna kill themselves. And to all the people on here saying I hurt myself I want to die, at the end of the day if someone wants to kill themself they will, they wont come online and broadcast it first as a cry for help, because then all they are doing is hoping someone will write ‘oh dont do it we love you’
It’s called attention seeking, get a psychologist/psychiatrist. And to all those that really did have fucked up shit lives that couldn’t cope anymore. R.I.P
x
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I’m sorry for the above post I do have a heart and have been where a lot of you have, I’ll talk about it now as it’s past. I’m 22 and I have attempted suicide 3 times with no success, had scars from head to toe at one point and have seen more ‘professionals’ than some of you youngsters have had hot dinners.
The difference between you and I is that I didn’t tell anyone.
I thought I would do it properly and planned out my day of how it would work but I had a call from the drs surgery to tell me I was pregnant, from that moment on my life DID change. I’m torn between both sides now, I understand people who have had enough but I can’t be doing with the kids cutting themselves for attention etc. I’m now a mum to a gorgeous disabled little girl, and I wouldn’t change her for the world, I have my own company, house,cars etc BUT while at school I was thrown out for fighting and was told I was a nobody!! I think I proved them wrong and do you know how great it is 6 years on to walk past my old teachers with my head held high, knowing I earn more than some of them. IT’S FUCKING BRILLIANT!!
People will tell you your whole life, it will get better, some times it does and sometimes it doesn’t but keep your eyes open for that one thing/person that is about to change it all.
x Sleep tight to all those angels that couldn’t do it.x
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Ive told alot of people about me trying to kill myself but now i dont really ettempt because at the end of the day i know i wont succeed im to weak to kill myself, although i cut myself occasionaly ive bene doing it for 4 years now… i started of because my friend did and i didnt understand so then i tried it out told her and she went mad.. so then i started to see the hard side of life and took things so the heart waay to easy and then i got “addicted to cutting”, ive overdosed more than 5 times cut myself drank took overdosed and cut myself of the same night but yet again nothing worked…Im trying to sort myself out but the more i try the more i fail, so at the moment im jsut giving up on everything ive got to give because i cant be botherd with life at the moment. There if two people helping me avoid killing myself Kebab boy and Davey i really dontknow what id do without them to be honest. I keep all my problems to Kebab boy and he makes me happy alot and helps me out, and Davey well .. i still in love with him =/ as for my friends in school and live near me.. they mean alot but not enough to keep me alive. In my eyes ive gone through alot for a fithteen year old growing up with my mum and dad split up with a new “dad” moving in touching me up since i was around about eight i started to wonder why hes doing this, Ive got chased by someone before My two uncles i love so much died my nans basicly going my sister telling me her life and her ex beating us up throwing glass at us police incolved all shit like that, being bullied since i moved to north wales but i try my best to ignore all that pain and put it behind me, all i want to so now is help people out, so if you need help add me on msn kays =] Jazzy.Penguin@hotmail.co.uk
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to justme, i think i know where you are coming from, but, i’m sure you know, self harm is quite different from suicide…although they join at some point…really, when you are younger – it is different, and you (we all) do really knowingly and unknowingly cry for attention because you bloody need/needed it and deserve it. the right kind of attention, love, care…that’s why younger people can show their pain this way – it makes a lot of sense – and if they don’t get it – it will often become the much more life threatening serious attempts at suicide. and yeah, once you get serious you don’t tell anyone, no matter what age.
I came here because my suicidal thoughts are starting to run the day – i’ve been here a few times but, it seems to be more sinister this time. I started making up a 5 year plan, where i can die far away, just save up and try to do a couple of things i’d like to do, and find a way to die that i can manage…and if, i change my mind by then – well that’s great. it worked for a while but, now, the pain seems to much and i believe i will be alone again all christmas and, it broke my heart last year and i am dreading doing it again.
Because its so hard to hide, everyone is celebrating their families and loved ones and i can’t hide from it. i tried to do it last year and it broke me, another year on and i am just more broken. to you people, who complain about suicide advice – by telling me to think of all the people who will hurt…do you know what it is like to live for that reason and no other reason? it is agony. 24/7. and makes you want to die even more. sometimes just like when you really really really really really really want something…and you know you will feel so much better…and its just in reach, you can see it….you really want it! and someone is saying ‘remember the others!’ its just not cutting it and you make me really angry.
I’m sorry if you lost someone but how would you feel if they didn’t die and ended up in a permeanent coma, or paralysed from the neck down and STILL wanting to die, a prisoner now in their own bodies with someone like you to make sure they stay alive for YOUR sakes. You will be angry with your loved one for leaving you, just as if they walked out the door and never came back, never contacting you again. absolute treachery, that has actually happened to me. But that is not enough reason to tell people not to talk about it,and choose to do it.
I don’t think people should just dissapear out of loved ones lives, but, i’m trying to work out if i can tell people about even my five year plan…I just can’t see how it’s going to work. they will all say ‘but what about us?’ and also worry about me, but also not be able to help me. i dunno, i’m ranting. yes i want help. no i don’t know where or what to do, no i can’t talk to people or doctors, hhhuh. i’m just tired of this and i forget why i’m doing it. if life is painful and crap…for years and years, and years and years…why do it?
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If someone wants to kill there self let them do it. Its there choice and hey, who knows, maybe they were hurting other people and couldnt help it. and they didnt want to talk to a fuckin dumbass with a piece of paper who says they can take away your problems and all you have to do is talk about it. FUCK THAT!!!! Ive tried commiting suicide and failed, and this time im gonna make sure it happens.
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(quote) hatepreachers said:
f*** off joseph with your preaching no one wants to hear it unless they are religious go find some religious community and preach there
THERE IS NO GOD! If there was, he wouldn’t have let the world get so fucked up (End of quote)
God didn’t make this world fucked up, the devil and we did…
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Please let me know a easy way to die as Iam very very upset and frustrated with the way my life is taking me,I have everything still do not have anything with me,I feel like killing my self each moment that I live,Yes i am sacred, I tried to cut my hand but worthless,Please I beg those people who know the art to please tell me the way of easy death as I am really fed up of my life and dont want to live now,I know these are the decisions of a coward but please before deciding be on my place and then think how problematic this life is its a sin people to have a life like me seeing each and every moment that ticks I only think of dying,I don’t have any disease or am I handicapped,I have 1000 ways to smile but as usual the life goes on the important thing in your life is never going to be yours.So please anyone be kind enough and tell me the way out of this hatred world where the happiness is only for one moment.Waiting for your reply.
Thanks
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Well, if you really want to die give me your name and address and I will come help you. I will need 1000 on the fridge. I can’t reply to you unless you leave an email address.
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Why so quick to ask for help, for an emotion. Are your emotions in charge all the time? Do your emotions give your family name honor? You are in charge of your own body you are in charge of your own mind. There is nothing you can do but wait for fate to take its course. No one would be here if it wasn’t for the fight to survive start fighting for the right reasons. It will pass, this world is a scary place you are more likely to die in a car accident or eating some contaminated food products, dirty water or just a mosquito bite. Don’t ask for death to come to you.
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Hi Kill me,
Here is a easy way. Marry my wife
Good luck
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Let me ask u all this, Im not saying I have never thought about killing myself because I have tried. I put a service revolver to my head and pulled the trigger but it didnt fire. I then tried jumping off of a roof of a 2 story house that had a 60 degree angle hill that i would have roled down until i got to the lake. It didnt work either. At that point I realized that God had a reason for me to be here. I stop and got help. For those of you that are thinking of suicide, how any of you have actually lost someone to suicide, Im a senior in hih school and so far we have lost 1 person every school year for the last 4 years. All of which I was VERY close to. Dean, Austin, Sammy, and Travis! (RIP) please try some other way than commiting suicide. If u feel like no one cares. U are all alone in this world. U feel like ur death wouldnt matter to anyone, think about the people who make u smile. Anyone u talk to on a regular basis. Ur death WILL hurt them to no end because they DO care about you.
Just consider another option. Dont kill urself PLEASE!!!
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My point exactly. Give it some time. Think twice. No matter what.
Be brave. Learn to walk again. I’m triyng too.
Art.
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i want to know the painless method of suicide like eating poison & all
please help to get t20 poison bcoz 1 of my nice friend committed suicide by consuming t20 poison & i am also very depressed of my life please help me to get any poison by which i can sleep forever
mail me at taj_r88@yahoo.co.in
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though that girl with the rope is smoking hot.. xD
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For all the people giving “God” a reason to live and blaming the devil. Idiots.
“Dear god,
Hope you got the letter,
And I pray you can make it better down here.
I dont mean a big reduction in the price of beer,
But all the people that you made in your image,
See them starving on their feet,
cause they dont get enough to eat
From god,
I cant believe in you.
Dear god,
Sorry to disturb you,
But I feel that I should be heard loud and clear.
We all need a big reduction in amount of tears,
And all the people that you made in your image,
See them fighting in the street,
cause they cant make opinions meet,
About god,
I cant believe in you.
Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind after we made you?
And the devil too!
Dear god,
Dont know if you noticed,
But your name is on a lot of quotes in this book.
Us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look,
And all the people that you made in your image,
Still believing that junk is true.
Well I know it aint and so do you,
Dear god,
I cant believe in,
I dont believe in,
I wont believe in heaven and hell.
No saints, no sinners,
No devil as well.
No pearly gates, no thorny crown.
Youre always letting us humans down.
The wars you bring, the babes you drown.
Those lost at sea and never found,
And its the same the whole world round.
The hurt I see helps to compound,
That the father, son and holy ghost,
Is just somebodys unholy hoax,
And if youre up there youll perceive,
That my hearts here upon my sleeve.
If theres one thing I dont believe in…
Its you,
Dear god.”
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Thanks. I wanna die. So i wiil try the search words and other methods mentioned below.
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Hey if you need someone to talk to please just email me I will get back to you asap! Suicide isn’t the best option, its just an imbalance in hormones so please just e-mail me well talk! peaches_creme08@yahoo.com
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Hey KKA,
I don’t know if you posted that because you are a teenager or just really angry. There are people with problems both environmental and physiological. Your angry advice might just of been what one of these people needed to push them over the edge. Personally I hope you choke on some of your indulgence or better yet maybe some day you wil, hurt so bad that the thought of taking your life is the best solution at the time. Either way why don’t you post you address so you and I can talk about this in person. I would like to share my opinion with you in a very private dark alley way. You sick Fuck. While your at it why don’t you try some books on compassion or just go to the gee my life is perfect site and make posts there. You are definitely not helping anyone here.
Bye,
B Dog
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AtheistvsimaginaryGod a very good one..
Thanks do post some if you have..
Felt very proud to hear and read what the almighty is doing, so can understand and now I know he is not with us
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I thought about suicide lots of times for two years now.
People don’t just wake up and just want to die! Its a process and people think about it before they do it. It’s not easy to continue on living when you feel like life is biting you in the ass. When everyday all you feel is misery, rejection and the feeling that nothing is ever going to make you happy. When you feel like you cause more sadness than happiness to others. When you disappoint your parents and make them cry. When you feel as if your the biggest looser on earth. The most painful part is when you realize that you dreams and ambitions will never come true!
It hurts and everyday as you wake up reality sinks in deeper. I blame myself for it. It’s my fault that’s why I deserve to die.
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I am waiting til my husband and I get back from the holidays to do it. Found a couple good ways. Anyone who wants to discuss ways and shit email me reston_88@yahoo.com
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Great welcome-back present for you’re husband to come back to.
You can still take a holliday. You have a husband …
Hm. You should really THINK AGAIN !!!
Art
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Moments of pain ….
In the silence of the night when sitting alone and feel that the entire universe Ilk and that no one loves you or Ifamk in this world and find that your tears are not warm to Jntek No one Imshaa you.
When her suffer in silence does not relieve you find articles added, even those closest to Kzlok.
When the universe is dark and you can see the light of a flash or even a simple beam lights you a small part of your life.
When looking for love at the earliest, but you find people had been implemented or that you spare him.
When there is security in your life and feel that your book is written around the time … You!! Can not control your life .. Can not only control Bmchaark and you also learn the accountant.
When wishes death every minute, but with all the same out of you, because close relatives.
When believes that there is afraid of you and loves you, but .. Suddenly you wish departure.
Totman when one of the password and believes that, but the governor .. Your when suddenly find everyone.
When it is not personal to you and try to look for yourself, but .. There always prevents you, you are in high Booamra and take the decisions for you ..
When you want to scream your highest Atrcni Bmaver has grown enough to be responsible for Tsrfaty and my options, but .. You find yourself in the wall of silence.
Iredok when they feel alone and you feel for them like any person or any transboundary animal want to tame it.
When they feel that their role in life is death and destruction Atzazk your trust yourself.
When you need to feel compassion and safety but you Atgda to close at the earliest, and feared that she was not looking for … Afraid to love one Phippadlk versa … and feared that one loves you if you turn secured it.
When you do you know all this because of because of you or around you.
When the lack of dialogue can not communicate with them.
When trying to appease the warlords in various ways, but .. Avaidp .. then to feel that you want to live alone in this world and does not want one of them.
When is it truly loves you can not divulge that does not have anything to do for you because of obstacles and that it might lose his life living.
Once you find that your life turned black hell day after day.
Once you find that the person who is he supposed to find safety, love and compassion you wish injury and wishes and calls not to live a peaceful life at all.
When the person you love, but after you and people you love but you busy and loves people and loves you .. but does not find the time to turn your life day by day into a nightmare can not wake up and terminate it, but is designed to terminate you.
When the crying and crying and that happiness is absent from your life and find it joins you Hznk.
When despair to sneak inside you and Intefi a glimmer of hope in your heart and you feel worse and you creature was so bad you consider yourself a burden on society.
When you search for your goal in life is to find only one goal is to satisfy the love but you always fail and you find you trying to Aigdr .. Then learn that there is no point you!.
When acting in good faith, but around you think the worst suspicions .. Then if you wish did not come to this world.
When you want to disclose everything, but you have Estpzk Your silence.
When people want to be another trying to be a better person, but there are always hinders your way .. always there to stop you.
When moving in your prayer to God and wait impatiently to answer but did not .. but you know for sure that they will come one day.
Pining to the days when past and present wishes and leave you afraid of the future.
In the end, do you know what to do!! But you shut up and shut up and shut up forever ….
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when u commit suicide you don’t end the problems, u only leave it for someone else
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escape it all. anyway you can.
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when you die ..! you Create problems !! that’s..! not good!
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Please don’t kill yourself
please give God a chance
and fellow Christians
please act like Christians
please study your bible so you know what ur talking about
to all
hate me if u have to because i love Jesus but
please don’t commit suicide
please give God a chance
and understand
im not condeming u to hell
its not my place
God gave u a choice
and now its your turn to pick
it is your choice
but i can guarantee
eternal life is much more pleasant than
eternal suffering in hell
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am tired of everytn goin on in my life..just wanna suicide n finish it all…..dat will end all problems …but i dnt have de courage to do it..i have tried cutting my hand but i end up just makin red marks which burn a bit..i just need more courage n it will b all done…
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Amit Bhawani Reply:
December 23rd, 2008 at 5:53 am
Hey girliegirl , why not post down all your problems and our fellow friends can help you out in solving them instead of just one time solution!
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My brother just killed himself last week after reading about how to do it on stupid fucked up suicide sites. And no, it wasn’t painless. Even though he was told it would be. How some of you lot can sit there talking about it as if it’s one big joke is completely fucked up
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I’m tired of all the people who claim suicide is selfish or ‘there’s always a reason to live!’ What about people who are dying of a painful, terminal illness and can barely move? When their families entire life savings is being drained away? Most people who commit suicide are elderly, not kids. Yeah, more kids ATTEMPT suicide, and yeah life sucks sometimes. I tried to commit suicide once and my two major reasons for not doing so again are a.) if I fail, I’ll be committed again, and it was the worst experience of my life and b.) My mom cosigns for my school loans and suicide ivaldiates life insurance policies when done within the first two years of owning it.
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this is good to show people…telling them what could happen if it doesn’t work, the pain they could be in util they actually die. i have these temptations all the time…often every day…this scares me. but it still tempts me. but all of this helps…thank you.
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If i choice when die and life I choice die .. because the die ..! live in the die ..! that’s..nice choice..i chang my choice!!
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hey suicide is an option for losers in all areas of life and life is gods gift so y spoil it?????????? love life the way u love no 1 coz ull never love any1 stably in Ur life love varies depending on the situations….. so wateer the situation love life live life………till u die
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The most beautiful moments of life…Death!!
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there is no fucking god.. If there was millions of people wouldnt die everyday! People wouldnt have to suffer! babies wouldnt die. Now tell me its us and the devil doing it because thats bull shit too! People say i drink ‘away’ my problems but i wake up everyday living the same sad excuse i call my life! Sooo go fuck urself and ur bibles!
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To those of you who judge, you are narrowed minded asses. The same applys to those who gleefully endorse this. I understand that life is precious, but I was never asked if I wanted to be born. And I understand that those who are left behind suffer greatly…
But I have made up my mind and I will be dead in the next month. I am 33 and have lived a good life. I have a good family and wonderful friends. I’ve traveled, loved & lost, faced most of my fears, jumped out of a plane, etc. But I’ve always felt I should not be here & have never really felt happiness; just fragments–enough to make me know I’m missing out. The professionals say I am depressed (really?), so I’ve been on medication for years and they don’t help. When I was a teenager, I told my dad that I wanted to die and promised I would not do anything for 10 years. Well, the time is up and I just can’t see myself living for another year. I know this will hurt those I love, but why do they want me to suffer?? I can’t live for them anymore. I’m so sorry.
They won’t find my body, but they will receive the call. I can’t stop that. I have taken care of how my body will be disposed. I am sorry.
Much luv,
Connie
Ps. If you are young & thinking about ending ur life, don’t. Wait. I know it’s hard, but you are young and things could change in a year. If you are suffering from a broken heart, wait–time does heal.
Life can be wonderful and I will miss so much, but have decided.
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Oh thank you Madam for your useless advice.what do you mean by live
life,love life an whatever..i hope we are here to discuss about the
pains life has for us an the reason why we have opted to sucide.
No one in this world would ever get up in the morning and say Hey you
know what i want to sucide.To tell you my friend there are lots of
pains and suferrings due to which this decision has been opted its
difuclt to even live a moment with this hatred life an selfish world
around so do you think we can love life.
Sorry if i have hurt you but thats true an it HURTS a lot
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thats fucking dusgusting.
but sometimes people have bad enough lifes that they think thats the only way to get rid of them. (THEY THINK)
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I think the picture with the gun should be removed as it is depicting an incorrect execution of this method. The temple shot (as well as the under chin shot) have been made popular by Hollywood but they are extremely risky. Both methods may leave the victim without a face and perhaps a frontal lobe but alive and likely far more miserable than they were before the attempt.
The ideal target if you will is the brain stem although not exclusively. The damage from a gun shot is not just incurred in the path of the bullet but by the shock wave it creates in the surrounding flesh. It is my opinion that the optimal approach is through the eye socket and angled towards the brain stem. In this fashion much of the brain will be destroyed along with the stem.
Hollow point ammunition is an absolute must to guarantee success. For those unfamiliar with guns an affordable .22 will be a gamble even with the correct technique. I suggest a .357 revolver with .357 hollow point ammunition (as opposed to .38 special ammunition that may be sold to you as it is also compatible with this weapon).
Roughly 15% of attempts using firearms are unsuccessful and the actual number is likely higher due to occurrences claimed as “accidents.” Death is not as it is portrayed in the movies. It is an elusive and fickle creature that evades even the most resolved of its seekers while ensnaring those who hide from it. Every precaution needs to be taken to guarantee success. I suggest shooting oneself while standing in water and wearing a heavy backpack. One could also put their head in a noose and then shoot themselves.
It is my hope that in time society will honor the will of the individual and peaceful assisted suicide will be freely available in a mature and regulated fashion. Until then the hunt will go on. Best of luck everyone.
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I am 15yrs old, and I have been fighting against suicide since I was 12, I know for a fact that many people are much, much worse off than I am, and when I truly think hard about what ending my life will mean… I change my mind!… I know that many of the comments say that if you are young you must live your life and wait because things will turn around, and I do believe that in some ways. My twin sister is the only one I can talk to when Im feeling down, and she really helps. Many a times she has stopped me from doing something I would regret. Even when Im in one of those mood where every thing seems pointless I still think about what pain it wil cause my family…my sister. I have social phobia which makes comunicating with other people (especially around my age) very difficult. I now do home schooling because I just could not go to school…and that made be feel weak and worthless…what teenager doesnt want to go out with friends and stuff *raises hand* me! But after the doctor diagnosed me with social phobia I was in a way releived, because I wasnt abnormal or differnt. I have gotten help over the past few years, and although this helped me greatly I still catch myself thinking about ending it all and wanting it to be over. I have tried on numerous occasions to end my life by drowning, cutting, hanging… and I can tell you now that they are not a way out. I fear pain (who doesnt really) and I went looking tonight for a website that would show me painless ways to kill myself. But after reading peoples comments on a few differnt site I realise that once Im gone…Im gone…there is no turning back time no nothing. The saying “you only live once” is worn out, people say it and read it and dont take in its real meaning anymore. Because once you pull that trigger or tighten that rope or whatever its all over, you will never be able to see your family, talk to them, get annoyed with a sibbling or laugh with your mother. You wont be able to laugh at some stupid ad on the television or have a joke with friends… anything that life permits you to do… anyway I have gone on and on and really have not come to a point so I shall round this off, and go in search of a funny youtube video to cheer me up, instead of a suicide one.
Cheers all.
And just remember “you only live once” yes people only once, now take in the words what do they really mean…?…
Now think long and hard about it, will you miss your family when you are gone?…simply put no…how could you? you would be dead…but Im willing to bet that your loved ones would really get hurt…My sister is in tears when Im in one of my “dont stop me, Im going to end it” moods, and thats what makes me stop, and consider what she’ll go through, twins are very close, she and I are identical I tell her eveything and she tells me everything, If I lost her I would be dead even if still breathing, and thats how she would feel…ok now this comment is really ending.
“You only live once!”
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>>> to twin !
GOOD ON YOU !!!!
)))
*
Art.
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what good is this life?? I read ppl say life is wonderful, beautiful, etc.. But i only ask, what good is it??
Is it any good if u always keep hurting ppl?? No matter how hard u try, u end up in tears? Y is it that our life aint our own life? Y do many ppl have or take over control of our life?? If u love someone, ur parents hate her.. If u earn, u cnt spend for urself..?? Cmo, they were supposd to teach me to save, fine.. Buh they taught, that shd b it really.. Not force me to do it!
N when i lied, they hated it.. Hated me.. I mean, y cnt i jst b left alone? They alrdy sent me far away frm them, miles away to another country.. Jst to kp me away frm a gurl.. Dnt knw what they thinking.. Aftr 4 years, its not possible fr me n her to live apart jst cs o freakin ppl who gave me birth dnt want it.. Jst cs they gave me birth dsnt mean they control me.. But they still wana control my life.. I dnt say that i am perfect.. But, m ok being whtevr i am.. I jst dnt want to hurt anyone.. N i thot of running away, but soon they will track me down.. Its easy for them… Its nt fair on tht girl, if i die.. I promised to b with her all my life.. She has lost her father alrdy.. How, i dnt knw.. She was young, and i never asked her abt it.. Cs i heard frm ppl that her dad committed suicide cs of her mum.. Life is all confused nw.. Suicide is not smthn i wud do, but seems no other choice.. By the end of today, i might break hearts if i live.. Ma parents’ n ma brotherz.. If i live, i knw i will.. I have to b gone.. N its gotta b today.. Far away frm evry1.. Cant take it anymore.. Any1 any good ways to leave the world??
Peace..
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All of you ppl telling others that they should kill themselves r sick and coldhearted human beings. its one thing if u want to die and dont care what others think, but its another thing when u encourage someone to kill themselves and give them ways of doing it. yes this life is hard…ive been through hard times too and ive thought of killing myself before, ive been through a deep depression where all i could htink about is how horrible my life is and how much i hate walking on this earth…
It sucked and no one understood, not my family not my friends, no one. my friends tried to be there for me but theres only so much a friend could do sometimes but its always good to have a friend to talk to because talking is helpfull. but its u who’s responsible for your life. i always blamed my problems on my parents which isnt completely wrong but how u react and deal with life is your problem and no one else’s. its all about attitude and the view u have of life. if u can find the strength to push every negative person aside and focus on what you want, where you want to be, how you want ur life to be…then u can choose to move on…
Im a very depressing person and i welcome depressing thoughts but i have learned to controll them. this is extremely hard and most people dont understand how it feel to hate life beyond passion. but before thinking about killing or cutting yourself u have to htink about teh good things in life even if there are only a few or even only one because no matter how bad ur life is htere has ot be one thing in ur life that u love or have loved in the past. and it is selfish to kill urself becuase there r ppl who love u and they will have ot suffer w/ur loss and it doesnt just last a year or 2, it lasts a lifetime. yes life is hard but there is more to life than just hte present and past. the future is up to u, u cant control ur past, but u can controll the present and future.
You have quit sitting going the floor crying or cutting urself, u have to find power and change the way you think…life is hard but there is a reason for everyone and everything. u r put on this earth for a reason, not to end ur life before ur time comes. u dont know what ur future has in store for u, but u have ot be strong enough to handle life…death is for the weak who cant deal w/their life problems…however, everyone is strong in their own way. ppl who cut themselves r strong in a sick way b/c they can deal w/the physical pain taht i was alwasy affraid of, but they r weak b/c they find the easy way of dealing w/life.
You have to try to stand up to problems and tell urself that ur stronger than ur enemy…there will always be ppl who dont liek u or want to get in ur way, but if u let them get to u to the point thta u want to kill urself then ur just proving to them that they could step on u like a bug. life is hard but its def worth living once u push through the hard times. and trust me it does get better…i used to htink it doesnt but thats only b/c ur looking at it negatively, u have to look at things possitively and then things just somehow work their way through, u meet ppl that make ur life worth living and find things u love and thats jsut what life is about…life is test, u have to be try to handle teh pressure to pass…and if u fail ppl will pitty u…i dont want pitty b/c im strong and i dont want ppl looking down on me thinking “that poor thing couldnt handle it”.
so before u kill urself think…y am i here, who loves me, who will i hurt if i do this, maybe tom looks better than today. but if u give up today then tomorrow’s surprise will never come. if u think no one cares about u, well i do even though i dont know any of u, i care, i dont want ppl to kill themselves b/c theres hope and i wnat ppl to come to the point that ive to…id love to help anyone who wants to talk b/c its sad when u hear about someone who gave up on life.
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btw…mastermind…ur always gonna hurt someone in life whether u want to or not. i have the type of problems w/my parents but i learned to believe that if they would do anything to keep me away from what makes me happy then they r not worth it…if u break ur parents heart, its their fault not urs b/c if they love u enough they would get over the fact that u love this girl and in time they will see that u r their child and thats all that matters…if they dont come to that relization(mine never would) then theyre not worth ur time, energy and love. u need to figure out who is more important to u, the girl that will always love u or the parents that would do anything ot keep u away from her, away from being happy? parents can be very ignorant and if they are ignorant enough to make u unhappy then they r not worth it. its all about who and waht matters to u. im running away soon and i dont care how much they hurt anymore because i need to do what makes me happy…htats what life is about, doing what makes u happy. we’re all in this life for ourselves and we’re not living for anyone else so we should be able to choose what makes us happy and ppl that want to stop u r not worth ur time and unhappines.
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oh and also…it is not free will to kill urself b/c u r not thinking straight…its like someone who is drunk. drunk ppl do things they dont know theyre doing and tomorrow when theyre sober they wont remember and if they do something really stupid they will regret it. thats how suicide and self mutilation works…u r not in a normal state of mind b/c u r being driven by ur negative attitude and outlook on life…ur not taking everything into cosideration…u r basically drunk on ur negativity…so dont call it free will, because if tomorrow ur r sane u will be glad that u didnt kill urself and would regret if u have cut urself…suicidal thoughts are drugs that twist ur mind.
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wanna die …. gotta know some effective means of committing suicide…anybody know where i can find cyanide and stuff…? or sarin…? or are there poisons that could kill me in a few minutes? where can i find them? please help
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Dam..this life!! why oll this !! pain..pain..
blood,death,tears,etc…
that`s fuck life man :’(
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i’ve been wanting to commit suicide for a long time i have nothing in my life. my story goes i lost my kids to my ex husband in 2006 i have 2 girls and the reason i lost them is i had no job, no transportation, no home basiclly no money im fighting for my kids but it seems hopless i also lost my fiance i lost him yesterday wooooo i just cant take know more hurt in my life thats why i want to end it and did i mention my ex was abusvive for 6 years i bet that really put the icing on the cake i don’t wanna live no more but its been nice chating with all of yall
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I have tried to kill my self alot but nothing as worked for me he sliced my wrist open, i have token over 30 pills(pain, muscle relaxers and sleeping) at once and im 16 but nothing has worked i have lost alot and seen alot and it gets worse daily is the any help to finish it
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im 16 and I’ve tried to kill myself but it didn’t but death is punishment from your parents because they give you life (cant have death without life)
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tats terrible..jz tink of it, if ur alive on tis earth 4a purpose..y go make a death 4urself n go to hell? pity…
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I’m 15 and I’ve been thinking about suicide since my mom died 5 yrs ago, I just can’t bring myself to it. If amyone has any advice on how to do it painlessly and quick please tell me. I’m catholic and that’s the only reason I’ve done nothing yet, but I’ve pretty much lost faith in god, if he’s even there…
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I think you should add some more options to the least. Perhaps some more comfortable ways of killing oneself? I just don’t like any of the above. I need some more inspiration.
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My easy way tonight…..Vodka 1 bottle consumed and .44 mag. Done deal.
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That Cut Gives My Butterflies, I Wish Mine Would Go That Deep.
I So Can Not Wait Till I Find My Perfect Way Out Of This Horrible Life !
I Think That I Can Never Do It Right Cause My Ways Are Too Common, I Must Find The Perfect Way !
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52 yr old male in missouri talented artist for yrs, lost my wife a month ago from cancer, livin in retail space no bed no shower, no fridge, just a tv and a computer. Left all my possessions behind; family has forsook me or is too far to visit; sold my vehicle cause i got warrants and dont wanna go to jail. I dont eat well, sleep well, i never go out, got no friends cause im in a new town. I walk to the store in the cold. Nothing in life has any meaning for me anymore. When my wife died I drove around in circles for 3 days, could not go back home for anything, and could not even go to the funeral. Oh I laugh now and then at an ad on tv, or a pic on the web, but the life has gone out of me. I miss my wife and want to be where I hope she is-with Jesus in Heaven. I think about ending my life every single day, but I dont do it. Not because I believe I’ll go to hell, or that I’ll hurt my family and friends. I don’t end my sad life because I dont got the guts, period. I hate pain, thats why I contemplate suicide! What-you think I wanna step out in front of a train? Despite my pain I go on, one day at a time, and I hope I keep doin that til the God who created me decides its my time to go. Is that courage? No, cause if I had any of that I prob would not be where Im at today. I’m too much a coward to take my own life, just like most everybody else that has posted here. Life is worth hanging in with I dont care what anyone says. If you post you wanna kill yourself, I hurt with you. If you post telling others to just do it, I got nothin to say to you. If you created this website, I thank you for giving me people a place to vent. I’d just ask yourself if what you are doing is doing more good than harm. As for all the rest of you, heres your one chance to actually use that “pathetic” life of yours to maybe help somebody. Cuz if it turned out you actually did help someone by takin 5 min out of your “no good” life to post something positive, maybe, just maybe your life aint so worthless afterall.
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im12 and from 10 years old to know i have tried to kill myself but something always stops me i just cant take
stress that good and no one knows about me wanting to do this tell now but only you guys life sucks and im like really good about hiding my feelings. and so when i want to cut my self ill use a spoon
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if there is a god way is he putting me though me though this i don’t want help nothing i just want someone to under stand and my best friends don’t even know and man i have a lot of friends and i am going to tell two of them on the bus and the rest of them at lunch and most of all is my mom because she is verbaily abusive
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but the thing is i know what is stoping me its my baby sister because i want to be there to watch her grow up
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but people who do kill their self dont see what their missing and who their hurting i know people think about doing it but they dont think about who their hurting and what change your going to make in their life because if you kill yourself then a bf or parent will kill theirself too so basicly me and outher people are always careing about yourself what about other people dont get me wrong life is going to be hard but thats part of life so you and me need to make the best of it because aloy
t of people have wors than use like i know a girl that just move to a differt school and she has only had one friend scence pre k and she has ben made fun of all the way to now and i hope she has good luck at her new school and she has never cryed when she is made fun of she had head lice so they had to cut her hair really short and she has always had a proublum when she pops in her pants its sad because its not her fault and she always has a good attitud and the other thing is she is really nice but me and my frinds dont really talk to her all we say is hi we didnt want to talk talk to her but we never been mean to her she has been throgh hell as it is and this yeari went up to er and asked her if she ever want to kill herself and she sead noway never so i just walked off that girl y hav alot of hop and sees a good futcher
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this..life..bad..every body .. kill slef !
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I’m too much a coward to take my own life, just like most everybody else that has posted here. Life is worth hanging in with I dont care what anyone says. If you post you wanna kill yourself, I hurt with you. If you post telling others to just do it, I got nothin to say to you. If you created this website, I thank you for giving me people a place to vent. I’d just ask yourself if what you are doing is doing more good than harm. As for all the rest of you, heres your one chance to actually use that “pathetic” life of yours to maybe help somebody. Cuz if it turned out you actually did help someone by takin 5 min out of your “no good” life to post something positive, maybe, just maybe your life aint so worthless afterall.
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I’m fed up with people saying those who commit suicide don’t think of the pain of loved ones they leave behind. I am suicidal because no one cares about me!If someone cared I wouldn’t be suicidal.My family have all turned their backs on me as have all my “mutual” friends who sided with my ex and abondoned me. All my attempts to form another relationship have been met with rejection and indifference.So I’m suicidal because no one gives a shit whether I’m alive or dead!! I don’t want to leave a mess for someone to clear up, I am not inconsiderate of others and I am looking for a way to end my miserable life in the cleanest tidiest way possible. I can’t bear to live this lonely life much longer though so I need to find a method soon.
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I’ve been suicidal since I can remember. I attempted suicide as a teenager once. Had my stomach pumped. I guess it was a cry for help. Lacking attention. Mommy didnt love me enough. Or just teenage hormons. As an adult 31 years old (most suicides are supposedly committed by white males in their 30’s) I feel more in control but the thoughts are always there. In my years of talking to people I have learned that there is one commoon charateristic of suicidal people. They are just good nice people that live a world full of assholes basically. I wish I could buy an island where all suicidal nice people could live and treat each other with respect and dignity. I believe then the suicide issue would subside. but who knows. Come to think of it. I dont think I have ever known a suicidal asshole. So if you are suicidal in my opinion your probably just too nice in a world for of people who are too selfish to give a fuc about you so therefore death seams to be the only way out.
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all I can say is please do NOT follow the methods shown above in the pictures those are the most PAINFUL WAYS TO DIE EVEN ANIMALS GET A MORE PEACEFUL END SOMETIMES! (if euthanized correctly
and that is the same method and way I will take out of this world I plan to kill myself real soon – my family hates me and I have lost my faith in reality before I ever lost my faith in God just remember that before you athiestic assholes push your agenda down every one’s throats.
Remember all the people you allowed to die ..
slitting your wrists is a hell of a way to go
drowning yourself is a hell of a way to go
suffocation is a hell of a way to go
all of these methods posted really are quite lame – one does not have to think too much to realize how animalistic our society is and the irony is that there are animals who get put down more humane than most human beings may ever be put down from these pictures I could almost say more..
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thankyou.
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You Guys Are So Stupid !
If You Don’t like It… Don’t Fucking Look !
I Hate People Who Are All “People Who Commit Suicide Are Just Taking The Easy Way Out”
So Fucking What. If Anyone Had Been Throught A Day In My Life They Would Want To Aswell !
Life Is The Hardest Thing And I Am Supprised I Have Lived This Long !
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i wish i could just die silently and painfully u know… like without knowing i would gonna die. i wish i could me murdered, and die instantly.
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chris – are you still alive? you haven’t posted since Nov 08. everything you say makes so much sense! I looked on here because I wanted to die but now I’m not so sure – all I have is mental/heart problems, and I know life can be much, much worse than this. I hope you and your common sense are still around . . .
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Alison,we have had alot of the same experiences that have led us to this place,I too am looking for a way out but reading your message has touched me deeply, you sound like a nice girl please dont give up.
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lulie the love of my life has gone,Ive driven her away because of my bi polarism she was the best thing thatever happened to me.Icant and will not stay in a world without her even though Ive got 2 kids from a previos relationship that i know i should think about,Ithink though that they will be better off without me around,afterall i aint willing to let them see me so unhappy anymore,it just aint fair on them.Im 44 and too old to find love again,I had my chance at happiness but my illness blew it for me.Im tired but calm now ive decided what i gotta do,its like a great weight has finally been lifted from my chest.thanks for the advice everyoneCO is the way to go…
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i go to jail to often and im not goin back.most people that kill self just hate themself.i on the other hand love myself but rather then go back to jail AGAIN im going to (like everyone sais take the easy way out)there is a lot more to my life then that but i dont need to tell anymore then i already have.love you all BY.
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actually that comment posted about people who hate themself killing themself I think you are wrong entirely.
Some people do it to get rid of pain and are living in poverty – can you imagine starving to death with nothing to eat or live off of? What about a family that hates you and everything you represent and shoves that down your throat ?
people wear many masks – but I suspect if we had wished to live a peaceful life we wouldn’t have gone the way of hell.
there are many things in the bible that mention a time for peace and restoration let alone the quote from ecclesiastes – so the reason this is happening in my mind (and increasingly rate) is because there is no reverence for God or for helping a fellow friend.
God said by the sweat of your brow not by the blood and death of it. There is only so much work a person can do before you are killing them remember that when God judges you I will not even go on to state the long list of things you have done because I know God has it all set in motion!
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Oh and by the way SUICIDE IS NEVER EASY – it takes a lot of pain to carry through with it – obviously the pain in reality must be even worse than the person killing themself.
Ever heard of emotional pain?
“Your a freak” “Your a psycho” or the entire tonal downgrade you get from a person talking over you all the time like your a worthless piece of trash!?!?
Or jee we can’t hire you because that’s how evil our generation was before you – you have to *kiss* ass to get a job now a days? Ah believe me when I say that all of this hateful arguing and anger is in God’s hands and he will judge!
As much as a bullet of anger pierces some one’s chest and makes them drop dead God has the power to do just the same to this earth remember that!
And to those who don’t believe in it romans 3:4 – [4] God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged.
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Whatz up a-holes! Listen I’ve been thinkin’ about how damn absurd life is lately. I mean you wake up every goddamn morning and it’s always the same damn routine. man! once you really think about it life just litterely sucks like shit. I am 20 years of age right now, I have no intention of living past this age. Anyways, let me cut to the chase, I need someone to give me the perfect plan of the “perfect” suicide. I don’t bother givin’ me any shitty advice! I need a good thoughral painless suicide. And NOW! i CAN’T LIVE ANYMORE, i WANT TO DIE . Here’s a good thing: explain to me how you can get immediate cancer. I want to perish in hell forever! ha ha ha ha hahahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
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what the hell is wrong with you!!! you think that if someone is seriously thinking of commiting suicide they are going to listen to that pathetic message at the end of your sick rant!!! your not helping anyone your encouraging them!!! maybe you should deal with your own issues instead of trying to make as many suicidal people as possible kill themselves!!! your sick!!! my mom tried to kill herself several times and its because of people like you glamourising it!!! how bout you kill yourself, people like you are not needed in this world!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!!!
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it is very nice to see this types of pictures and please improve the quality of sizes and photos which u r keeping and please keep very horror pictures gain the popularity from the fans of us and i a fail susaid person which i am living in slam areas of hyderabad a.p.india
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Nothing in life is worse than knowing you took from yourself what you could have had.
I was in an abusive relationship for many years. although i was a beautiful girl,my ex would always compare me to others and pick apart my looks. I started to believe him. it was hard to leave because of finances and other issues.
I developed Body Dysmorphic Disorder and started the process of picking at imaginary blemishes to create a better “me”. I was truly crazy and broken at this point. Things only escalated…one day my ex pointed out a wrinkle on my face. Although everyone thought i was very young (a teenager), i saw myself as extremely old looking. I literally BURNED my face anywhere i saw the slightest wrinkling. I went to a burn unit, lied, and told everyone it was an accident from hot coffee. While recovering from these burns, still obviously very delusional, i burned myself on my chest where i “saw”…once again…the ever imaginary wrinkles. I woke up the morning after my burn binge and discovered REAL, very pronounced wrinkles ALL OVER from sleeping on the damaged skin. It did not have the elasticity to go back.
I am scarred for life as a result of these things. My identity is not the same. I cannot wear anything nice looking even because of the pronounced redness and skin puckering. My face looks definetely different. I did this around the mouth and now there are pronounced dips there.
The best solution would have been to end the abusive relationship before it became so toxic to my self esteem and judgement, but all that has passed, and now i am left….UGLY…when i was once percieved, by others as well as myself, to be a vey pretty young lady.
Now, when others used to think i was 16 whe i was 21 people now think i am around 25!
Before i receive the lectures…yes…i know i did this all to myself technically. But it was not about vanity. It is a serious obsession and psychotic thinking. I didnt even go for the creams, or even to get professional advice! I just mutilated myself. Definetely NOT logical.
I am going to commit suicide. The only thing holding me back is how it will affect my family. But no, the problems i face are NOT temporary. I have mutilated myself and will be a different person now on for the ret of my life. No more dresses, self confidence, and free spiritedness. I never imagined i would do this to myself. It is still more like a nightmare than real life. My problem cannot be fixed.
I wish someone would just kill me
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i hate my life i’ve tried 2 commit sucide but noone let me so yeaa
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sonafabitch u could stand in front of a car and let it hit u that is perfect suicide or u can stab ur hart with a knife if u relly wanted 2 i guess have fun!!!
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hello everyone. well… i almost died
and i still want to
i hung myself and then passed out
leaving my parents to find me
and then rushing me to the hospital
i was there for almost 3 months
it was hell
but even if your thinking about suicide
talk to a close friend
they dont want you to leave
no matter how bad life it
i understand that now.
you can even talk to me
you acn email me.
bobs.ur.uncle22@gmail.com
i dont want anyone killing themselves
for stupid reasons
like getting attention
or getting rid of the pain
killing yourself just means your a coward
and your running away from everything.
its a bad idea
and well its really stupid
suicide isnt the answer
get that through your heads bitches
before you hurt someone that really cares about you
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I know a case where a man made a bet that he could drink an entire bottle of hard liquor at once. Well, he won the bet, collected and went home to sleep, but he never woke up again. Sayonara. So there you have it!
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i have tryed to kill my self meny times and i still want to and if someone wants to kill theme self they can and u gay ass fags need to lay off its not aginst the law
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this bad life :S
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I am planning to commit suicide within 3 days… wish me good luck
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I have attempt to commit suicide several times but I have not reach success, yet. I do not think God wants me to die. I drank bleach, poison, and overdose on pills. I woke up the next morning each time. I do not have a gun so I can not go that way.
I was rape for years, from as far as i can remember to the age of 14. From 14- 18 I was malested. All because My mother couldn’t part with her one true love, my Father. I also was physically and verbally abused. Trust me i wanted to tell, sooooo much. I was so scared, and my mom would of went to jail also since she was aware of the situation. Although, my mother forced me to live with my rapist, she fought to get my siblings and I fed and clothed. Most importantly she introduced us to God. Why should I lived?
My mom died 2 years after I moved out. She had 4 heart attacks 2 strokes but she died from cancer. Why should I live?
I am sorry, my life is hell. of course, I tried dating. As a result, I was lied to, taken advantage of , cheated on (and he inpregnanted her during the relationship), and of course verbally abused. The worst thing is I actually love the bastard so it is hurting me to be away from him. Why should I live?
I had been sexually harrassed by guys in each job I worked in. I talking about, physical contact. Why should I live?
I have always been questioned whether not I was stating the truth despite the apparent evidence. Why should I live?
I even experienced being homeless for a while. why should I live?
I was always taught not to express any negative emotions. I kept all my anger issues that do and do not acknowledge to myself. This is the first time I am publicly announcing what happen to me.
After someone lived that life which continues today then they can tell me what to do with it.
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Thank you very much for this information, I’ll take it into consideration.
Fuck the world and its meaningless games.
Oh well. Everyone can hate me if they want.
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I was hoping someone would give me some sort of hope. I guess not.I do not recommend any one to kill themselves. It’s just that my life is so mess up and I constantly live in fear of the abuse repeating to me or I repeating the abuse to someone else. I do not wish anyone cause any harm to themselves. I am just depress and insecure. I was planning to commit sucide last night but an old friend called me. We had the greastest conversation. I laughed and I haven’t laughed in years. I realized that night that I was focusing on only the bad things that happenned in my life. I needed to see the good. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I survived everything I went through. I am still living. How many people can say that? Maybe, I can help or inspire someone one day. It doesn’t matter how tough life gets someone has it worse off than you and if they can survive so can you.
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no matter whats happened in the past,, things can only get better and suicide is not the answer. live your life to the full, its short enough without you making it shorter, dont waste it. you should live because your mum would want you to move on from your childhood and to prove your dad that your worth something. I had a childhood friend that killed themselves and it only made more problems… DONT DO IT.
Websites like this dont help the situation,, so it might be a good idea to take these images off.
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hey nancy….dis one is 4 u…..ur story is sad….evn my greatest fear is being raped nd i cn imagine hw u must hv felt….this thing is common abt d entirre male community…..most of them r just sex starved……u hv 2 lrn dis thing….stand up on ur own feet…..be economically nd socially independent…..trust urself….u hvnt done nytg wrong nd u shudnt suffer 4 dat…..plus i hv a suggestion which u mite nt like…adopt a baby girl….smn u cn search 4 happiness into again….its far-fetched…yeah…bt nt impossible….
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this message is for nancy,
i was raped as well by the love of my life. i have been in that position before and i have also tried to kill myself on many occasions but with the right help im dealing with it and soon hope to get over it, the only advise that i can give you is to confide in someone who has had similar expieriences and if there is no one confide in a freind and i strongly recommend councilling (thats what im having at the moment and it great its really helped me see things in a different light) i did this with my sister who was raped and abused by her father she is now 26 and in a stable and loving relationship and has moved on with her life and you can do the same thing im sure you can!!! your just as strong as any man or woman all you have to do is believe it! i know things must be hard harder than words can describe!! but you can pull through you asked for someone to give you hope and thats what i want to gove this isnt the end!!! i believe in you and i personally dont want you to take your life you hoave have come this no matter how hard please please please dont give up dont let them win. i hope this message doesnt sound in any way condesending (it was never ment to) but i just really dont want you to do anything! your life is far to presious and so is everyone elses!!!! please take something from this message your life is worth a hell of alot!!!
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RIGHT NOW I COME BEFORE YOU IN THE ANME OF JESUS CHRIST AND BIND THE EVIL WORKS OF THE ENEMY THAT IS USING YOU TO DESTROY OTHERS THRU COMMITTING THEIR OWN DEATH. IN JESUS HOLY NAME I REBUKE YOU AMIT AND THE EVIL IN YOU. I PRAY THAT ALL PRO-SUICIDE WEBSITES ARE DESTROY THAT EVERYTIME SOMEONE GOES ON THEM, THAT THEIR COMPUTER MAY FREEZE AND NOT WORK IN JESUS NAME. AMEN.
AMIT I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR SALVATION-YOU SEEM LIKE A BRIGHT MAN WHY NOT USE YOUR GIFTS TO HELP OTHERS LIVE A LONG LIFE?
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU.
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Hello,
My name is Joshua, and I want to die. Suicide has always been on my mind, since I was a teenager. Although I strongly wish to commit this act, I am a coward, and have realized I will never kill myself.
Therefore, I am posting this everywhere I can, looking for someone to help me die. You may kill me anyway you like. Of course we will have to take precautions, so that no one knows who killed me.(Unless you want to go to prison).
I am very serious about this and if you wish to help me out you can email me at joshuawebbert@yahoo.com
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I hate life. I hate school and almost everyone around me. I just want to die. I want people to know how much i hate life and them.
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hi all,
we all know nobody wants to die, unless there is enough pain.
i also want to die because nobody loves me, nobody cares for me.
I have a GF, I love her very much and I think she doesn’t love me but she shows me that she can’t live without me.
Guys I know that she is using me for her personal interests , I feel that one day she will cheat me, but still I am doing each and everything for her because I love her. I want to die but then I think if she really loves me from her heart, she will also commit suicide. I can’t understand what should I do?
At home and office nobody likes me; I don’t know why I was sent to this world where nobody is mine.
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Killing yourself may get yourself noticed but your not going to be around to see it.
If you hate life and school do somethign abotu it.
Move school
change the things you dont like in your life until you do like them…
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I tried many times to kill myself.I was even in the ICU for 2 months.Its really painful.Im looking for a painless method.
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will be attempting again on 23rd, hope it works this time
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Ohh, So horrible to see these pictures. Please give some small size pictures.
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Hello to all….
Nancy…..you seems to be such a lovely person….Don’t let that what happened with you in the past destroy what can happen to you in the future….Present is a gift…as life too….
In September of 2001 i tryed to commit suicide…not to call attention….i put alcohool over my head and body and tooked fire…..i will not describe here how it hurted…..but i just want to say, that 3 years after i had my daughter……and today, when i look to her sometimes, i just think about every smile i culd have loosed for being so stupid…..i am not a uggly girl, but i do have scars, that i didn’t wanted to hide, cause i don’t want to forget the stupidity i almost did to me….i start to thik about killing myself with the age of 12….this happened with the age of 25….i am 32 now……my boyfriend is treating me like a shit, and i was looking for some dark inspiration again…………than,after read all of you …i just want to say thank you all, cause the last thing i think at this moment is about dying…maybe sleep for few hours yes…to relief the pain that so many times is too much for me to hold…But life is beautiful…. LOVE TO YOU ALL!
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Hello my name is aaron(im sure thats obvious), im 13 years old and im in 8th grade. Im sure no one here cares, but my life pretty much sucks. I have always been shy and “mature” for my age because iv gone through more shit than most of the people i know (family EXcluded). A few years ago my brother locked himself in the bathroom with a glock preparing himsel for death as i walked home early from school.(it was a half day)i was 8 then… he was…24. imagine an eight ear old walking home to have thier most admired brother minutes from pulling the trigger and having to talk him out of it… ALONE!!! I (again) am in the 8th grade and iv gone to 6 different schools. 4 different elementary and 2 middle schools’. At my last school, I made many more friends’ than i ever have! it finally took me more than two hands to count them. (sad i know but shut the hell up… for those who do care thats wasnt directed towards you)I was known all around the school and even had “popular” friends. MY GRADES WHERE EXCELLENT!!! Straight A’s all year (no studying…) LIFE WAS FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC!!! this summer it all whent to hell. My brothers and sister movd out. Started at a my new ghetto ass school with a bunch of fuggin retards (no offense to any one in particular) Two very very very close family friends passed away recenly (one being Michael Steven Johnson you can look it up in the Richmond Times Dispatch) Now, I live with my mom… and my hated step-dad, in an old shitty house. Im to broke for a cell phone and my ass hole brother practically owns MY Xbox 360 (which connects to live and i can communicate w/ my friends. and now im here… lost my friends… lost my good school grades… lost the lively house(s) i once lived in with a big family, people comin and goin… no more… no motivation to get up in the morning… no motivation to eat (as im now anemic and on the verge of being diabetic) and now im lookin for ways to kill my self… i once dreamed of college… i had it all planned out, finish high school,get a loan, go to a graphics design school, and make video games and other computer produced medias’. now im thinking of dropping out of school and joining the army. if i could simply flip a switch, and turn myself off, as if turning off a light, i would……………………………………………………………………………. FEEL FREE TO RESPOND!!! i need people to talk to…bye.
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I think of it all the time. I put oil in the petrol and a hose from the exhaust into the car swallowed 148 valium 8 packs of asprin because it disolves your liver and kidneys and six shots of heroin, 3 bottles of 85 OP scotch. After I drank the drink with the dislvable asprin and crushed valium I released the tie on my arm from the heroin. As a final jesture to life I slashed my right forarm to the bone. I was on a dirt track and a bloke and son were walking their dog seen the light on in the car and the smoke comming from the busted drivers seal on the door as they got closer was when I cut myself and blood washed over the window. They got help. I had written my letters of goodbye. Woke up 2 months latter from a coma inducded by doctors to save my life. I dont feel as if I have anything in this life. I dont wont to be here.Why do I not end it its just pain. pain. pain. no one knows. You get beaten and raped all your life and you can say I’m wrong.
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